lyrics:

ashes in my lungs
how i ever dare to breathe you in
darkness in my eyes
the everlasting sin

did you win?
or did you lose?
its always something
there's no excuse

give me proof
tell me who
was it you?
or was it me?
i just wanna know

the only people
that know disaster
know tragedy

distracted from the thought of you 
& i storm out
i walk down the street
& begin to shout
i go to the water
where i see myself
i gently put my head in
& don't come out

ashes in my lungs
how i ever dare to breathe you in

breathe you in (w/ societal siege)

i listened to your tape on the train w/ elijah who

last song of 2017. i luv u all. keep ur heads up :')

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all i ever wanted was somebody to love
but i guess’ll never work out for me
i know it hurts sometimes 
but eventually, ill get over it

i know..

all i ever wanted was attention 
all you ever gave me was a friendship
all those drunken nights, i didn’t question
maybe I’m a fool, who woulda guessed it

i dont wanna be alone tonight 
so baby why you gotta do this now 
baby why you gotta do this now
cant imagine life without you by my side

im so sorry i fucked up one more time

iii dOnT wAnTt 22 B uhLonE (prod. sad hours)

Beat by @Kudasaibeats
backpacks and racked cans and snapbacks we'd dance
timid texting, testing i never stood a chance
but summer came through almost exclusively for you
we asked it to come in preparation of the truth
we thought that hookin up was really all we want
but we really fought the thoughts that
(damn)
maybe i'm fallin for you?
fuck it, baby i'm all in for you
just some punk kid
taggin walls but something 
told you that a guy across the tracks deserved some lovin
and swear to god baby that i'd die for you
stargazing in a  parking lot, a beautiful moon

the stars at night are big and bright
deep in the apple of your eyes
the prairie sky is wide we're high
deep in the arms of you
so i said goodbye to your melodies and timbre
but i'll never let go of my memories with her.

Memories With Her

memories with her (Prod. Kudasai)

I Dont Love You (prod. oculus)

Its so bad. Its my first track where i did everything. See you again next year lmao kms

Discord me if you want to talk; https://discord.gg/HHBYsw

Youre Not A Saint

This song was made as a way to get a few things off my chest that's all

𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞 𝖚𝖕 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖌𝖔𝖉 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘

Off My Chest

☄️ Fallen Satellite ☄️

Ily all and hope you enjoy this. It was amazing to finally work with mental 💕

Prod. @mental
Mixed and Mastered by @iamhrtbrk

fallen satellite (prod. mental) [Available On Spotify & iTunes]

hi it's been a little bit

this isn't my best song i'm sorry!!! but i'm trying uwu

lyrics:
stitched lips and golden lies
pretty faces and perfect cries
covered wrists and pouty lips
silhouettes and empty scripts

i felt the wound
inside a crescent moon
my stomach starts to ache
and my fingers to shake

but with you i’m feeling safe
and with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

and cloudy skies are now blue
all because of you
and birds sing their tunes
then fly away like a balloon

rainbows are color stripes
you break all the stereotypes
you are my favorite flower
and your smile is your super power

and with you i’m feeling safe
with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

my little garden

sorry for not posting at all :/ @dogyearss is the sample I used, go follow!!

so bright

Lyrics:
I don’t think that I really belong here
Not too sure if I really belong here
I think that I should’ve just died last year 
never pussied out and just died last year 

It’s Christmas! Isn’t it?
A time of reminiscence of innocence
A time where life was so simple- 
Do you recall a warm memory of your innocence?

I really wish I was on Ridellan.
I think I may have trauma from an incident.
Everyday I question and question my decisions. 
Friends went to college to be businessmen.

and

I don’t think that I really belong here
Not too sure if I really belong here
I think that I should’ve just died last year 
Should’ve never pussied out and just died last year

Let me live my life I’ll go to heaven if I need to
Afterlife can seem real nice when everybody see through
I hate myself I won’t do well I’ll sacrifice if need be
Clipped magic wand could shoot a long magic bullet to free me

Let me live my life I’ll go to heaven if I need to
Afterlife can seem real nice when everybody see through
I hate myself I won’t do well I’ll sacrifice if need be
Clipped magic wand could shoot a long magic bullet to free me

breathe you in (w/ societal siege)

sea