lyrics:

your sun kissed lips are driving me crazy
freckles on your face, baby
what i say, means nothing
cause there's someone else & that someones not me

i wanna take you to the beach
i wanna feel your heart on my sleeve
i want you to lay down next to me
look up at the sky and smell the sea

another summer that's been wasted
not one night, where i've been wasted
forever wishing that i was famous
there's a lesson to be learned, in being patient

i wanna take you to the beach
i wanna feel your heart on my sleeve
i want you to lay down next to me
look up at the sky and smell the sea

sun-kissed

Gonna finally drop this mixtape..~ here's a single.



producer --
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwSnb3h_Li9FWC7uUI7aOuQ

Hellhounds (Prod. Masked Man)

i listened to your tape on the train w/ elijah who

Beat by @Kudasaibeats
backpacks and racked cans and snapbacks we'd dance
timid texting, testing i never stood a chance
but summer came through almost exclusively for you
we asked it to come in preparation of the truth
we thought that hookin up was really all we want
but we really fought the thoughts that
(damn)
maybe i'm fallin for you?
fuck it, baby i'm all in for you
just some punk kid
taggin walls but something 
told you that a guy across the tracks deserved some lovin
and swear to god baby that i'd die for you
stargazing in a  parking lot, a beautiful moon

the stars at night are big and bright
deep in the apple of your eyes
the prairie sky is wide we're high
deep in the arms of you
so i said goodbye to your melodies and timbre
but i'll never let go of my memories with her.

Memories With Her

memories with her (Prod. Kudasai)

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

Its so bad. Its my first track where i did everything. See you again next year lmao kms

Discord me if you want to talk; https://discord.gg/HHBYsw

Youre Not A Saint

This song was made as a way to get a few things off my chest that's all

𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞 𝖚𝖕 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖌𝖔𝖉 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘

Off My Chest

☄️ Fallen Satellite ☄️

Ily all and hope you enjoy this. It was amazing to finally work with mental 💕

Prod. @mental
Mixed and Mastered by @iamhrtbrk

fallen satellite (prod. mental) [Available On Spotify & iTunes]

hi it's been a little bit

this isn't my best song i'm sorry!!! but i'm trying uwu

lyrics:
stitched lips and golden lies
pretty faces and perfect cries
covered wrists and pouty lips
silhouettes and empty scripts

i felt the wound
inside a crescent moon
my stomach starts to ache
and my fingers to shake

but with you i’m feeling safe
and with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

and cloudy skies are now blue
all because of you
and birds sing their tunes
then fly away like a balloon

rainbows are color stripes
you break all the stereotypes
you are my favorite flower
and your smile is your super power

and with you i’m feeling safe
with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

my little garden

Lyrics:
I don’t think that I really belong here
Not too sure if I really belong here
I think that I should’ve just died last year 
never pussied out and just died last year 

It’s Christmas! Isn’t it?
A time of reminiscence of innocence
A time where life was so simple- 
Do you recall a warm memory of your innocence?

I really wish I was on Ridellan.
I think I may have trauma from an incident.
Everyday I question and question my decisions. 
Friends went to college to be businessmen.

and

I don’t think that I really belong here
Not too sure if I really belong here
I think that I should’ve just died last year 
Should’ve never pussied out and just died last year

Let me live my life I’ll go to heaven if I need to
Afterlife can seem real nice when everybody see through
I hate myself I won’t do well I’ll sacrifice if need be
Clipped magic wand could shoot a long magic bullet to free me

Let me live my life I’ll go to heaven if I need to
Afterlife can seem real nice when everybody see through
I hate myself I won’t do well I’ll sacrifice if need be
Clipped magic wand could shoot a long magic bullet to free me

3/18 (feat. itsjoefromwork)

Fun track

Prod https://soundcloud.com/nat3333