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My Life Is Full Of Regrets

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

Hope u like it


Here is the link to other platforms 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/haldenrule/i-dont-like-your-friends-2

I don't like your friends

produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

alyona x @grasior prod @xona

"alyona"
spiral through
past the bend
cant see anything with the glare in my lens
to foreclose
ill make amends
so ill set you aside and take my chance to ascend

step onto the field
WATCH THE GROUND SPLIT IN HALF
twitching in my eye,
HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS MAN
force myself out of bed,
EVEN WHEN I CANT
muster up the courage,
GHAUL OR STRENGTH

"grasior"
i would lie to cross away with you
how many losses for a blood moon
weeks spent in a lonely hue
wake up i hear your fate is soon

heard you whispers now i cant let go
keep on climbing oh your a coward no?
fall apart the only thing is hope
you keep on talking with nobody home

who do you think you are
talk behind their back like they never go far
seasons change in your head
when you keep talking about
how cold the air is how cold the air is

keep on talking hard like you'd never go far
i've been wondering if you know who you are
you keep on living life in your fantasy world
how true (x2)

ice breaker w/ grasior

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

produced by @iiamargyle <33
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6aQSjENkry0A8ZYfDFILfp?si=3e2b5d58298e4bd0

lyrics:
Brown eyes
When I see them they clear my mind 
My moms right love is beautiful when done right 
I‘d do anything so u can stay the whole time
Pretty sure I’ll love u till the end of my life 

(I think that this is right for me, in my head every second
And baby this feels nice to me, I said so I meant it
U so perfect not a single flaw I think that this is heaven 
I believe in god, yeah very much, I think u‘re a descendant)

Talking to you is so nice but hours feel like seconds 
My loves only for u I think u‘d call that endless 
Take me back to your place and kiss me when u like 
I‘ll try to make u happy so baby don’t u ever cry
Don’t u ever cry, I‘m really not the jealous type
But baby do, do u need these other guys?
Baby come and get inside 
To shy to look into ur eyes 
Hate this about our times
It just quickly passes by 

I‘d be breaking without you
I ain‘t lying, always tell truth
Cut my friends off, all I need is u
I‘d be breaking without
I ain‘t lying, always tell truth
Cut my friends off, all I need is u

Brown eyes
When I see them they clear my mind 
My moms right love is beautiful when done right 
I‘d do anything so u can stay the whole time
Pretty sure I’ll love u till the end of my life
ly ><

dearth

prod by me

- lyrics -
my hearts gone out of place
please just let the rhythm follow pace
has my life gone cold
since i see my walls been filled with mold

has the world been whispering to me
"your life is done there's no repeating "
a change of seasons

my blood feels so potent
but your hate  had hid like a trojan
talking id notice
how your heart had turned in the ocean

but i made a mistake
your unconditioned love showing you were a fake
i trusted every word thinking you were made for me
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

potent

Producers soundclouds:
@EngelwoodMusic
@astral_beats
@Willhouse
@OMFGCoreyAlexie

Features soundclouds:
@iamfaceless
@ADP
@TheRealReeG
@BernardWillis


Quiet feat. Samsa (prod. Astral)

Lyrics:

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

i found a egg inside my body colored red covered in guts
she's spouting bout how that's not a fair and giving me a fuss
uh 
i'm sitting here like what the fuck
is that really your reaction to my stomach now expunged

my intestines aren't intact
and my liver's no better
you thought it was a laugh
but i'm dying in my sweater
took a blurry photograph
and i hit the ground forever
tried to put them back in
i was putting all my effort
yea
i was putting all my effort
sorry that i couldn't make it home was busy deader
promise that i'll try to make it home by supper
if they let me out this coffin maybe soon i'll be better

fuck fuck fuck fuck

we're all in this together
like captain could you share the map
we need it for the weather
your greed is immeasurable you fucking human trash
how i'm friends with you no wonder ended up a pile of ash

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

how i am defined (prod. treetime)

produced by xona

@grasior
@herskylin

-lyrics-
keep my head stat
there's poison in the water why my drawn back
i swim but my reflection keeps my brain dead
im stuck inside this mess that i cant crack
the fog is heavy i cant see straight
my buried soul is my down state
i see a ghost that i once knew
is nothing more than what ive gone through

gone through (x4)

most of the time I fake it, it's not really true when I show it
even when I'm at my lowest, I try my hardest on fakin'
don't want anyone knowin' that I hate myself more than I show it
and I can't blame no one but me tho, but the truth is hard to swallow
mi mama me dice que soy lindo y muy fuerte,
como le digo que yo busco mi propia muerte
a mi me dicen que sigue adelante
que yo hago si la herida es muy grande
yo ni se mi mismo no tengo una plan b
solo se que me siento como cobarde

cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b
cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b

keep me from coming back
I doubt when I peek past
deepen this hatred has
controlled my only hands
I took a toll when alone
placed in a structure course
lift up my weight in hopes
to fix in what I had loved
walk, walk, walk (I feed into the eyes)
I’m running out of luck, luck, luck (deceived by many lies)
I can’t seem to run, run, run
I’m losing sense of touch, touch, touch
oh, i've had enough

clover

clover w/ grasior & skylin

prod. me  (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
its been years since i saw you, you don't know me
like you know you do
your a cheat and the fault lies on you
if i could leave you know i would.
ouuu
yeah you know i would
ouuu
yeah maybe i should
maybe i will
why do i have to feel so damn arrogant?
i should've known that yr a fucking menace
and i'm crying here on the bed where we slept
i should've never gave u my best

first time was a lie and i know it
just play dumb and make excuses
third time I was disappointed
this girl really thinks i am stupid

I'm lying here dirt an grime all on my face
she set me up, should've known from all of the space
all i did was match her energy and the slow pace
i grabbed the flowers i bought her and ripped it out the vase
maybe it was you i should have replaced
but the first time i met you, you made my heart race
so i assumed on a dumb whim that you might feel the same
so I sat here and sat there an you never came

you make me feel stuck in the middle
this place to me is sentimental
it feels foggy, just like my mental
to me ur touch never felt gentle
never felt gentle
no
no oh

hmph you don't like how i treated you?
so you went and fucked another man?
this was my last mistake
you did the one thing
I DIDNT WANT AND IN MY OWN HOME
NOW IM BANGING AT DEATH'S DOOR
LETTING HIM KNOW
STOP JAMMING MY PISTOL
IM TRYNA LET GO
oh
im tryna let go
man im just trying to let go

gentle

prod. @herskylin

amv: https://youtu.be/FyyT0j_EfSE?si=CqPAPI9Bx_LYt7nb

don’t wanna imagine a world without you
tu me tiene vuelto loco y sin idea about you
(you have me crazy and not knowing what to do about you)
i don’t think you love me from the start i doubt you 
and now i feel all the weight crashing down from all my actions 
shoulda never got mixed up witchu 
now it’s a grave for two 
i fucked it up, it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what i’ve always done

I ain't got much strength left in me but I'm hopin that I-
make it to tomorrow, I'm losing all hope 

huh, so tell me what am i supposed to say 
i think about you a couple times a day
you cloud my thoughts every time i lay 
it seems like things will never go my way
with barely any strength left, 
I pull thru this day without rest 
feeling love less, feeling numbness, 
feeling a mess, feeling nothing

well tell me baby is it even really worth it
if nothing that I do can ever be perfect 
I'm just another guy not wanting to be worthless
and baby you are so pretty it leaves me wordless

i light my cigarette and hope that i forget things 
I just feel like i’m nothing worthy of attention 
i suffer from self deprecation and seclusion 
i know im fucked up in the head don’t need to prove it

refresh

skylin - refresh

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

spotify

shoot

xxxtacy

I’m a song creator and reposter, my first account had the same name as this one but got deleted :\ but I will prevail! And my this account which WON’T Be deleted

https://linktr.ee/REEVOLVE

ice breaker w/ grasior

alyona

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