Deathbed ft. Days To Waste (Nevrfall/Droozy)

ty for listening w/ @saikyu <3 
prod@user-221968777 & guitar by @ryini
 
// lyrics i 
// saikyu 
i've been lost
i've been lost
i cant see a damn thing when I think 'bout you
run away, run away
i can’t be a damn thing when i'm without you
will you stay, will you stay on my mind?
'cause I cant take it if you do
go away, go away
i don't want you anymore
i want a steady view
give me something i can lie upon
give me something i can rely on
give me something i can call my own
give me something i can call my own

i keep chasing my time
and i know why, cause i’ve been lost inside
yeah lost inside
i keep facing my time
as i own my
decisions deep inside
at least I try

// geist 
i’ve been distant but you know i mean well
pretty eyes but they’re going through hell
took the time,
couldn’t sort my mind
if i leave this behind,
would you be fine

cause i swear that i’m trying
i just don’t know what to do now
it feels like i’m dying in the center of the room love
need you out of my head
and all the words you’ve said

// saikyu & geist
i keep chasing my time
and i know why, cause I've been lost inside
yeah lost inside
i keep facing my time
as i own my
decisions deep inside
at least I try

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at least i try w/ saikyu [_DMaru 望む]

need nobody demos

mood ring

LoVe&dEaL

lyrics
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drifting away
i'm so out of place
the void in my eyes
addicted to pain
i'm burning inside
i can't hold this weight
ur like the sunrise
& i'm like the rain

(got me feelin so empty
but it's fine
i'd rather stay inside)x2

(here we go again i wrote another sad song
i can't help it everything just feels wrong
this is hell
& i've been this way for so long
shattered picture frames
i'm the one 2 blame)x2

shinxbi: 
(i can't
figure out what went wrong
you, & me
used to sing along 2 sad songs
and, u see
all the scars that i hide
cus i won't forget u
& i won't forgive u)x2

another sad song w/ shinxbi [prod. why loner]

[+] ok we both fucked up, it's the past. 
* prod by @prodjody *

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LYRICS:

[pre-chorus:]
at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel like i'm to blame

[verse:]
you made me choke on the air
if you weren't aware
you made me think all the thoughts
that already there
and i fucked a bitch i don't care
there i said it
but i never meant it
i just wanna tell you i'm present
and fuck i'm a blessing

at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

i think that this for the best
fuck you, you made me depressed
gaslight me up then you drown me
i know you think i'm a clown

but you barely know me
you think i'ma flop?
i'ma ball like Ginóbili

and i know he's there
so i'ma keep moving like i just don't care
try not to think bout your hand in his hair
fucking burned all our photos i swear
hate your fucking guts
i want my stuff
i can't go home cus i think of your touch
i don't even know who the fuck i can trust
thought you the one
but you did this shit just for fun
im just a fuck
i just want love
i just wanna tell you i miss you a bunch
as i hold up the gun
im feelin real stuck

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel  like i'm to blame

i'm to blame

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i'm to blame (prod. jody)

Go follow Daystowaste his music is amazing!
Prod. Metlast

Lyrics: 
Small world, dream girl I'll never get to you I know 
Lost words poor girl you'll never find your way back home 
Chasing sirens, Knives of diamond
These pretty nightmares pull me close 
Falling victim to a vision 
I'll never get to you I know 
(I'll never get to you I know) 

The space between our fingers fits so perfect 
But your scent lingers 
In my bedsheets after these years 
I gotta find a place where I can sleep okay 
Burn out the nightlight, wait for the night time 
Stay up till midnight, sleep till the sunshine 
I will never be, no I will never be the one 

(I will never be the one) 
(And I'll never be) 
(I will never be the one) 

Small world, dream girl I'll never get to you I know 
Lost words poor girl you'll never find your way back home 
Chasing sirens, Knives of diamond
These pretty nightmares pull me close 
Falling victim to a vision 
I'll never get to you I know 
I'll never get to you I know

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dream girl (ft. Days To Waste)

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

post death (outtakes)

little things

Original song "VIOLET" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(violet breaking the silence. I got a little lost sometimes, we got a little lost sometimes)
I guess I'm just yours for the taking
Every little breath feeling shaky
Voice in my head 
Telling me that I need to rest
And I've been trying not to get inside my head too much cause I might lose you

(nothing but a lostboy)

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

I'm looking out
You're looking down
As your feet tread the ground back to your house
Take some time to clear my mind
And maybe I could run but I
I don't know where
I'mma run too
Feel the weight in a shade of a pale blue
Cause I look back, and I miss you
Feelings so far above (us) but know that I won't wake up

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

VIOLET

Lyrics:

[hook]
I was shouting calling for you
Shawty you know I love you
All I wanted was to stay with you
For the rest of my life
Stay by my side
Nothing can beat us
We'll never die
We'll never find
Someone like us 
Someone that will make us fall in love
x2

[verse]
I tried to save you cause I couldn't save myself
If you feel tired you can lay on my chest
If you feel sad you can wrap yourself into my arms 
So I can feel your scent flowing inside my lungs
I miss the time we spent, told you in a couple songs
My own heart complains, wishes you'd never gone 
Wishes you'd never fall in love with someone else
I guess is just too late to try and change myself
To try and change myself
I was shouting

[hook]
I was shouting calling for you
Shawty you know I love you
All I wanted was to stay with you
For the rest of my life
Stay by my side
Nothing can beat us
We'll never die
We'll never find
Someone like us 
Someone that will make us fall in love
x2

Fall In Love [prod. IOF]

i'm a burnout

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