i swear tho

target practice
im not good at this
need ur damn love
hate my damn mind
i cant mind a damn thing
same pill in my system
enamored in my head
nothing ever works
time moves 
i look higher
but its getting worse
no more, cant feel this one
but i need some
i cant feel

ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread


damn thought in my head
standing here without a damn
tongue tied
so tired, so tired of everything

something about you
isolate ur solitude 

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
time will start to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
girl u make me feel better
geeked up i cant function, my body dont feel
girl i miss when i looked into your eyes
im so entranced
love blind
your face is so perfect
whats ever n ur hands
how you dont understand
I keep you in my head
i need u in my bed
i just need u ur the only one that fill my head

misery i dread
hate my skin since my birth
im just feeling worse

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
too much thought to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
geeked up my body dont feel it

netrunner - your lovely skin / dont leave

nevrr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell]「+inveja nd miseryprism」

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/233560402_Neramexane_A_moderate-affinity_NMDA_receptor_channel_blocker_New_prospects_and_indications

prod @yuracual w/ extra frm me

brain all damned, nd i swear2 gawd
tired of words cuz they make me feel off
all the neuropathy, guess how im gon rot
neramexane to my tinnitus, get it out
get it off, ears ringin, screechin metal wit da saw
breakin all they brains wit heretical law
do yu understand what im speakin? nahh ah ahhh
head over heels like ahh ah ahhh
skin me wit ya nails bih, leave a mark
rather see blood now, fill my heart
sick of coughin up phlegm in the dark
wakin up, screamin like a draugr thrall
luv how she see right thru the art
luv how she see thru me

draugr thrall | neramexane「+yuracual」

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage「+yuracual」

merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

skullcrushd +heroine nd drevenci [demo]

new + old research snippets w/ friends :)

wisdom | research | evolution @avexacortexa

[I] chev chelios +@dancinginrainfall

[II] GABAA-rho +@dancinginrainfall

[III] qbittorrent [solo]
[ https://soundcloud.com/searingthrume/catalyzed ]

[IV] turnt2dust +@inveja nd @dancinginrainfall
[ https://soundcloud.com/searingthrume/hurt-like-hell ]

[V] mothership +@ihatejugo nd @kutliss

[VI] bathed in mercury +@kutliss nd @dancinginrainfall

[VII] feel so anemic [solo]

[VIII] phytochemicals +@chewy

[IX] hell2pay +@gr0lth

[X] cybermancy +@chewy
[ https://soundcloud.com/997s/cybermancy ]

[XI] feel so baddd [solo]

[XII] faux +@alongthewalls

[XIII] anhedoniac +@kutliss

april research showcase | 5-HT2A full agonist [283.4 gmol] ##avexacortexa

| https://pubs.acs.org/doi/10.1021/jm9905561/
| https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/10737754/

netrunner - MDPiHP | DMNPC intoxication [ g/mol. 283.37 | cas 265112-64-9 ] s/stere

Faux Chemists II

2023 @dancinginrainfall

when u talk sht ion seem 2 hear nun
bitch get on ur knees look at my roarguns

miseryprism - bulimia nervosa

sampled https://soundcloud.com/dth95k/bye
ib broketeen & yoi (ty broke and tito for mix advice )

salicylic [⠎⠁⠇⠊⠉⠽⠇⠊⠉]

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
architect @avexacortexa⠀╮
⠀+ +@inverseinterpolate⠀╯

1:1 — like no other

Faux Chemists II

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