Back when 2000 was the future
Those years are an abandoned playground
On the way into the 90s
Wanting at least everything

No feeling to rely on
Didn’t like sleeping didn't like waking up
Another unrecorded childhood
In endless analogue days

Flash of meditation
When I think of what it could be like
Getting washed away by music

Wishing I was folded up inside your heartbeats
Waiting for the moment when
Heavy doors become open wings
For forbidden things
I was just the  messenger
Just the messenger

On the precipice of growing up
So low down I couldn't see tomorrow
On the abyss of the future
Dreaming of a valid life

Love was always unrequited
One of many minor injustices
Words your most powerful actions
Easy to follow your voice

Flash of meditation
When I think of what it could be like
Getting washed away by music

Wishing I was folded up inside your heartbeats
Waiting for the moment when
Heavy doors become open wings
For forbidden things
I was just the  messenger
Just the messenger

Messenger

don’t look at my hands
i hurt myself again
i stained the carpet red
so i’ll shade my socks with pen

cause i got it, i got it, i got it
oh i lost it, i lost it, i lost it
but when i think of the end
it all comes down, it all comes down

to you
oh i’m still missing you
i dream that it’s still true
so i’m pulling every tooth

cause i
i’d poke out both my eyes
if it meant that i could try
in another life, another

don’t look in my head
my thoughts are filled with dread
but when i’ve reached my end
at least i’ll see you then

so i’m waiting, i’m waiting, i’m waiting 
yea for nothing, for nothing, for nothing
as hopeless as it is
you’re worth the pain, you’re worth it

cause it’s you 
i’ll never do better than you
and i’ll scream it from my roof
even if you never move

cause i
i’d poke out both my eyes
if it meant that i could try
in another life, another life

another life

(prod.bycian)

LYRICS
===================================
Ha, Girl, take what you want
Fendi, Prada, Gucci, and Louis Vuitton
No, that's not what you want
'Cause you know you're the one that my heart belongs to
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you, you, you, you

I'll tell you all my secrets
I'll tell you all my lies
I'll be so fucking honest, I wont but on a disguise 
So tell me (tell me)
Tell me (tell me)
How much you love me

I adore you! (don't know what to do so I'm moving around a bit)
Put no-one before you (I'm having fun so I'm shaking my ass a bit)
I adore you! (d-don't know what to do so I'm moving around a bit)
Put no-one before you (I-I'm having fun so I'm shaking my ass a bit)

Ha, Girl, take what you want
Fendi, Prada, Gucci, and Louis Vuitton
No, that's not what you want
'Cause you know you're the one that my heart belongs to
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you, you, you, you
Girl, take what you want
Fendi, Prada, Gucci, and Louis Vuitton
No, that's not what you want
'Cause you know you're the one that my heart belongs to
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you, you, you, you

my heart belongs to u

𓆩♱𓆪 ᴀᴛꜰɢꜰᴜ (ᴘ. ɴxᴛᴛʏ) #2Souls 𓆩♱𓆪

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know, I don’t know how they want me to act
Oohhh

[Chorus]
Self medicating
I cannot take it
Don’t feel like a human anymore, oh

Ohhhh, feel like a human- anymore

[Bridge]
Always been a second choice
Choking on my spit because I hold in my voice

[Verse]
I’m upset, I’m fucking tired of this shit
Like what’s that, another note for that bitch
I’m so sad, it will never work out for the kid
I feel dead, like I’m trapped, the abyss

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know, I don’t know how they want me to act
Oohhh (1,2,3,4!)

[Chorus]
Self medicating
I cannot take it
Don’t feel like a human anymore, oh

Self medicating
I cannot take it
Don’t feel like a human anymore, oh

[Outro]
Always been a second choice
Choking on my spit because I hold in my voice

Self Medication [PROD. SEPTFREE]

(verse 01) 
3am
wake up with
tight chest 
cold sweats 
down my neck
on my bed 
light myself
another cigarette 

and then i lie awake 
i’m stuck inside my head 
got strangers in my place
she’s laying in your bed


(chorus)
wasting time, getting lost, in all of these thoughts 
wasted my potential and i know it’s all my fault 
waiting by the phone when i know you’ll never call
waking up alone even though i know you’re not 


things have really changed 
nothing left at all
ain’t that really strange? 
we don’t even talk
know that i’m to blame 
know that i’m the cause 
do you feel the same? 
tell me what you want 


(verse 02)
heads a mess 
can’t even think 
way too stressed
can’t even sleep
i been 
lying awake for about a fucking week
know what you want 
and i know it ain’t me


(chorus)
wasting time, getting lost, in all of these thoughts 
wasted my potential and i know it’s all my fault 
waiting by the phone when i know you’ll never call
waking up alone even though i know you’re not 


things have really changed 
nothing left at all
ain’t that really strange? 
we don’t even talk
know that i’m to blame 
know that i’m the cause 
do you feel the same? 
tell me what you want



would u still pick up if i called? (prod. grayskies)


original beat:
https://youtu.be/H0sS4GpihHI?si=W_0wYd409wgFros7

would u still pick up if i called? (prod. grayskies)

From the snow where i come PROD SLINNY

lyrics:

[Zoe Beaufay]

I made..
your friend hate me on purpose
can say it's more like a curse
when there's someone near me
if you want to be hurt
and yeah,you can bet I heard it
you lying to me

all the times I didn't apologize
and the times I apologized even though I knew I was right

I don't understand I am like this, I need a why
I think I need someone to call and a reason to fight
I told you that you were important
but you didn't mind

ok,one more time...

all the times I didn't apologize
and the times I apologized even though I knew I was right

I don't understand I am like this, I need a why
I think I need someone to call and a reason to fight
I told you that you were important
but you didn't mind

Yes, people are leaving and I can't even try
So the problem is with me
and you know, I just cannot cry

(2x)

your friend hate me on purpose
can say it's more like a curse
when there's someone near me
if you want to be hurt
and yeah,you can bet I heard it
you lying to me

[social norms]

on a summer night in july
i would meet you at your college dorm
uber dropped me off
far down the road
we almost got lost in the dark

then we took a walk to CVS
to buy some arizona tea
and you sang to me 
"in your eyes"
then we talked and laughed
all of the night 

on a fall day last halloween
i told you how much you meant to me
you were frankenstein
i felt revived
you shocked my heart
right back to life

then we took a bus
into the city
we looked at art & drank a coffee
then hit chinatown
for food & tea
we played pinball on ecstasy

on a winter day last january
you told me something 
devastating 
we were breaking up
you had enough 
and you met someone
whose love was better

a rush of pain
hit my chest
in the same spot
where you'd lay to rest
when we'd talk and laugh
all through the night
i was shocked and dead
at the same time

All the times feat.social norms (sane bag)

lyrics:

I don't want to do anything
I'm always trying hard for nothing
he knows what he is doing to me
we had many dreams
I had many dreams

if I had some money
could anyone love me
no one would judge me

you would love me too
I would be important to my family

I know my mom loves me back
She just can't understand
every time we talk about something sad
I hide in my own land

What's the matter with my brain?
I can't get a better job
I just get in the way
making music is my hobby

even when you pretend to understand
I know that you don't 
That's why when I'm far away you do not call to my cell phone

I know he is trying to show me that I'm all alone

The Problem In My Brain Prod.King Theta

New Shawty

𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙎𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙮𝙃𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩

Messenger

Sean Teahan

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