CATALYZED & FEEL SO ANEMIC [+INSTRUMENTALS]

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CATALYZED, I FEEL SO ANEMIC.

feel sumn again nd she's my catalyst
produced by me.

head hurt, brain hurt, pain stackin up
i got lesser bandwidth in my system :/
said no more, told me no more.
yea this feelin so inane, i feel so forlorn
so damn bored erryday nd i dont know how to gauge it
nd im not the fckn type to fake it
i need yu so bad(3x)
tryna crawl out, i been slippn onnem rocks
so damn worried ima fall down
too damn droned nd im worried ima fall out
too worried bout how ima crash down
too worried bout none of this evn makin sense
dont evn think it did before, jus look inside my head
runnin round in hexen, it dont evn make sense(2x)

CATALYZED 🤹‍♀️ Prod 𝓛es

beat composed by @chewy @popilization @islandislandislandisland w/ extra from @searingthrume

cover by @searingthrume

lyrics

@islandislandislandisland

I got problems on me what you on about?
all yall fake asf yall do anything for clout
You can’t keep up with me hadda kick you out
You will never get me hadda burn it out
You done fucked up now
Hadda pass up now
Get my racks up now
Look where you at now

I can’t feel shit
All my plans are fake like my emotions
You 2 fkn static
(Go) get you motion
I’m to up in here you will start pulling
Tweaking late at night I can’t fkn cope it
Will you take me back? Yeah I’m hoping
Yeah I’m aching in pain got me rolling
I’m so fkn lost (I’m unspoken)

Let the cancer kill me, let the pain flow,
You will never feel me because we not a whole

lesions @searingthrume

stop steppin on my nerves, i wont take that shit from y'all .
nd my skin already burns, wanna put holes in the wall .
don't even try to ring me, throw my phone up, watch it fall .

[ it's so funny how yu talk .. ]

jus wanna go awol i think.. my brain is singed .
nd everything is sin . nd i'm homesick .
from the same old shit .
nd no matter what i say, they just wont listen .. :/


I got problems on me what you on about?
all yall fake asf yall do anything for clout
You can’t keep up with me hadda kick you out
You will never get me hadda burn it out
You done fucked up now
Hadda pass up now
Get my racks up now
Look where you at now

I can’t feel shit
All my plans are fake like my emotions

D̴̡̪̟̻̰̭̭̘̿̇͜𐏂caying 𐏂go w/ ƨnoiƨɘ⅃ (heroine pop 1sland)

[old demo frm a rlly bad time]
produced by @saveme

i don't know how to take that statement
i don't wann become too comfortable, complacent
same old bullshit, no other choice but face it.

lookin in the mirror, i can't make that out
trauma in my spirit, uppin millis, curb the doubt
all alone fo 20 years, i been up in a cloud
nearly drowned me in the water, screamin way too loud
scratches on my body, i've been bleedin out
why tell me how to feel now, are yu real now?
so sick of barkin real loud, bring the place down
need a wayy outtt, need my way outtt

sick of feelin rage as if my skully need too yell
i miss days when i ain't feel like my nerves down in hell
why do yu want away from me? i dwell on this.
i hate a fit, but this rediculous shit wont cease for nothing
worked too hard, now my skin is blooded
emotion overdrawn like we fuckin on nd off
think i'm way too fuckn gone, neurologically i'm rotting away

ComplacencyChainZz prod save me

we are NOT the same

@ihatejugo + slight from me

bitch i feel like ruslana watch me 
walk in that bitch, look like korshunova
pierce my body baby, make my mf wrists hurt
oripavine bring me fucking closure
10sei0otto on skin bitch im
vaping pyrovalerone till my mf lungs hurt
put that boy on a t shirt
methylmethaqualone in my head
ever since a kid, i could not feel a goddamn thing
put that boy on a t shirt
keltec on my shoulder
got a drum on that bitch
put em under
dmnpc got me feeling higher than this earth
methylmethaqualone in my head
too anemic my damn ribs hurt
762 ripping thru his fucking torso
so much dipyanone in my blood 
i just cant get enough
snort so much roxy make nose hurt
10sei0otto lambskin on my skin
i got real expensive leather
bitch im high off that cychlorphine
oding on that shitbruh
dual wield carbon on me
mephedrone got my heart racing
556 on his ass, his heart racing
dive in that pussy, make that bitch hurt
for that bitches desire i cannt miss bruh
wake up dead, feel like a scarecrow
sniff that coke off ur skin baby
so much dipyanone, im losing consciousness 
going psychotic in this bitch
speaking with a lisp
acetoxymethylketobemidone for my pain
shit just make me stronger
coked up i cant feel my face
gluthimide in my blood
girl i cant live without you

netrunner - oripavine | cychlorphine [ jugowickd ]

trapped inside this mind, i cant stop looking towards the outside
pull my mana blade and stab myself, just know you wanna cry
seen me in this dungeon, man you seen my face, you know im fried
tryna keep on moving, staying positive, ill never die
tryna climb the walls, up out the pits, i had my fingers bleed
like my bloody wrist, and bloody legs, man i was seeing things
walking out at night, inside the street, the only place i breathe
walk around the woods, and find the songs, i was creating shit
making paintings, making beats, and making all the lyrics
busy in my world, and everything around me, i dont care
i dont care about it, if it isn't art, thats just me
i was busy making shit, and you was busy on your knees
i was busy making shit, and it all had me feeling free
i was busy making shit, and taking walks into the breeze
losing all my breath, and lost my mind, i couldn't recognize myself
i said that i was done, i put myself up on that shelf

pêcheur~Prod. Yung Poncho ~~~

been vaulted too long lol fuckit
produced by yurs truly <3

feel anemic, bitch i'm bleedn.
quell the bleedn, can yu feel it?
tell me i'ma be fine, baby i need it. ://
leakn frm my head too much, i conceal it.
so many problems that i can't even on my own.
think i feel it in my bones, how i'm gonna choke.
when i'ma go? i don't evn fuckn know.
think all i want is for yu to keep me close.

weight so heavy. feel so empty.
can't rest no more. can't feel my core.
i'm faceless.. he gone, erased.
don't wanna feel inane [i don't wanna feel inane..]
feelin like a painting, but nobody tryn frame.
i feel so insane, baby i know i'm insane.
ion een wanna talk. fuckd my head up, get away.

FEEL SO ANEMIC 🩸 Prod 𝓛es

i'm so properr i'm so wit ittt 
produced by @kana_x s/o cuz

[spellscasted @spellscasted]
makin this money, im breakin the bank
talkin on ig ho, what is yo rank?
bullets erasin em jus like a tank
saturn, spellscasted ho, whatd u think?
raisin the bar n i take it away
they say i got it on, feelin no weight
all u parrots copy paste
u could never follow my pace
i could never fall on my face
thank god ho, oh im so based
she said she could feel the bass in her socks
i admit it ho, i did it
im so proper, im so with it
im so winnin, they dont get it
im the shit lil bitch, i been it
call my bro up like "we did it"
switched so fast, my car got dented
why u flexin? u jus rented
i got money on my pendant
18 ho, im independent

[lesions @searingthrume]
20 woe, i'm in a panic.
no one know extent of damage.
to my psyche, “don't care if yu like me.”
bitin all our work nd spielin words up, tryn spite thee. 
fooly without cooly, we not coolin bitch like die, please.
right need, no peace. pick one? no sleep.
dyin if i gotta make it work might be the price b.
tryin even if it gotta hurt more for my rite. 
bleedin everytime i try to get me right, screamin at night. 
sick of starin out my eyes, confront every white lie.
everything i choose to say is bona fide, so do me right.
will yu tho? femme fatale got me in a fucking vice.
sick of all the same strife, same blight, too blind.

SPLiTTER ⚔️ w/ SPELLSCASTED [Prod. by Kana X]

flip of https://soundcloud.com/gothcsh/i-cannotfall-in-love-prodgothcsh

shoutout gothcsh

fall (+gothcsh)

¥ung   ¥en  Trillionaire  .wav ( Prod. Lil Netzero )

original - https://soundcloud.com/searingthrume/catalyzed

https://www.mediafire.com/file/1t1f0e6vbz50k8g/%25F0%259D%2593%259Besions_-_CATALYZED%252C_I_FEEL_SO_ANEMIC.zip/file

ib @1812922 nd @acounta

𝓛esions - CATALYZED[inst]

original - https://soundcloud.com/searingthrume/feel-so-anemic

https://www.mediafire.com/file/1t1f0e6vbz50k8g/%25F0%259D%2593%259Besions_-_CATALYZED%252C_I_FEEL_SO_ANEMIC.zip/file

𝓛esions - FEEL SO ANEMIC[inst]

gonna be posting beats here for a bit to "re-train" myself to overcome my own mental blocks and doubts over what it comes to production, dont expect good quality yet lol im trying new things and moving away from my old style for good

cheers

INSPO: https://soundcloud.com/altarboy777/erniovlkdfjxhkjt8 (s/o altarboy and trippleacid)
sample by yabujin

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[🝎] covered in lesions
architect @avexacortexa
++ @inverseinterpolate

1:1 — like no other

inquiries: texhnolesions@gmail.com

𝓛esions - CATALYZED[inst]

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