pour a drink in my cup no i dont hold back

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rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

produced by @prodreaper
mixed by @nick-grivell

i break fast, move slow
don’t ask, they all know
their fake laughs, won’t change
walk past, no names
blades and, roses
my heart stays, frozen
i lay back, breathe deep
i flip through my TV.

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities
i miss the way you smile through the pain
inside your photos
you haunt my dreams

watch the raindrops rolling off the tattoos
on your shoulder
since you left me I’ve grown colder
breathing heavy like theirs boulders on my chest

its real
but all of the rest 
don’t care how you feel
so i think its best
this blood I’ve spilled still goes to waste

i get that membrance of your face
while I’m walking in the downpour of this rain
outside your place, I’m breathing your name

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities

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i become less interesting the older that i get

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prod @cxldblxxd

Dripping so pretty 
Yeah i’m high right now
I’m just trying to fucking clear what’s in my head somehow
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now 
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now

I don’t think you can love me 
Baby if you really fucking do than show me
I don't think you can love me
If you get to see my stupid heart it’s ugly 

Pull up in a fast car 
I’ve been spending cash hard 
I’ve would give up everything if it would give me your heart 
Know you’re fucking hurting know you’re dying inside 
I’ve been fucking trying i’ve been hitting phone lines
I would crash a fast car 
Id start to write some real bars 
Maybe it would help if i could just speak with my own heart 
Maybe say my real name 
No more hiding behind gloomy shades and cold days

Dripping (prod. cxld blxxd)

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artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

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love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

[+] i know all of this is just pretend, i really thought you were my friend
* prod by @metlast *

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DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
lace on and she dancin
so fine, she transcend
i know all of this is just pretend
i really thought you were my friend
game on and she panicked
just like that, she vanished
this was forever we planned it
how could you do this? like dammit

[verse:]
all of these thoughts in my head
like what is she doing in my bed
and i dont wanna talk in the end
cus i know im goin wind up dead

sparkin a spliff so my lungs collapse (i be off the pack)
fuckin a bitch so my heart turn black (til i can't feel bad)
pourin drank in my cup, no, i don't hold back (so i can't feel sad)
feelin all on my dick, shorty bring that ass (shorty bring that ass)
hop in the whip and i drive real fast (sippin a forty, foot pressin the gas)
guessin we're done so leave me in the past (first girl i loved, and i swear you're the last)

ay watch me im sippin on dat, yah
layin my head in your lap, oh
fallin im right in your trap, yah
right in your trap yah

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ghost girl

featuring
production and vocals from @vibevoka
guitar, bass and vocals from @cpt_sad
vocals from @barrenwaste
live drums from Jordan Davis [https://twitter.com/jordancd3_]

voka

yeah im fading
into the ocean
just waiting for my death bed
complicating
any emotion
just feel like no one knows me :( 

barren

birds eye view 
of a man staring back
picture frame take ya
20 years past 
known intuition 
1 year in your lap
raised me 
to take none
and give what you get 
chanting there’s not 
enough time left 
can’t snap back 
to the right mindset 
going to sleep
at 6 in the morning
light coming 
rain is still pouring
eyes open
to the sunset 
soul trying to 
out run me

go away 
as far as can be 
gunning the streets 
shout from the tops of trees 
it’s all gonna end 
so be where u need

yesterday

i know that nothing will last
give me some time, i been coped with the past
i cannot take it all back
love aint a feeling
its bout how you act
couldnt've put in the work that you needed
i cannot sleep without bleedin
keep me at bay or the storm wont subside
its rainin, its pourin
lets go for a drive
75 down memory lane
im gettin high to numb all the pain
forget your smile, forget my name
its been a while and shit aint the same
been too busy disassociating
daylights fading
in the shadows fate is waitin for us

having to relearn the things
that i used to know so well
tell me what you wanna hear
if i speak my heart too loud
in the depths of the ocean
i lye resting peacefully

dont you stop and ever think about how things used to be? 
[i do all the time]

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no one knows me (w/ voka & barren) [prod. voka x yesterday]

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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