@bnbonic
This was meant to be an interlude or smth and was made like 2 years ago so im putting in here for fun

THIS IS DISCONNECTED FROM THE MAIN ALBUM, its here for shits and giggles

SDM @bnbonic

prod by sebstixns
mixed by sebstixns
mastered by sebstixns
sang by sebstixns
written by sebstixns
idea by sebstixns
submitted by sebstixns



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yeah

prod @kingtheta

this is my ventilation
since i cant stand to talk
it'll always be my safe point
at least that's what i thought
but now im getting hung up
and it just pisses me off
im always strung way too high
until the strings just break off
the weight is crushing me and there's no way that i can take this much longer
no longer
how do i say this

how am i supposed to write a song about the feeling i cant fathom
now wasting all my time to try and fill a endless chasm
i put patches on the clothes that i just cannot seem to part from
they all fall apart inside my grip but I can't let go

ive been in all directions, there is not a place for me to go
no matter my intentions, everything i say is just a joke
so i just play the part they wanna laugh i'll let em
why bother anyway

(chorus again)

i guess that this is it
im never getting out
i guess that this is it
i guess im gonna drown

I'll suffocate alone
cause i cant seem to talk
now i cant get it out
and that's just all my fault
ill let it fall apart
ill let it take me out
i want this to be over
im never getting out

pressure imbalance @kingtheta

Hoenn by Suei
Mix:  https://www.instagram.com/@mxnuu.wav
Prod: @jessprod (yt)

Lyric:

No se
Me falta mucho
Perdón x la hora
Siempre vuelvo a gritar 
Siempre vuelvo a gritar 
Donde estabas tú?
Lloré mientras caía al piso x tí 
Yo no sé qué harías x mí 
Dímelo tú

Que hubieses hecho? bb
Si había una mitad, bb
Y ahora ya no está
Te hubieses lanzado?
Como yo de mi cuarto 

Vienes, todo aquí es tuyo
Todo aquí en mi casa
Rie, llora y danza
Pensando en nosotros cuando ella baila
No la quiero tanto después de ti 
Ninguna vale tanto después de ti 
No la quería nada después de ti

Q hubieses hecho? bb
Si había una mitad, bb
Y ahora no está
Te hubieses lanzado?
Fuck
Como yo de mi cuarto

Hoenn (Cover)

lyrics:

Ya Ya Ya(x3)
OOO OOO
Ya Ya Ya (x3)
OOO OOO

And you said I'm wrong
for choosing someone else

I never wanted to talk to you any fucking ways
I used to dream about us on our fucking wedding days

Suicide its taking control of my mind
I wanna feel at peace
at peace

Breaking my heart in two
I know I never deserved
or needed you

Your like my better half
I had no clue
that I would be losing you

I never wanted to stop
But now im done
I said im through with you're games 
it's no more fun
and now im dead out of love

I never wanted you're love (x3)

I never wanted you're love
but now im picking a side
and idk if im right this time but i really want to be

Dead out of love

i want to go to therapy. @prodperil

(xoolice)
the bankroll keep on rolling dont know how to stop it
I aint never sold my soul for some profit
told my bruddas dont be said cuz one day we gon make it
this diamond on my neck is dancing I think I like it 
all you needa know is I got more than what Im showing
hop inside the maybach tell me where we going
see the money flowing
see the money piling
see my diamonds shining
dont gotta @brwg I just know im better
wide body coup rolling up thats how you know I made it

jewelry

@sebstixns-funerl:

i try my best,
but they could only love me when im dead,
and forget my name one year after,
and act like they all did something.

they can hide all of the tear marks and the eye bags from my corpse,
and shape my face so all the things that i had felt will go ignored.
but i will haunt everybody in their dreams.
just like their words would haunt me when i couldnt sleep.

so embalm me, 
in my tears,
i dont want,
to look weird.

ive been drowning,
in my fears,
and my bodys,
rotting clear

https://soundcloud.com/mistvale

Bleeding in the backseat I lost it
I tried my best to forget your name I called it
Even when you left me go
You never truly left my soul
Anything i try my best to
Do so you can’t cause me issues 
Is so bad and you know that
(Yeah you know)
I never wanted to feel so incomplete 
And unimportant but you broke my heart in two
And know I feel like such a nuisance

thanatopraxy w/ mistvale [self-prod]

so can i wear your skin today?
so people can tell me how pretty i look.
and after that ill go away,
if you dont want me here,
like usual. 

my sweet girl she just ate my soul,
i know she didnt mean it,
she mustve been as scared as me,
when i could feel her leaving.

i fell into limerence,
and that was my mistake,
shouldnt have fallen in love,
when it wasnt my place.

she threw me away like trash,
i got replaced too fast,
now shes got someone else,
i want the time to pass.

everytime she said she loved me,
i wonder if it was even true.
i mightve been too much for her,
but now i end up feeling used

i ripped all of her letters,
i couldnt take this grief,
they remind me of what,
i lost i cant breathe (x2)

tell me what is that you had wanted me to be?
i wasnt very stable but i wanted you for me.
and i wasnt a magical boy to make your dreams.
cause you left me confused, yeah you left me to bleed.

my second lung,
my sweet blonde girl,
you didnt give me closure,
while burning my world (x2)

my sweet girl she just ate my soul,
i know she didnt mean it,
she mustve been as scared as me,
when i could feel her leaving.

i fell into limerence,
and that was my mistake,
shouldnt have fallen in love,
when it wasnt my place.

she threw me away like trash,
i got replaced too fast,
now shes got someone else,
i want the time to pass.

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