playlist made 25th January 2019 ( @ 18 gmt )

🧛🏻‍♂️ ϟ LiGHTNiNG LOGAN ϟ

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

run away, run away
before i bite your neck with my fucking vampire fangs
novacane, novacane
ima slam this line until i cannot feel my face
fade away, fade away
i got a dozen pills and i know some of them are laced
razor blades, razor blades
i might cut my wrist until i cannot feel this pain

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

produced by reaper
written by lightning logan

samples from: i know what you did last summer, dracula, and friday the 13th

Slasher '78

i know what you did last summer [prod. reaper]

produced by misery, highxtides, blade901
written by lightning logan
made by the monster

the secret of invisibility [prod. highxtides]

lyrics

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

blacking out like norman, i might turn into a psycho
popped another hydro, fucked her with my eyes closed 
bloody from her cut wrist, sip it, see my eyes glow
where did my mind go? i’ve been lost in time tho
shroomies with the codeine, sipping till i go sleep
knife inside my damn fist, her pussy on my gold teeth
everybody know me, but they don’t really know me
demons in my damn head, they just been here floating 
kill you in the night time, i’ve been so unstable 
tell me that you love me, i don’t wanna hear no fable
i'm a fucking star boy, i just feel like abel
i might kill your boyfriend, babe my blade is fatal
i’ve been so depressed now 
music has me stressed out
sipping till i throw up
tripping till i come down 
carving up my damn wrist
let the blood pour out
i just feel like patrick
grab the blade and black out

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

produced by misery
written by lightning logan

samples from: american psycho, and the voices

MISERY

american psycho [prod. misery]

lyrics

put my fangs out, baby, you should kiss me
do not let me bite you or you will end up missing
i need you in my life, girl, cause i just feel so empty
i just feel the dams drugs, damn the pill just hit me
creeping in your back yard, spying on the real you
i just wanna feel you, i don’t wanna kill you
bloody on my white mask
cocaine on her nightstand
sword inside my right hand
adderall and white xans 
baby, i’m a stranger, break into your moms house
have you checked the children? she drop the phone and scream loud 
i just feel like jason, and baby it’s a friday
why don’t you kiss this damn blade, we’re doing this shit my way

knife tucked, white mask, i’m at your window
home alone, call your phone and watch you dress slow
powers cut, i wanna see where this goes
blood drips down my hand, and on my pistol
knife tucked, white mask, i’m at your window
home alone, call your phone and watch you dress slow
powers cut, i wanna see where this goes
blood drips down my hand, and on my pistol

produced by clovtboi
written by lightning logan

samples from: when a stranger calls

when a stranger calls [prod. clovtboi]

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

follow @heroinediaries

lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

lyrics

ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby, let’s just say goodbye
ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby let’s just say goodbye

i think the ghost is here, it's trying hard to get inside
baby, tell me that you love me ‘fore i fucking die
i think the ghost is here, we’re dealing with a poltergeist
it’s in the attic i can hear it's fucking laughs and cries
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos, adiós

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Ouija

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

ouija boards [prod. despairintoashes]

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost
why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i think i'm turning to a ghost

it’s getting harder everyday, i’m running out of fucks to give
i’ve been all alone so long, i honestly don’t care to live 
i just took like twenty pills, i just snorted fifty lines
i just drank a fifth of jack, baby dare my ass to drive 
i'm smoking dope inside the rain, white mask and i got the blade
there’s a monster in my brain, my mom still thinks that i'm insane
i see your shadows in my room, i hear your voice like every night
i don’t think that i'm alright, i might take my fucking life

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i wanna kill myself, i think i'm turning to a ghost

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Casper x Dracula

A Ghost Story

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

blue bills, blue pills w/ lightning logan

Producer: @why_loner
Song Writer: @LightningLogan
Vocalist: @DespairInToAshes

(Lyrics)
I don’t want to lose you
No, I don’t want to lose you

Baby, I’m sorry 
I know that you been waiting 
I told you I would call you
Whenever I got done skating 
But I didn’t now I feel bad 
Tell me are you still mad
I’m sorry, now I’m so sad
It’s my fault that you don’t wanna text back

Now the drugs do nothing for me 
They just make me feel more empty 
Please, tell me that you miss me
Cause I’m lost without you Wendy
I was Casper just a ghost boy
Now I feel like I’m at a low point
Wake up missing you and your voice
I hate that I made you my second choice 
Take me back and I can promise 
I will save you from this darkness 
Kiss your scars under the stars, girl I love you 
Just tell me to stop, and I won’t bug you
Cause I know that you probably hate me
Just know I’ve been thinking about you lately 
Your the only person that can save me
Now your absence is driving me crazy 

I fucked up girl, I know this
But I’m trying hard, if you would notice 
Tears down my face, while I wrote this
Smoked all my weed so I’m struggling to focus
I fucked up, I know this
But I’m trying hard, if you would notice 
Tears down my face, while I wrote this
Smoked all my weed so I’m struggling to focus

I don’t want to lose you
I don’t want to lose you
I don’t want to lose you
No, I don’t want to lose you(x2)

i don't want to lose you (cover) [prod. why loner]

[but i still love u]

these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
standing in the mirror, i’ve carved your name into my face
you tell me that you love me so i let you see my pain
now i’m crying in the dark, just wiping blood off of a blade
these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
standing in the mirror, i’ve carved your name into my face
you tell me that you loved me so i let you see my pain
and now i’m crying in the dark, just licking blood off of a blade

these scars they slowly fade, just like your love right through my palms
but my blood it taste likes yours and i’m trying to move on
i cut myself to feel the way i felt you fucked me the first time
these feeling aren’t alright, why can’t i just drop this knife
i’m staring in the void and not a single soul in sight
schizophrenic, that’s forsure, but psychotic, i just might
cause i don’t seem to know what’s wrong or why i feel this fucking way
one day you might find me dead, can’t get your name out of my brain

these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain

bloody drippin down my cheek and on my wrist and on my blade

written by @lightninglogan
prod. @vaegud

sample from You (season 1)

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