derealization, and random feelings of anxiety mixed with emptiness at the least convenient moments :/

mixing, vocals, and lyrics by @sebstixns-funerl
mastering by me but with help from https://soundcloud.com/airoez
produced by https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost (hes such a goated producer, and a beautiful person, i love his beats so much)

inspired by: heyzuko! - pick up the phone pt.2 and tripleskyluv - паладин

lyrics:

i realized that i dont know how to be alone,
i live in lies they're distorting my sense of home,
my sense of time aint the same but you wouldn't know
ask myself why im this way when im on my own,

i feel,
secluded,
im lost, in all,
these negative thoughts,
i tell myself,
i messed it up,
thats why i dissasociated at the party

i wanna rip myself out of my body,
change every detail till somebody wants me,
Im tired of feeling forced to stay alive,
just so they can say they care but then theyll taunt me

im scared that things wont change,
my head it starts to ache,
everythings feeling fake,
i thought id be okay

i disassociated at the party [p. salmonghost]

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hey

https://soundcloud.com/aisle-4
https://soundcloud.com/valevalevalevale777

https://discord.gg/mBKJ5Zyuf8

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