I don't know the actual description for this one, as he deleted it before I could catch it, anyways, enjoy the beautiful song!

Produced by Elijah Who.

Lyrics (Done to the best of my ability):

no one does it better
no one does it, no one does it better
you got me going outside, you got me going outside (x2)

and i don't know if i got what it takes to be a man
i've been listing all the features just trying to make a plan
watching all the movie stars save the girl, free the land
and i just can't understand what it means to be a man.

when i was young i was strong, a motherfucking superhero
i would fly around the world, i was scared of noone, none, zero
i'd bang the drums so slowly, better call me robert damn de niro
i was the portrait vincent nubiola by joan miro

and as i got older, i got weaker, that was clear to me
no longer unbreakable, my fears had started to breathe
until i met you girl, now you are making me believe
that being me is more important, wear my heart on my sleeve

no one does it better
no one does it, no one does it better
you got me going outside, you got me going outside (x4)

and i love just talking to you, talking to you (x2)

no one does it better - cloud mac x elijah who

i listened to your tape on the train w/ elijah who

last song of 2017. i luv u all. keep ur heads up :')

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all i ever wanted was somebody to love
but i guess’ll never work out for me
i know it hurts sometimes 
but eventually, ill get over it

i know..

all i ever wanted was attention 
all you ever gave me was a friendship
all those drunken nights, i didn’t question
maybe I’m a fool, who woulda guessed it

i dont wanna be alone tonight 
so baby why you gotta do this now 
baby why you gotta do this now
cant imagine life without you by my side

im so sorry i fucked up one more time

iii dOnT wAnTt 22 B uhLonE (prod. sad hours)

Beat by @Kudasaibeats
backpacks and racked cans and snapbacks we'd dance
timid texting, testing i never stood a chance
but summer came through almost exclusively for you
we asked it to come in preparation of the truth
we thought that hookin up was really all we want
but we really fought the thoughts that
(damn)
maybe i'm fallin for you?
fuck it, baby i'm all in for you
just some punk kid
taggin walls but something 
told you that a guy across the tracks deserved some lovin
and swear to god baby that i'd die for you
stargazing in a  parking lot, a beautiful moon

the stars at night are big and bright
deep in the apple of your eyes
the prairie sky is wide we're high
deep in the arms of you
so i said goodbye to your melodies and timbre
but i'll never let go of my memories with her.

Memories With Her

memories with her (Prod. Kudasai)

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

i didn't know 
that you liked the colour purple
and i walk you home
and we talk about space and our existence

i feel the wind blow
straight through my bones
and its cold inside
and i'm all alone

clockwork

hi it's been a little bit

this isn't my best song i'm sorry!!! but i'm trying uwu

lyrics:
stitched lips and golden lies
pretty faces and perfect cries
covered wrists and pouty lips
silhouettes and empty scripts

i felt the wound
inside a crescent moon
my stomach starts to ache
and my fingers to shake

but with you i’m feeling safe
and with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

and cloudy skies are now blue
all because of you
and birds sing their tunes
then fly away like a balloon

rainbows are color stripes
you break all the stereotypes
you are my favorite flower
and your smile is your super power

and with you i’m feeling safe
with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

my little garden

sorry for not posting at all :/ @dogyearss is the sample I used, go follow!!

so bright

Inside My Mind

Lyrics:
I don’t think that I really belong here
Not too sure if I really belong here
I think that I should’ve just died last year 
never pussied out and just died last year 

It’s Christmas! Isn’t it?
A time of reminiscence of innocence
A time where life was so simple- 
Do you recall a warm memory of your innocence?

I really wish I was on Ridellan.
I think I may have trauma from an incident.
Everyday I question and question my decisions. 
Friends went to college to be businessmen.

and

I don’t think that I really belong here
Not too sure if I really belong here
I think that I should’ve just died last year 
Should’ve never pussied out and just died last year

Let me live my life I’ll go to heaven if I need to
Afterlife can seem real nice when everybody see through
I hate myself I won’t do well I’ll sacrifice if need be
Clipped magic wand could shoot a long magic bullet to free me

Let me live my life I’ll go to heaven if I need to
Afterlife can seem real nice when everybody see through
I hate myself I won’t do well I’ll sacrifice if need be
Clipped magic wand could shoot a long magic bullet to free me

3/18 (feat. itsjoefromwork)

Fun track

Prod https://soundcloud.com/nat3333