don't even know what song this was since the hack smdh

had been dyitjlllb

botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

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SWING

dumpster baby #Gx mixx *96 kbps*

Winner of my feature contest! He killed it, hope yall enjoy and go show some love to bro <3

Mind Of Stone (Remix) Ft. Call Me J

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS: https://lnk.to/aquatic-ambience

aquatic ambience

Find Me

Find Me prod. Acey

breathe ~_~

Music Video

Breathe ~ ~

3000 lifepoints

guitar by @ayoleybeats-music

lyrics:

(chorus:)
and i'm hoping
and i'm wishing
just for you to fix what's broken
overthinking
i'm just in the kitchen smoking
put the organ on ice
but it's already frozen
slice me up baby
i'm already cut open
i know that this isn't really
what you were hoping
won't you come out of the rain?
i think you're soaking
(X2)

fuck love 
and fuck drugs
i'm fucked up kind of badly
dark side is a bad me
my art side is a sad scene

i'm the best player on a bad team
i'm a shit show sometimes
fucked up i had a bad dream
i'm 6’ something and i'm mad lean

tuck me in so I can sleep at night
jaded from the past
but i still make it through the night
yeah i want to know whats in your dreams
i want to be the one that you come and tell everything

aue she from arizona
i'm from where its colder out
i been through a lot of shit
but a lot of shit i soldiered out

my ego like a boulder now
swagger hard and show the crowd
that i'm that nigga tell them 'bout me
because i ain't trying to open now

she love me so she soak me up
i'm over you i focused up
i'm 20 something growing up
i think i was made to be somebody
i'm not a bitch for anybody
i'm not a bitch for anybody

(chorus)

another night
dripped in ice
swarm of lies
strike your dice
steal the prize
sell your soul
strike your dice
steal the prize
when it bites
can't put a price on your life
letting a match gently strike
i don't know how this life became reality
looked into the mirror
and i saw nothing looking back at me
i don't want to die but i wish
i wouldn't suffer and could be free
everytime i'm dying i'll decay inside the guillotine
soda on a song with tommy ice
keep this message close to you
stare up at the sattelites
orange in my soda
pouring up the dragonite
pour the color yoda
sipping on some green tonight
oh oh yeah
oh yeah oh

organs [w/ tommy ice] + @ay0ley

Run V2

if i die baby (prod. reaper)

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out on Spotify!

Butterfly Bankai [prod. ginseng]

musicvideo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l--_TkcF0W4

prod by @odece @northeastlights / @oororaa
art by @5vexe

Glitching

Glitching (odece, northeast lights)

Spotify

winter [prod. fbk + hollow]

3D -_-  @wstdyth @ripskele @cherryrizla @joshuasageart @sendflowrs (jvsper + niteclub20xx)

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Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

winter [prod. fbk + hollow]

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