Name: i live with a curse by nevrfall
Duration: 3 min 16 s
Description: 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭

someday

fire. (feat heylee manzeron)

Hook: 

I’ve felt your hand 
But you’re lost again 
So take my hand 
(Shake my hand)
Just once again 
(Once again)

Verse :

I feel it coming 
I keep on running 
Out of luck 
So don’t waste your time again 
(Time again)
Slowly fading into the abyss 
I hate this feeling 
But I’m at it again 
(Just at it again)
(At it again) 

Verse 2 (Nicholas Hunt):

Break me down I'll be gone soon
Season bringing the monsoon out of my eyes
I can't say it's been a surprise that you haven't come back
And everything I lack
Is all out display
And the pressure's killing me slowly
(And the pressure’s killing me slowly) 

Hook: 

I’ve felt your hand 
But you’re lost again 
So take my hand 
Just once again x2


shout out to https://soundcloud.com/nicholashunt and https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

Abyss ft. Nicholas Hunt (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

A Small Reminder

SadFxce

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

ft. @decksmusic
prod. @jolst

~lyrics~

(wish)
age 16, straight addicted 
was stil on beats, nowadays i done switched it 
alcohol n medication, bet that i mixed it 
if i had a way out, i swear to god id'a picked it 
years later,  really aint shit changed
i might be off of the drugs but they still rotted my brain
still a loser, everyone thinks im lame 
and my head still hurts, like a tumor in the brain 

yea i dont really talk about me 
but i talk bout my problems, thats all u need 
no face, so when im gone u can let go 
i was just a voice, that you would hear in your headphones

said she got scars on her arms and they look like me 
and i remember all the times that she cried to me 
and all the things that you want are what i tried to be 
just say i did good, please lie to me 

years later,  really aint shit changed
i might be off of the drugs but they still rotted my brain
still a loser, everyone thinks im lame 
head hurts, its like a tumor in the brain 

(decks)
years late, im a half shelled mutt
im a nuisance, pick up the blood where i scuffed
i can battle but life’s always tough
i been down but its never enough

i’ve been fighting back to where i stayed
years later im a man without a face

pissed off and its polarizing
the people u lose due to shitty timing
and loss is a cruel thing, i know
but the problem is under what i show

(wish)
age 16, straight addicted 
was stil on beats, nowadays i done switched it 
alcohol n medication, bet that i mixed it 
if i had a way out, i swear to god id'a picked it 
years later,  really aint shit changed
i might be off of the drugs but they still rotted my brain
still a loser, everyone thinks im lame 
and my head still hurts, like a tumor in the brain

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𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭

i live with a curse

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/LtrqLXKPUvg

LYRICS:

I keep a vision of her, she keeps a switch in her purse
angel in disguise, she puts the ritalin first
she pops another pill if she can't think of the words
I drop one in my drink 'til I can't think about her

she walks around the city with a blade by her side
she holds it even closer as the day turns to night
its the same razor used to cut her K into lines
on the same leather sofa she would lay on to die

nosebleed angel with her face to the white
the blood drips down, it makes the tabletop shine
she got a pink glock nine, to her brain, its held tight
once they're blown out, she'll spread her angel wings wide

paint my room red so that you're always around
now i don't think I'll ever step outside this small yellow house
every night I go to sleep on our leather couch
comatose until the sun comes out from the clouds

but its been dark ever since, I think i lost track of the time
the hour hand spins, the lightning cracks in the sky
i cant tell whats up or down, another addy, I'm fine
another half and I'll fly, I just lost track of what's high

Down In my casket I lie, got too much baggage to fly
the teardrops drip down the bags of my eyes
i still have the necklace that you had on that night
i hold the gem up to my heart in case I happen to die

the sapphire shines when I imagine your eyes
the way that they would glint when u look back into mine
i grasp it tighter than the grip felt from the overgrown vines
im trapped inside this cycle like you're trapped in my mind

your ashes look like stardust, when they're spread on the lake
the tidal waves come in and out, then send you away
I know it fucking sucks to be dependant on fate
Cuz every night I wonder if you ended up safe

I hope the angels take you in again as one of their own
I hope they say your name, I hope they welcome you home
on the table by the couch I found you left me a note
on an old piece of paper I once sent with a rose, it went:

"I wish that I could see myself the way you see me through
I know that's the reason you won't think I'm leaving you
You always used to tell me: 'girl, your demons fear you too'
But I'm the only demon for myself, and here's the proof.

I'll never lose the dreams we shared, I hope it's clear to you
And anyone who won't believe in you is clearly fooled
though you'll never be with me again, I'll always be with you
From now until the next life that we share, I'll see you soon."

i live with a curse

nevrfall

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