prod @gullyspit
mix/master Lord Gasp

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would you love me still
if i told u i ain’t special just mentally ill
I got issues , call me narcissus like daffodils
I see ghosts and I need bags im tryna see those bills
Mama should have popped the pill

Would you love me still
If I told you I hear voices ain’t it kinda creep
They be ghostwriting my songs as I walk in the streets
All these citizens, NPCs stare at me 
And god I feel like breaking knees

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

Would you love me still
If I told you I can’t chill
I can’t stay still for a second unless I gobble pills
*you gotta chill*
That dude so nervous he be shaking Like a drill
*pneumatic drill*
 And when I die pickle my brain with some dill..
*What?*

What’s the deal with me
Kill my dreams, down the sink
Bitch I always drink, always drink
My grey matter shrinks!

What’s the deal with me
Dreams down the sink
Bitch I always drink, drink
Matter shrinks!

Come on spill the tea for me 
Tell me how you so retarded
Fragility taught me don’t be what They think you are 
And that minimum wage ain’t for Me, 9-5 makes me vomit
Y’all stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit Is garbage

come on spill the tea for me 
tell me how you so retarded
fragility taught me dont be what they think you are 
and that minimum wage aint for me, 9-5 makes me vomit
yall stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit is garbage

Comatose

LYRICS:

She said, it's over
Why, can't you get sober? x4

I don't wanna live like this I might fall
Fuck my life who needs me at all
Pass my time away, in all kinds of ways
They don't fuck with me, you don't call

Baby I'm a mess said it too many times
I been workin too much got my life on the line
Got a head full of drugs and a heart full of pride
But I can't stop now Imma be alright
Revy where your head go?
My meds don't work
Pop two pills but it's still gon hurt
And I, probably shoulda got a name from you
I don't know what I'll do to make it through the night
They say I ain't ever gonna be shit 
Throw shade on a grave full of pieces
Hate my life don't take my soul
I think I've finally lost control
I'm on the way to make amends
But nothing I can do will fix
The heart I broke, the scars I left
A thousand broken promises, I

I don't wanna live like this I might fall
Fuck my life who needs me at all
Pass my time away, in all kinds of ways
They don't fuck with me, you don't call
I don't wanna live like this I might fall
Fuck my life who needs me at all
Pass my time away, in all kinds of ways
They don't fuck with me, you don't call

She said, it's over (over)
Why, can't you get sober? (i don't need you)
She said, it's over (over)
Why, can't you get sober?



sober

sober (prod. dercept x wh1tespace)

Desperation has set in.
𝟐𝟐𝟐 ☘︎ 𝟑𝟑𝟑 

CREDITS:
Produced by: Van Lawson & BUD
Written by: Van Lawson & BUD
Mixed by: Van Lawson & BUD

SOCIALS: 
@gortainc 
@budfellla
@lovefromlawson
@shotbybosco

FEAR GORTA

Tsunami J. & YCK & Walt - Echo

Produced By. Manadra1n
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos 

Girl I need you
I’m scared I can’t appease you
We joke I always tease you
Girl I just wanna squeeze you

Hypothetically
Think I can take it
Off of my meds now i’m feeling complacent
Said take your time but i’m getting impatient
Loving estrangement
But missing your fragrance

Giving you hickies with henny and wine
Projecting a smile to hide all the signs
Give you my all put my life on the line
Cannot reciprocate, but that is fine

Say that i’m fine
Tryna believe it
Tugging my jeans cause she know that’s my weakness
She’s gonna kill me and that be my thesis
Mixing my poison with a little sweetness

Know that i’ll die
Know I can’t make it
Looked in your eyes
And I knew you was dangerous
Fighting for life even though I now hate it
Punch me in my face I deserve to be degraded

When im lost
Can’t be found
In the dark
In the ground
I can hear voices now
Can’t take it voices be loud

And I need
Just your touch
Confused but I got a hutch
I think I love you too much
You do not love me enough

Girl you’re my cinema watch you forever
Shorty the actress and i’m the director
Watch you for a lifetime like i’m your specter
Heard it through the pipeline
You need a protector
I can be him, I can be yours
Girl ima dick
So could you endure
All of my flaws
I’m too impure
For an angel like you to show up at my door

All these drastic actions make me
Wanna die but I can’t that’s plan B
Gotta make it gotta get up out of poverty
But it seems the only way be the lottery
Shorty know that I'm trying for us
All I need is some love and a little trust
All I need is some drank and a little bud
All I need is your body with that little butt

Think I may love when you gas light
I’m always wrong but you’re right
You’re always so damn uptight
I don’t really wanna fathom why you’re never polite
To me, but to them
You’re a god in human skin
They could never see you sin
This the shot so let’s begin

Girl you’re my cinema watch you forever
Shorty the actress and i’m the director
Watch you for a lifetime like i’m your specter
Heard it through the pipeline
You need a protector
I can be him, I can be yours
Girl ima dick
So could you endure
All of my flaws
I’m too impure
For an angel like you to show up at my door

When im lost
Can’t be found
In the dark
In the ground
I can hear voices now
Can’t take it voices be loud

And I need
Just your touch
Confused but I got a hutch
I think I love you too much
You do not love me enough

Cross the shore
Go to war
If you’re mine
Then i’m yours
We can shine
Wine and dine
If you’re mine
Then i’m yours

When I grieve
And I cry
Would you leave
In the night
Would you be
By my side
Through the dark
Through the light

Spotify

CINEMA [prod. Manadra1n]

Stream: https://vyd.co/NikkoAmIAwake
Featuring @DAEGHO

Lyrics: 

(NIKKO)
Need to get in your head
You don't understand 
You don't understand 
You don't understand no
You don't even get it girl 
You're all I have
And all I am - is good as dead 

Without your love and essence I can't breathe the air 
You're beautiful and know it well
Dead in a cemetery 
Buried somewhere the east side 
Its very scary when your heart stops and beats twice I know 
How I feel when your eyes meet mine I hope '
Cause you don't do no dancing 
You dance with my heart 
You don't play no games you just rip my apart 
Feels like im romancing your ass all along 
Ive been here all along no, long no long ohh

Youre beautiful
Know it well
Youre beautiful
Know it well

Need to get in your head
You don't understand 
You don't understand 
You don't understand no
You don't even get it girl 
You're all I have
And all I am - is good as dead 

Messed out of your mind
Best night of your life 
Its beautiful 
Wait hold up am I... awake? 
Or is all this lucid doll
Beautiful, beautiful-ful 
Beauti-beautiful, beautiful-ful-ful

(DAEGHO)
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Look
You don’t know how far I’d go
My heart on my sleeve but I keep that low
Ain’t too vocal, that’s not my mode
But you’re all I need and I hope you know

I don’t do bare talk, I show it instead
You been in my head from my wake to bed
And all of the times that I’ve been vexed
I held it down so that you weren’t stressed

You the one that could make me fold
Got me movin’ diff, got me breakin’ code
I ain’t never let no one in before
But with you it’s natural

So if I said that I love you
Would you hear me right?
Every word, I mean it
You’re beautiful, just the way you are

Need to get in your head
You don't understand 
You don't understand 
You don't understand no
You don't even get it girl 
You're all I have
And all I am - is good as dead

Buy AM I AWAKE?

AM I AWAKE? ft. DAEGHO

RUST AND DISGUST

Produced By. Scvrge
Artwork By. mxh3ll
Engineered By. Baby Gos x Scvrge

From the time that we spent in this hallway
I’ll always regret it

I’m so drunk inside the function I think that i’m fucked 
Blade sit on my side because survival isn’t luck 
I got shorty on my line acting like she star struck  
Star struck, she so star struck 
Mixing up the potion with strawberry lemonade 
All my boys gon show out we in this hoe like brigades 
Dig the blade in my veins wanna see my DNA
I got love but can’t escape what goes on inside my brain  

These chemicals are peaking in my bloodstream
for me it’s
Something I want everyday 
Mixing up blood with a way to escape
Pulling out pins from my body the doll can’t control me I fought for the right to my brain
Got it like- 
Push your will on me
Call me
Wishful to calm me
I see faces in leaves and everything that surrounds me

I’m so drunk inside the function I think that i’m fucked 
Blade sit on my side because survival isn’t luck 
I got shorty on my line acting like she star struck  
Star struck, she so star struck 
Mixing up the potion with strawberry lemonade 
All my boys gon show out we in this hoe like brigades 
Dig the blade in my veins wanna see my DNA
I got love but can’t escape what goes on inside my brain  


STARSTRUCK ft. scvrge

LYRICS:

I wonder why, get inside with the .556
Like fuck it I don't miss none
I wonder why, I wanna die
Let me die with a hit, I promise I don't miss none
I wonder why, get inside with the .556
Like fuck it I don't miss none
I wonder why, I wanna die
Let me die with a hit, I promise I don't miss none

With the raw, I'mma get us all, fuck it fly away
Came and saw, boy don't get involved, you can die today
I break the law, Mama get the call, lock em up and pray
No they don't know nothin bout it so how the fuck they relate
I'm off that raw boy don't get involved, you wont make it out that
Stick it up on my body tell me what you know about that
That raw shit you never saw, welcome to the grave
No you don't know nothin bout it, don't ever say we the same

Okay okay, keep that thang tucked
Revy don't fuck with fake love
Fuck you gotta say now
Go and tell me what you made of
That fetty do 'em dirty
Don't you play with shit you ain't done
Aye Revy boy I fuck with you
Like where you get your name from
I'm comin up, wait, boy its hot
Don't you hate on what you got
You got plenty don't need extra
Better play it while you got it
I go Ham I go retarded
I go dumb ain't even started
I'mma go back to the way I was
With a fucked up plan I think I lost it
I'mma mothafuckin G-O-Dick her down and leave hoe
Wake up in the morning with a pocket full of cheat code
Tell me what you need hoe
Static blowing geek smoke
I ain't even tell em
I just drop it down and reload
I let the mothafuckin beat ride
Stay up til my teeth rot
You gon' have to bury me before I go to detox
This that started from a pill shit
Baby this that real shit
Don't fuck with anybody rather die before I feel shit

With the raw, I'mma get us all, fuck it fly away
Came and saw, boy don't get involved, you can die today
I break the law, Mama get the call, lock em up and pray
No they don't know nothin bout it so how the fuck they relate
I'm off that raw boy don't get involved, you wont make it out that
Stick it up on my body tell me what you know about that
That raw shit you never saw, welcome to the grave
No you don't know nothin bout it, don't ever say we the same

I wonder why, get inside with the .556
Like fuck it I don't miss none
I wonder why, I wanna die
Let me die with a hit, I promise I don't miss none
I wonder why, get inside with the .556
Like fuck it I don't miss none
I wonder why, I wanna die
Let me die with a hit, I promise I don't miss none

STATIC

STATIC (prod. Free Quenzy)

Written by GRIM SALVO
Produced by @33marrow

-  𝐋 𝐘 𝐑 𝐈 𝐂 𝐒  +

I’ve been running out of things to say
First it’s here then it’s a memory
Take me back to before eyes could see
That loneliness is a disease
Cut the ties

Back to nature
Back to ether
Back to darkness
I welcome the reaper
Back to nature
Back to ether
Back to darkness
I woke up the reaper

I’m alone in this nightmare about you
Learn to love it, you’ll be free, it is overdue
I’m alone in this nightmare about you
Learn to love it, you’ll be free, it is overdue

We’ve been together all along 
Yeah I’ve been right here
By your side, out of sight
Whispering in your ear
 It’s all good we all die
Ready to die tomorrow
But you and I are
Not much more than ancient hollows 
Your state of being is unnatural
Stricken by thoughts of what is fake and what is factual
They cut us all up into brain sickness
I wonder if they will all will even finish 

Been a while
Slowly wasting underneath the shade
Back to darkness where the snakes decay

I’ve been running out of things to say
First it’s here then it’s a memory
Take me back to before eyes could see
That loneliness is a disease
Cut the ties

✄ ☹ ☜

Waste in the Shade.

Would you understand.

Lyrics:
do the same damn shit every single day
grinding for a mansion working for the pay
still getting fucked up still gotta smoke
still a fucking dropkick still a fucking joke

i'ma do a line for every line that i wrote
thinking about your thoughts get tangled like a rope
would we ever makeup break up fake love
i can't see no savior we were made of bad blood

bring it back
i don't think you want it back
off a stack
plotting for a Pontiac
i'm a different man
don't know if you'd understand
would you understand

i been loving nights in the shadows
do you got a light for my bacco
burning my skin so i can see
scorching my heart till i break free

i've been living life like an asshole
Only feeling right on the back roads
i don't think i ever go back home
i been going through it like a black hole        

i been loving nights in the shadows
do you got a light for my bacco
burning my skin so i can see
scorching my heart till i break free

i've been living life like an asshole
Only feeling right on the back roads
i don't think i ever go back home
i been going through it like a black hole  

heaven sent my body but hell broke my heart
i'm boutta use a shotty turn this wall to art
they see me like the sky scraper you lived in
cos we measured by our flaws so i count my wrist