Song from my 2011 self created albun "The Legend". Wrote this for a girl I liked who empowered me to be myself ☺️

The Legend

Insecure

Song from my 2015 self created album #redefined

#redefined

Psychodevil

Broken Future

Despair

Rooftop

Final music project for my digital music class. Created with SoundTrap
(feat. vocals by Sara)

Ready, Get Set, Go

Netherworld

LYRICS:

Spring is my season 
to blossom and thrive,
The summer brings warmth 
Fun and bountiful light,
Like the leaves fall I let go of things,
that don’t serve me in Autumn,
As I drink away my worries, spiced rum,

Soul gets hungover,
As winter gets colder,
What a year it’s been,
A new one begins,
Staying in bundled,
Through which we get humbled,
Then boom,
Spring is in bloom,

Spring is so beautiful,
So is the summer,
But my downfall,
Leads me to winter,

We have our seasons,
That gives us reasons,
Lessons, revelations, solutions,

Now’s not my era,
That’s okay,

It will be spring again
One day…

Not My Season

Hindi/English rap I wrote, featuring my broken ass Hindi skills (Jac: my mother tongue is Malayalam)

Beat is from a random YouTube video (don’t remember which one but I’ll be happy to credit once I know)

Mirchi

LYRICS:

Furious no more,
I don’t get mad, I get distant,
The trust is out the door, 
Sanity somewhat existent,

I don’t get mad, I disconnect and shut the door,
So much drama I don’t need no more,
Hard being C.ma when I see you haters,
Call me “ride or die”
When you bitches don’t try,

Playin with a heart and soul that started innocent,
Took me for granted but bitch I’m Maleficent,
I too got a gift for you, known as,
Karma, what goes around comes around,

Thought you could control and manipulate me,
But sweety,
Are you just jealous that you ain’t me?
Bada bing bada boom,
Makin no more room,
For your negativity,
Forget my generosity,

Gave everything I had inside,
To the point that I grew bleary,
You want me to apologize,
When I‘m not even sorry?

I’m everything I’m meant to be,
Unapologetically,
Stayin kind,
But don’t try to speak my mind,
You don’t know the strength 
That’s inside my heart,
Cause every single time that I fall apart,

I facilitate
A superhuman rise,
I close my eyes,
Open up my third eye,
Then I don’t feel like living,
In a world of destruction,
Tired of grieving,
My freedom and compassion,

I know how I feel,
Emotions too real,
So try to understand,
Or go fuck yourself,
And work on yourself,
Let me be myself,
Or be by myself,
Happiness is in the self, ri

Aftermath of disrespect ain’t pretty,
I don’t give a fuck if I get petty,
Aftermath of disrespect ain’t pretty,
I don’t give a fuck if I get petty

Aftermath

Singer and songwriter
All music produced by yours truly via whatever self taught music production skills I have :p

Aftermath

C.ma Sara

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