Name: RUST AND DISGUST by scvrge
Duration: 2 min 19 s
Description: i love you

Astoundingly diverse yet confoundedly authentic at each striation.

You know nothing at all
Hands up on the wall
Caught up in the dark
Falling down from the start

Put your hands on me
Torture me some more
I can’t sleep
I might lose control 
Break me down
Till I fall apart
Till I fall apart

I’m good
On surface
Cant hide the feeling 
Hide the feeling 
Hide the thing that’s 
Keeping me down 

Put your hands on me
Torture me some more
I can’t sleep
I might lose control 
Break me down
Till I fall apart
Till I fall apart

Tell me something 
I don’t know baby
Caught a side of the dark 
Let it take me
I won’t go home tonight
Got no fear for the knife 
I said won't pick a side 
So come on 
Come 

Put your hands on me
Torture me some more
I can’t sleep
I might lose control 
Break me down
Till I fall apart
Till I fall apart

Hands

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=og6SoPWepP0

lyrics

Mind got me crippled
I got myself in a pickle
Yuh

Shouldn't have took triple
I'm way too past all the giggles
Fuck

Dime bags and henny
I'm scraping nickels and penny's
Rough

Banned from my Denny's
Cuz I got fucked up and messy
Ha

Man down a manic spasm head in the gutter
I ain't know how the fuck I made it this far with a putter
I aint built to fucking deal with all these people that follow
And know I love you but these socials interaction get harder

Know I gotta lay low
Smoke dope

Stuck in this shitty fucking circle got me broke

Mentally and physically be trapped I need a rope
God knows what the fuck I gotta do to find a roach

Living in the basement
Cuz I'm broke
6 figure jobs man I gave em up for hope

Chasing fucking dreams
Man I'm disappointing folks
So I'm sorry mom and dad if I ain't do this would've jumped

Mind got me crippled
I got myself in a pickle
Yuh

Shouldn't have took triple
I'm way too past all the giggles
Fuck

Dime bags and henny
I'm scraping nickels and penny's
Rough

Banned from my Denny's
Cuz I got fucked up and messy
Ha

Lost in a haze
They tryna talk with me
Know I got a lot in me
Sit down and just rock with me

Lost in a gaze
I'm in the sauce baby
Drowning I ain't stop shaking
Legs be weighing lots lately

Counting the days
That I got baby
Every ugly thought aching
Don't know when I stop waking

Frown on my face
Cuz I ain't
Where I know I wanna be lately
Gave it up to dream my fate

Gaslit Dreams

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Gaslit Dreams (CRCL) [Music Video ↓]

prod @gullyspit
mix/master Lord Gasp

___________
would you love me still
if i told u i ain’t special just mentally ill
I got issues , call me narcissus like daffodils
I see ghosts and I need bags im tryna see those bills
Mama should have popped the pill

Would you love me still
If I told you I hear voices ain’t it kinda creep
They be ghostwriting my songs as I walk in the streets
All these citizens, NPCs stare at me 
And god I feel like breaking knees

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

Would you love me still
If I told you I can’t chill
I can’t stay still for a second unless I gobble pills
*you gotta chill*
That dude so nervous he be shaking Like a drill
*pneumatic drill*
 And when I die pickle my brain with some dill..
*What?*

What’s the deal with me
Kill my dreams, down the sink
Bitch I always drink, always drink
My grey matter shrinks!

What’s the deal with me
Dreams down the sink
Bitch I always drink, drink
Matter shrinks!

Come on spill the tea for me 
Tell me how you so retarded
Fragility taught me don’t be what They think you are 
And that minimum wage ain’t for Me, 9-5 makes me vomit
Y’all stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit Is garbage

come on spill the tea for me 
tell me how you so retarded
fragility taught me dont be what they think you are 
and that minimum wage aint for me, 9-5 makes me vomit
yall stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit is garbage

Comatose

Lost in this world, I feel so alone
I don’t really wanna feel pain no more
5AM and the wind so cold
Take a deep breath, think I see my soul

Lost in the world, I feel so alone
I don’t really wanna feel pain no more
5AM and the wind so cold
Take a deep breath, ahhh

Losing my head
Edging close to my death
I can’t focus anymore
I’m broken


I can feel my brain slowly melting
I see the devil lurking
Why can’t I stop the hurting
From the beast inside
I don’t think that he like me 

Where the fuck can I go to be alone
When I am being constantly followed
By the voice behind, both my fucking eyes, no I cannot hide
Because they gonna find me
  
Stuck in a mental prison 
Indecision followed by repetition  
Tunnel vision painting these vivid pictures like lucid illusions 
Feel like Gaara
No I cannot show no love
To anyone but myself
I’m the only one that I trust

And now I’m losing my mind for real
I don’t know who to trust oh no, oh no
And now I’m losing my mind for real
I don’t know who to trust 
But myself

Lost in this world, I feel so alone
I don’t really wanna feel pain no more
5AM and the wind so cold
Take a deep breath, think I see my soul

Lost in the world, in this world
In this world, in this world, 
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
Lost in the world, in this world
In this world, in this world, 
I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I got creepy demons living all up in my dome
24/7 never leaving me alone
They might just tell me to pull that trigger let it blow - ow - ow - ow
The voices in my head are never wrong

I can feel my brain slowly melting
I see the devil lurking
Why can’t I stop the hurting
From the beast inside
I don’t think that he like me 

I don’t think that he like me

Creepy Demons Are Melting My Brain

▶️ LYRIC VIDEO

Creepy Demons Are Melting My Brain 🫠Prod. Zodiacc🫠

Produced By. LMGMADEIT
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

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Taboo

Produced By. CRCL
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Losing my patience, I feel I can't take this, my time it be wasted away on the clock
I stick to my station, I fight my temptations, it's for my location, it's all for the block
Came from the basement three digits for statements, I'm shaking while grinding my hands to the bone
I'm working for nothing, too many stay trusted in me so I'm working for all of my bros

Baby I been lost up in the pills
But I miss you
Sorry for the way that I be acting
Imma sad dude
Ruining my lungs you smoking gas, I'm smoking mildew
Betty gonna hold me down like white up on a tissue

Losing my patience, I feel I can't take this, my time it be wasted away on the clock
I stick to my station, I fight my temptations, it's for my location, it's all for the block
Came from the basement three digits for statements, I'm shaking while grinding my hands to the bone
I'm working for nothing, too many stay trusted in me so I'm working for all of my bros

Baby I been lost up in the pills
But I miss you
Sorry for the way that I be acting
Imma sad dude
Ruining my lungs you smoking gas, I'm smoking mildew
Betty gonna hold me down like white up on a tissue

Mildew

Produced By. Vinogradov
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Wanna make it happen but I'm running out of options
Getting to the bag by any means but with caution
Baby I'm a cowboy but I also be a Martian
Stomping on opponents like a mother fucking spartan
Blunts so big that they look like Cartman
Feel like I'm Andy with skulls in my garden
Drinking on brandy so I got no pardon
Bitch I'm depressed so I'm ready for stardom

Hate
Everything that makes you feel great
Wait
Baby it’s not too late
Late
I been late my whole damn life when the ghosts come alive I can see past your lies

Cryogenic Synopsis
Feel like I'm in space, oh my god it’s so awesome
Don’t mean to bother
Baby I stunt like I'm up cause I came from the bottom
Gotta be honest
You say you love me but I think that you just be fronting
Baby we on this
Why are you topless?
I need a girl that won’t trip over small shit

Now I lay myself to sleep
My loving God you’ll be here
When I wake up
Or not, because you’re made up

Wanna make it happen but I'm running out of options
Getting to the bag by any means but with caution
Baby I'm a cowboy but I also be a Martian
Stomping on opponents like a mother fucking spartan
Blunts so big that they look like Cartman
Feel like I'm Andy with skulls in my garden
Drinking on brandy so I got no pardon
Bitch I'm depressed so I'm ready for stardom

Why does everything gotta be fake?
Fuckers ain’t woke as they creep to they wake
Why the fuck I gotta watch what I say?
Killing these blood suckers like I be blade
Gothic dance I love the way this bitch move
I love you or hate you depending my mood
Roaches in the wall keeping me company
Pull out your blade, stab me so lovingly

Cryogenic Synopsis

Tie my hands i won't scream at all
Cut my neck i won't bleed at all
I can't live im not even loved
Wrote my sins on my teeth in blood
Tie my hands i won't scream at all
Cut my neck i won't bleed at all
I can't live im not even loved
Wrote my sins on my teeth in blood

Black tattoos i wear my pain on my skin
Got screws loose i hear a voice in my head
My wardrobe it got skeletons
I stay close to my dead friends
She like me cus i've bled and bled
She wana fuck in my death bed
Blood red chains are down my neck
Brand new face when she come back

Brand new heart and it bleeds black
Can't seem to decide between bad and bad
A bed of nails I lay my head
I'm so used to pain I can't feel it
All my days boy I've seen it all
Break my legs I won't even fall
People leave, changing seasonal
Put my heart on a plate and she eat it all

Fuck aye
Put it in my wicker, the basket it burn slow
I said I'll hold you in my arms til the back of you turns cold
Cause fuck it right I've lived my life so disgusting
At this point literally nothing this realm can phase me no more
I'll play Xenomorph alien
And you'll play a whore, you're dressed up for it
Looking back my eyes crooked sore
Now I see you for what you are, Crazy
A head turner
Road runner
And I know you wanna

Tie my hands i won't scream at all
Cut my neck i won't bleed at all
I can't live im not even loved
Wrote my sins on my teeth in blood
Tie my hands i won't scream at all
Cut my neck i won't bleed at all
I can't live im not even loved
Wrote my sins on my teeth in blood

Pulled up pockets fat busting out the seams
Autumn soldier star struck shining like a beam
I'm a cautious soul crushed recently deceased
I got no trust fuck love what you want from me
I got cold blood only trust my 40 and the cheese
Saw you showed up when i'm making money boy you green
There's some cobras lurking in the gallows where i be
Ima loner told ya i could do it jus for me

Tie my hands i won't scream at all
Cut my neck i won't bleed at all
I can't live im not even loved
Wrote my sins on my teeth in blood
Tie my hands i won't scream at all
Cut my neck i won't bleed at all
I can't live im not even loved
Wrote my sins on my teeth in blood

wrote my sins feat. nikko (prod. sphynx)

Produced By. Manadra1n
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos 

Girl I need you
I’m scared I can’t appease you
We joke I always tease you
Girl I just wanna squeeze you

Hypothetically
Think I can take it
Off of my meds now i’m feeling complacent
Said take your time but i’m getting impatient
Loving estrangement
But missing your fragrance

Giving you hickies with henny and wine
Projecting a smile to hide all the signs
Give you my all put my life on the line
Cannot reciprocate, but that is fine

Say that i’m fine
Tryna believe it
Tugging my jeans cause she know that’s my weakness
She’s gonna kill me and that be my thesis
Mixing my poison with a little sweetness

Know that i’ll die
Know I can’t make it
Looked in your eyes
And I knew you was dangerous
Fighting for life even though I now hate it
Punch me in my face I deserve to be degraded

When im lost
Can’t be found
In the dark
In the ground
I can hear voices now
Can’t take it voices be loud

And I need
Just your touch
Confused but I got a hutch
I think I love you too much
You do not love me enough

Girl you’re my cinema watch you forever
Shorty the actress and i’m the director
Watch you for a lifetime like i’m your specter
Heard it through the pipeline
You need a protector
I can be him, I can be yours
Girl ima dick
So could you endure
All of my flaws
I’m too impure
For an angel like you to show up at my door

All these drastic actions make me
Wanna die but I can’t that’s plan B
Gotta make it gotta get up out of poverty
But it seems the only way be the lottery
Shorty know that I'm trying for us
All I need is some love and a little trust
All I need is some drank and a little bud
All I need is your body with that little butt

Think I may love when you gas light
I’m always wrong but you’re right
You’re always so damn uptight
I don’t really wanna fathom why you’re never polite
To me, but to them
You’re a god in human skin
They could never see you sin
This the shot so let’s begin

Girl you’re my cinema watch you forever
Shorty the actress and i’m the director
Watch you for a lifetime like i’m your specter
Heard it through the pipeline
You need a protector
I can be him, I can be yours
Girl ima dick
So could you endure
All of my flaws
I’m too impure
For an angel like you to show up at my door

When im lost
Can’t be found
In the dark
In the ground
I can hear voices now
Can’t take it voices be loud

And I need
Just your touch
Confused but I got a hutch
I think I love you too much
You do not love me enough

Cross the shore
Go to war
If you’re mine
Then i’m yours
We can shine
Wine and dine
If you’re mine
Then i’m yours

When I grieve
And I cry
Would you leave
In the night
Would you be
By my side
Through the dark
Through the light

CINEMA [prod. Manadra1n]

RUST AND DISGUST

Would you understand.

Lyrics:
do the same damn shit every single day
grinding for a mansion working for the pay
still getting fucked up still gotta smoke
still a fucking dropkick still a fucking joke

i'ma do a line for every line that i wrote
thinking about your thoughts get tangled like a rope
would we ever makeup break up fake love
i can't see no savior we were made of bad blood

bring it back
i don't think you want it back
off a stack
plotting for a Pontiac
i'm a different man
don't know if you'd understand
would you understand

i been loving nights in the shadows
do you got a light for my bacco
burning my skin so i can see
scorching my heart till i break free

i've been living life like an asshole
Only feeling right on the back roads
i don't think i ever go back home
i been going through it like a black hole        

i been loving nights in the shadows
do you got a light for my bacco
burning my skin so i can see
scorching my heart till i break free

i've been living life like an asshole
Only feeling right on the back roads
i don't think i ever go back home
i been going through it like a black hole  

heaven sent my body but hell broke my heart
i'm boutta use a shotty turn this wall to art
they see me like the sky scraper you lived in
cos we measured by our flaws so i count my wrist

RUST AND DISGUST

scvrge

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