@bnbonic
This was meant to be an interlude or smth and was made like 2 years ago so im putting in here for fun

THIS IS DISCONNECTED FROM THE MAIN ALBUM, its here for shits and giggles

SDM @bnbonic

so i basically used a preset daikyu gave me and its kinda ass but im putting it here cos yeah...

old unreleased test song from june 2024 (prod. erdo and fozo)

yeah

prod @kingtheta

this is my ventilation
since i cant stand to talk
it'll always be my safe point
at least that's what i thought
but now im getting hung up
and it just pisses me off
im always strung way too high
until the strings just break off
the weight is crushing me and there's no way that i can take this much longer
no longer
how do i say this

how am i supposed to write a song about the feeling i cant fathom
now wasting all my time to try and fill a endless chasm
i put patches on the clothes that i just cannot seem to part from
they all fall apart inside my grip but I can't let go

ive been in all directions, there is not a place for me to go
no matter my intentions, everything i say is just a joke
so i just play the part they wanna laugh i'll let em
why bother anyway

(chorus again)

i guess that this is it
im never getting out
i guess that this is it
i guess im gonna drown

I'll suffocate alone
cause i cant seem to talk
now i cant get it out
and that's just all my fault
ill let it fall apart
ill let it take me out
i want this to be over
im never getting out

pressure imbalance @kingtheta

keygen (prod warset + salmonghost)

prod. sickboi

I thought you had no words for me
(Oooooooooo)
But please don't worry cuz I'll be okay again.
sometimes I feel like I'm all down
so listen to the words that I sing you now
all that bad stuff just never wish a pond yourself
girl don't worry I know you'll make it out
(My last song)

TheresBloodFromMyOwnAccident

Hoenn by Suei
Mix:  https://www.instagram.com/@mxnuu.wav
Prod: @jessprod (yt)

Lyric:

No se
Me falta mucho
Perdón x la hora
Siempre vuelvo a gritar 
Siempre vuelvo a gritar 
Donde estabas tú?
Lloré mientras caía al piso x tí 
Yo no sé qué harías x mí 
Dímelo tú

Que hubieses hecho? bb
Si había una mitad, bb
Y ahora ya no está
Te hubieses lanzado?
Como yo de mi cuarto 

Vienes, todo aquí es tuyo
Todo aquí en mi casa
Rie, llora y danza
Pensando en nosotros cuando ella baila
No la quiero tanto después de ti 
Ninguna vale tanto después de ti 
No la quería nada después de ti

Q hubieses hecho? bb
Si había una mitad, bb
Y ahora no está
Te hubieses lanzado?
Fuck
Como yo de mi cuarto

Hoenn (Cover)

lyrics:

Ya Ya Ya(x3)
OOO OOO
Ya Ya Ya (x3)
OOO OOO

And you said I'm wrong
for choosing someone else

I never wanted to talk to you any fucking ways
I used to dream about us on our fucking wedding days

Suicide its taking control of my mind
I wanna feel at peace
at peace

Breaking my heart in two
I know I never deserved
or needed you

Your like my better half
I had no clue
that I would be losing you

I never wanted to stop
But now im done
I said im through with you're games 
it's no more fun
and now im dead out of love

I never wanted you're love (x3)

I never wanted you're love
but now im picking a side
and idk if im right this time but i really want to be

Dead out of love

i want to go to therapy. @prodperil

just1ce:
Everything will be okay
But I don't have time to waste on you 
So I changed my mind
She doesn't care if I'm hurting or not 
She drives me so crazy that I've gone at the top 
They said if I died then it wouldn't be the same 
I bet if I look down it would all be okay 

Everything will be okay
(Oooo)
Everything will be okay
(Oooo)

seb:
btw here are lyrics:

dont leave my side just yet,
i wanna be your only one,
i want to make you feel better,
dont give up and say youre done,

cause i just want it, to be better,
for the both of us,
and i keep writing you these letters,
without sending none of them.

and i could never waste your time,
cause i just want you to be mine,
but if you want me to walk away,
then let me know and ill be fine

and i just hope that im improving things for you and im not a burden,
i wish that youd talk to me more, and i could see you all the time

Everything will be okay ft. Sebstixns

Why'd you hurt me ft. Sebstixns

@sebstixns-funerl:

i try my best,
but they could only love me when im dead,
and forget my name one year after,
and act like they all did something.

they can hide all of the tear marks and the eye bags from my corpse,
and shape my face so all the things that i had felt will go ignored.
but i will haunt everybody in their dreams.
just like their words would haunt me when i couldnt sleep.

so embalm me, 
in my tears,
i dont want,
to look weird.

ive been drowning,
in my fears,
and my bodys,
rotting clear

https://soundcloud.com/mistvale

lyrics coming soon:

old unreleased test song from june 2024 (prod. erdo and fozo)

sebstixn alt (NOT THE MAIN ACCOUNT)