get me away (prod. 01kon)

prod. me, ft @phixel

[vai]
call back
take my hand and
take me back to where I met you

said you love me why don't I feel
that you were there when you said
you're right behind me and you will never leave
how come I don't
feel your heat

talking like I was nothing at all
but you said you love me
staring at my phone one missed call
I won't pick it up
try my best to just forget it all
all you said about me
but you still live inside my veins
feel you pulsate through me

tear up my lungs as I try scream out but it's silent
all that you said rings through my head
and I can't digest this feeling

stare into your eyes I can see that it's hollow inside
I can't feel your heart beat
where did your love go
it's too much for me I don't want to break memories
that we shared but I guess you never cared about me

[phixel]
im the youngest ive ever been
im the youngest ive ever been

all i have left are retellings of memories
a stylized rendition of what i was
cause i am a canvas removed of its paint
a machine left to rot, left to build up rust

your face, makes me feel nauseous
i dont know why, to be honest
as soon as a thought comes to mind, it passes me by
and i scream "im the dumbest ive ever been"
your eyes, glassy and hollow
there's no joy, nothing that follows
you make me feel like i know nothing, you don't even try
you act like I'm the youngest I've ever been

like I'm the dumbest I've ever been
I'm the youngest I've ever been

[vai]
I'll stare back as I watch you fall
relapse into your own world
eyes wide as you try to reach out to me
you can't see
try grab my hand
won't grab back
I'll let you go tonight

digest w/ phixel

the 3rd rendition of the sketch series

i've been dreaming for a while now
and i can't seem to get out 
of my own head
i dont know what to do
so i'mma run straight to you
ohhh

sketch_03

coming out as a maroon 5 fan (sorry)

https://soundcloud.com/riela/maroon-5-nothing-lasts-forever

nothing lasts forever (maroon 5 cover)

to sing, too much.m4a

Sunlight (ft. Kanalia)

i saw insecurity,
backed into this spot

i struggled the key and i defined the lock

please tell me your own admirations you mock 

please tell me your own admirations you mock

i fell to my knees

at the thing put in front of me

for purities sake 
and forgot what i meant 

reserving the whole of a layer 
resides in me

i know you are the thing on which i can depend 

breathless and backbone free

engorged on the words

as you would
when you speak to me

as if what i saw here
was the world

cooling, collected and calm
still and frantic 
with limitless
psalms

as you would 
when you spoke to me

as if what i saw here
was the world

score

sean pitaro (@seanpitaro)