feel

@prod-rioxion

i feel like majima
eyepatch on my face
like a pirate on the island
y'all stuck on the bay

ask me did i win the race
are you dumb
it’s okay 
i still dunno what i can say x2

who am i to tell you what to do
i just lost myself and i can’t get it back now
who are you to talk when your mans got sat down
yall still on the floor it’s the air that we stand on

i’m w bro i'm w kiryu
all these other motherfuckers they ain’t even close to you
i’m like majima bitch i’m everywhere
fuck the crowd i’m a breaker
ik u wanna stare

b i'm in the shed i feel like laker
thought he was my bro but he as fake as the others
he can’t take shit he can only take cover
fuckin' up my thoughts we were fine in the summer

how can you act like that
ik that you give a fuck drop the act
howd you let it get so bad
youre unrecognisable i want you back

js act like i never gave a fuck
i don't really anyways i'll give you want you want
n i'm slurring all my words i'm feeling like a drunk
me and buddy might get mad, put you in a trunk

i've been sorry but we're past that
when you tried to fuck me over can't look past that
you can't realise yourself you were off track
what you do is what you get, no more takebacks

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
don't you touch my face stg i said i'm over it
take it at my pace, if you rush i swear i'm leaving it

how come you only put in effort when we're losing it
now i'm dumping mid song i swear i'm losing it
two years fuck its plenty to get over it
tell me really please do you find me pathetic

FUCK ME you're pathetic
you can never blame yourself youre fake synthetic 
you were lying all along you thought i read it
now you know i am really that oblivious

Majima (Rioxion)

what you'll never have + daikyu prod me

sample - insides by sam krones https://open.spotify.com/track/730AYOqwCTW49kzVy8iNOE?si=13925bfdf3bf444b
intro ghost written by @1dxn
was originally for the album im working on but its kinda forgettable compared to the other songs ive made so imma just put it out as its own thing

yeah i guess so

@fleshtoflesh 

lost my mind recording this

did i take too long
i would rather die in here than play along
with you
why you acting like i wanna ride with you
got me feeling like i wanna die

fuck the cold fuck the summertime
take a look and tell me what you like
you dumb fuck you aint getting nun of it
if i were you i'd cover it
i do it for the love of it

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
he been talking lots but he been moving slow
he been gone he been comatose

cant you tell im busy cant you hold it
had it in the bag but he sold it
had me in the end but he folded
had it in the end think i folded

tell the truth
i dont wanna call back
ya you got me so mad
i dont wanna hold back
give ya all that i have
on my life id rather die

its not even that late
but i feel like a fucking corpse
i got tired of this game 
but how could i want more

and its not even that late
i think i feel the same
this shit just rots my brain
i cant tell it apart anyways

in mah bed im watching markiplier
feel like afton in this bitch they set me on fire
ask me what i know ask me what i-
my brains in a knot cause they left the fuckin heater on

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
i love the cold i hate the cold
i dont miss the sweater weather but im missing you

taketoolong @fleshtoflesh

shoutout twin @1kayro

lowkey emerald herald sucks my favourite firekeeper is maiden in black... for normal reasons...

words:

not again, asked 100 times
can u get this shit out my sight
i dont really want it, i dont want advice
but i dont really wanna cry

im bleedin out
u cant see me now
i cant be without you
i cant be without you
i cant be without-

yeah i need it bad
this the typa shit i dream about
when im not with you
when im not with you

know i shouldnt ask
but would it hurt so bad
if you took your time
just dont take whats mine

im bleedin out
u cant see me now
i cant be without you
i cant be without you
i cant be without-

majula [p. kayro]

so i basically used a preset daikyu gave me and its kinda ass but im putting it here cos yeah...

old unreleased test song from june 2024 (prod. erdo and fozo)

i love @kinggoobin

lyrics:

take it back i dont want it
i know you tryna fuck me up for the one time
you could never keep a promise
yeah i always punch in, keep fuckin up the first line
ah shit, this my first line
i dont know if i can do this
butterfly doors, and my paint be shinin'
show u how my dream works, leave his ass toothless

i won the lottery
i got the money, so they wantin me
see them faces light up when i cross the scene
i got what u wanted, so come talk to me girl
she got all i need
pretty face and its taunting me
want her to myself, thats the sin of greed
i feel like a stalker when shes on my feed, yuh

she want that louis and that prada
she dont like it if it isnt that designer
i pay that money, cause she fuckin with the tiger
but to be honest, i dont even think i like her
i dont even think i like her
this whole night starting to feel like a light blur
go the distance, called on me to chauffer
answer when she calls, i could never ghost her

take it back i dont want it
i know you tryna fuck me up for the one time
you could never keep a promise
yeah i always punch in, keep fuckin up the first line
ah shit, this my first line
i dont know if i can do this
butterfly doors, and my paint be shinin'
show u how my dream works, leave his ass toothless

yeah, sit back, watch my shit go up
watch my racks go up
fuck you, i dont need ur love
but i want it
if we boutta do this shit then i want in
i can take a couple racks for deposit
thought i found whats mine, but i lost it
i dont mind, i be stuntin- saucin'

yeah i feel so awesome
like everybody do the flop
why you @'ing everybody?
nobody cares that your ass just dropped

they all starin, stoppin'
yeah u like my swag, cause u know i stay poppin'
i do my dance, they just cant stop watchin
they just cant stop watchin

first line w/ gabriel from tiktok [p. ashy+fumiko!]

please get me out of this timeline

prod @1kayro and i

i dont wanna live w that on my conscience
gtfo of my head w that nonsense
i couldnt live w that
bloodshot eyes seeing what i didnt have

can you repeat what you said
im so sorry that i do not understand
u can cry by urself if u want
cant believe my eyes cant believe you when u talk

what the hell do i want
its not like you would care about it
the hell do i want
would it even have mattered
nothings changed i feel bruised n im battered
i promise theres still nothing i would change if it mattered

i dont wanna get u back
i just wanna take that breath i never had
rlly wish i didnt stay i didnt have to
all the things i did for us i had to

bruised and battered @1kayro @scrambl

prod @qlein

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

why are you still holding that grudge
baby are we doing too much
i cant help but think that you dont wanna talk
can you promise to me that youll prove me wrong

do you know if im running out of luck
tell me you dont wanna talk fair enough
can you stay for a little i dont ask for much

---

can you tell me where to go from here
im lost im afraid i cant act from fear
dont dogs act weird when the end is near
how do i react to your tantrums

fuck
i dont wanna go home
cant keep up god i feel so slow
no it's not that bad, im overreacting
it's that bad its the right reaction

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

wtf am i doing 
2 minute song fuck the mind that im losing 
youre a hypocrite telling me these lies and im sick of it
i needa take a break cause ill never hear the end of it

late.... @qlein

mixing, vocals, and lyrics by @sebstixns-funerl
mastering by me but with help from https://soundcloud.com/airoez
produced by https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost (hes such a goated producer, and a beautiful person, i love his beats so much)

inspired by: heyzuko! - pick up the phone pt.2 and tripleskyluv - паладин

lyrics:

i realized that i dont know how to be alone,
i live in lies they're distorting my sense of home,
my sense of time aint the same but you wouldn't know
ask myself why im this way when im on my own,

i feel,
secluded,
im lost, in all,
these negative thoughts,
i tell myself,
i messed it up,
thats why i dissasociated at the party

i wanna rip myself out of my body,
change every detail till somebody wants me,
Im tired of feeling forced to stay alive,
just so they can say they care but then theyll taunt me

im scared that things wont change,
my head it starts to ache,
everythings feeling fake,
i thought id be okay

old unreleased test song from june 2024 (prod. erdo and fozo)

sebstixn alt (NOT THE MAIN ACCOUNT)