🤪

gucci shades and rainbow days 
you call me back so soon
and ur really great, dont hesitate 
when u love me in my room

gucci shades

WHERE I BEEN (clvr)

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

somebody that i wish i knew.

soundcloud.com/4evrgone
soundcloud.com/sleyeofficial


i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it 

probably set me off like the ringer on my phone
when i see you i get lost 
can't remember where to go
and i gave it all i got still i wasn't even close
but i can't afford the cost if i end up on my own

if i end up on my own
i don't wanna be alone 
said don't let the door hit you when you're going home
but i wanted you to know
i don't wanna be the one
that would get up all my hopes
if it wasn't gonna work out 

now i'm going off but you know i really had it
with you i'm making this a habit
yeah you had me fucked up
bleeding couldn't stop it with a bandage 
cutting really close and i don't know if i can stand it

i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it

mixed/mastered by Sleye

On My Own (feat. Sleye)(prod. 4evr)

u suck (prod. deliverthecrush)

see right through you (prod. mixed matches)

prod. @prodbykamikaze

lyrics:

I'm sick of indulging in the same old fantasies
just to try and escape my lame reality 
they don't even excite me anymore
but I can't think of any new ones
I've seen more doctors now than grey's anatomy
trying to help me with some lame analogy
like "life's like x and you're like y so go do z and you'll be fine"
I'm sick of finding myself in the same situations
and getting caught up in these lame conversations
with people that have no significance to my life
why can't they mind their own business
I'm so sick of people spitting in my face
only to be left with the wit of the staircase
my best comebacks are never said 
they only exist in my head
I'm sick of all these lame bros roasting me
and tired of all these same hoes ghosting me 
it's got me feeling so damn lonely
am I lowkey homely
or is it that I have the emotional maturity of a kid who hasn't yet hit puberty 
I guess I won't ever know
and I'm so sick of the all this conflict
what the fuck happened, I thought we'd long resolved this
the same old stupid arguments that don't ever go anywhere 
I'm sick of thinking life is meaningless
and not only thinking it but feeling it
I always knew the hole was there
I just never knew how deep it went
and the part that's really killing me
is life's dry predictability 
sun comes up then sun goes down
sun comes up then sun goes down
so far removed from everything in my life that once gave me a sense of well-being
happiness has never felt so far away than it does today
I'll just go back to indulging in the same old fantasies
I'm still indulging in the same old fantasies

old fantasies (prod. kamikaze)

i don't want these feelings....


Mixed by @killkenshin 

aquariiius : @aquariiius

Odece: @odece

5v: @5vexe

Baslle: @prodbaslle

Kawasaki♥  x aquariiius☁️ - ✨Glo Up!✨ (prod. Odece X 5v X Baslle)

𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭

i live with a curse

VELVETEARS - Waiting Inside ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE

Filled up with anxiety
Tearing me down
Don’t want nobody really coming around
Staying inside while I stare at this screen
Fuck you and them and this reality 

At times I just wanna be alone
Hardly go outside, don’t wanna be a clone
Rather stay inside and play Final Fantasy
You can talk your shit, it doesn’t really bother me

Turn that trick into EXP
Fast travel, now she miss me
But I don’t really care
Leveled up, fanfare

Beat the boss fair and square
You’re a cheat, I’m so rare
A legend like Ric Flair
Now get the fuck up outta here

Filled up with anxiety
Tearing me down
Don’t want nobody really coming around
Staying inside while I stare at this screen
Fuck you and them and this reality 

When I’m out I just wanna go home
This party’s pretty lame, it’s time I let ‘em know
This is typical
Said that shit before
It’s you I’ll ignore
Can’t you tell I get bored?

Wanna leave and just write songs 
Wasted time for too long
They wanna play truth or dare
Truth is I think you’re a square

Like Cloud with dark hair
She hit my phone, don’t care
Lookin’ different so they stare
Wish I could float away from here

anxiety pt. 2 (prod. nocomply)

you're running away

maybe
but i dont think
no one could change me
always stuck inside the daydreams
its daily
everyone just turns out shady
and lately
seems like i just cant escape me

always feeling like im so far apart
and its always just been me from the start
and i wonder how i made it this far
remember eatin lunch alone in my car
never thought that it would stay like that
every time i think it changes
always goes right back
dont wanna have to go like that
but does it matter
no one hit me askin where im at 

where im at, 
or where im going
i dont rly think
theres any way of knowing
i just got too comfortable
with never showing

clouds come back
its overflowing
in this head of mine
you know its always storming
i just got too comfortable
with never hoping

where am i going?

if you want get a feature or collab just hit me up on here

see right through you (prod. mixed matches)

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