Smoking on that kush i think my brain starting to rot 

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Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

[+] but I think I'm a no one, im just getting by
*produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS:

[hook:]
bitch im on them drugs cuz ion sleep at night
shawty said she love me I don't feel it right
god damn im a legend in my fans eyes
but I think im a no one im just getting by (2x)

[verse: 1]
I know that ill fall on my face soon
who the fuck you talking to? I made you
I don't even know why I hate you
baby let me know if he play you
ima pull up with them 30s in the backseat
we goin pick him up like a taxi
reminisce reminisce when you had me
I just pop them xans ion sip lean

[hook:]

[verse: 2]
how the fuck u play me like a fool?
I just want them bands who are you
sipping on it straight, no juice
if he start to talk he meet the tool
im bullet proof
stepping stone, I gotta go
he don't know
what I know yeah
what I know yeah
what I know yeah

getting by

getting by (prod. sobernap)

Old Me

old me w/ GGLeak

My Only Friend

friends from the past

all these highs be weary 
they take my friends and bury 
but dont be scared theres much more room inside this cemetery
all these stories cautionary
like take your life compare me 
take the parts you dont like then 
in your life be different than me 
nothing could have prepared me 
none
but i knew the whole time what would happen 
it just hits different when youre really in it heavy 
my skin is slipping off me
just leave me where you find me  
im in the woods trainspotting through the poison ivy 
i left that all behind me
still feel it close beside me 
i dont know what to do with myself when i sit still and silent
i find myself in situations i hope dont get violent 
i trip myself up thinking someones intentions are sideways
ive just been done so badly
you dont know the slightest
all these things that i done seen i keep em in my eyelids 
all this time that ive spent looking youd think that id find it 	  
and i try the millionth i dont know why 
repeat

tombstone carousel (prod. sorrow bringer)

bluff w/ Weepings & Ally Holloway (prod. jody)

solo (prod. the tear god)

[+] a list of my tendencies. 
* prod by @sketchmyname *

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LYRICS:

[intro:]
i could really tell by how you walk
see it in your face every time that you talk, ouu
i don't wanna lock
all the fucking thoughts in my head
but i don't know what to do if i stop
i do this a lot

[verse: 1]
i do this a lot
smoking on that kush
i think my brain startin to rot, uh
fuck it, oh my god
i do this a lot yeah
baby i'm alone up in my room
can i get top?
please get out my face
i don't mean to blame
but you always talk a lot
and i just wanna get some space
uh fuck it i'm a lame
put that on my name shorty
i don't wanna see you
when i pull up with my gang ya
she think i'm insane

[bridge:]
i'll show you crazy
just look in the mirror lil baby
i know you hate me
gold all in my lip
she think i'm a dick
i'ma take yo bitch
i just tell it how it is

[hook:]
i do this a lot (8x)

[verse: 2]
pulled up in a benz
i don't need no friends
fuck it
you can come and see me
if you really want amense
i don't think so
you biting on my lingo
i'ma spark this blunt right here
for you outside my window
like i do this a lot

i do this a lot (interlude)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

Follow me <3

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

lyrics
—————
i look outside, watch the leaves fall down
will i crash & burn or will i leave this town
& why u do care so much
& why don’t i give a fuck
i guess
i’m cynical at best 

will i crash & burn or will i leave this town
..will i leave this town

ion wanna be like this
ion wanna feel like this either
all the scars that are on my wrist
each time just a lil bit deeper

& i’m faded
i’m jaded
ion think that i can take this
i dont really know where to go from here
but i know soon that i’ll dissspear

i guess
i'm cynical at best

& i really feel i’m runnin' outta time
prolly cus i’m always wasting mine
& know i'm runnin' outta time
prolly cus i'm wasting mine

cynical at best [prod. Luciid & Ninewater]

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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i do this a lot (interlude)

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