im off the ketamine and maddie she wont talk to me
that girl was a fiend i didnt give her drugs so she thinks im mean
i hope her new man dies i hope you know i sit and cry

ketamine

prod lord135
inspired by @kobainn @lostallhope201082
i swear i hate my body and i hate me too
im so annoying when im fucking with you
cut my arms to pieces i cant fix it with no glue
fight the urge to end it when im not with you
ima take a xan fall into a deep nap
no alarms to wake me up take a fuckin dirt nap
smoke away my lungs ima need a cpap
fuckin on this bitch im crying on her ***** *****

ill leave no legacy im not important :/
smoking gas and its imported
cant trust therapists cause theyre all informants
do more drugs to enhance performance

such a waste of oxygen

prod agatha!

stabbing out my eyes
when i saw ur name 
i wrote a song about u
and it was the other day :/
i would text you but 
there isnt really much to say :(
everytime i try 
all my words
 turn out the same 
i would text you 
but u look better 
wit me out the frame 
i spent so many days
with my broken brain ;-;
and i'm just 
bashing at my skull
hoping that it could change 
rearrange
my frontal lobe 
so maybe this time ull stay 
it was just never a phase
i look up at the sky
and i pray 
and i pray 
to see ur pretty face
2day

your gone and now i suck at everything *ALL PLATS*

NYAN CAT SUICIDE NOTE (EXTENDED).mp3

things are as they should be 😝

It took me a while to I realize
What I'm supposed tryna
They say that thought of
A drunk man is the soberest alive
I don't wanna be that far and I'm not even high
But that's not a goodbye letter, it's more like a warning

It took me a while to I realize
What I'm supposed tryna
I don't wanna be that far and I'm not even high
But what's matter now you're dead

And I'm here tired

I got "trouble" is a banger
Angela's still rotting in my vault
Surrounded by everyone, eighteen is awesome
Where my friends at, fuck that, that's a hell of life

I couldn't shake we be friends
You ended up calling me insane, that's nice
Then I showed you what's sane, made things worst
Yeah, I wish you a merry christmas and I finish it blowing my mind

ihatechiptards - yom

maejokin36