Big Betty (prod. five)

Save Something

prod. lil divine

caught up in someone you were in the past
why did u change i wish we could go back
seventeen days with no marks on my neck
from bleeding internally choking to death

choke on my words as i stumble around
somebody help me im scared i might drown
im scared ill never make it outta town
before rain causes bodies to melt to the ground

im understandably just terrified
whyd you fuckin lie
whyd you tell me that you love me look me in my eyes

say it like you mean it cuz my thoughts are getting hazy
tell me that you hate me
tell me ả̸̢̝͜m̷̡͔̈́ ̴̘̿̂̕i̴̝̻̐ ̴̢̭̟͘c̵̢͓͕̓͗ŗ̴͙̮͊̄a̷̱͑͌́z̴͉̭͍̏̉͑ý̵͉̭̓?̴̜̀͠

internal

Bad Influence [Prod. DpBeats + Tyluminosity + Thank you]

prod. outofplace

i been feelin outta place ill shut my mouth nothin 2  say
i been living day 2 day wit a knife in my back and a hole in my brain

i been feelin outta place ill shut my mouth nothin 2  say
i been living day 2 day wit a knife in my back and a hole in my brain

wheres my head ive gone insane
swear i saw faces in the rain

"pray the lord my soul to take" is
what i'll say wit a gun to my face no faith

look me in the eyes and say u rly been thru it
look up to the sky and swear to ur god before you do it
look up to the sky and pray that ur gone before im movin
girl ill end ur life witout a second thought because im ruthless no

is this what u wanted from the get go
everytime i speak it comes to haunt me like an echo
bitch im movin on u need to let go
bitch im movin on to the next one

im sick of livin my life in ur shadow
imtreading this path its too narrow
and they tried to drown me the waters too shallow
they'll leave me to hang byt my neck in the gallows

i been feelin outta place ill shut my mouth nothin 2  say
i been living day 2 day wit a knife in my back and a hole in my brain

wheres my head ive gone insane
swear i saw faces in the rain

"pray the lord my soul to take" is
what i'll say wit a gun to my face no faith

FAITH

shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

prod. (sk8mile)

pt2 to a forgotten song song  <3

lyrics :3 - 

its all my fault 
thats the way its gotta be love
ur scarred skin 
but my arms the one that bleed love
heart broke hennesy my cup
ill never be enough
its still my fault
empty woods replace my walls
mold is gone but the purple leaves now fall
starlit smoke in my lungs
they fall apart
to get numb enough
to live life on

bottled love embrace it 
holding conversations
half blacked out on pavement
dirt on my dirt on my
pages
ill never make it
stages im trapped in thes places 
wait
all i feel here is hatred 
aye
memories of us erasing
wait
rolling js till my lungs snap
lay in bed till im snapped back

sippin 150
 30 drive 60
 heart in my art no u wont miss me
 make me ur target 
 drugs in my system
 ill play along 
please make me ur victim


watch time pass 
windows sills
the glow my phone
the world stand still
this towns dark lights
will hold me well

in her arms tonight
by the wishing well
on this park bench tree hope ur doing well


audio - euphoria

fault2. (sk8mile)

{OUT ON ALL PLATS} - https://songwhip.com/pdktp/torn

This is my favorite song that I have ever made, blow this up.
please and thank you, love you all for the recent support <3

also huge thanks to @tansea for the production!

LYRICS:

(verse 1)
don't know what say to you,
you tell me it's all a roose,
I can't get ahead of you,
your making me feel so blue,
I can't make a case to you,
I don't what I did to you,
always tryna fix shit that was never there,
talkin bout me but I never really cared,
walkin to the distance don't know where,
why is your heart so damn hard to share,

(bridge)
cause I don't know how to love,
hittin me back I don't want your love anymore,
you make it so hard why am I only ignored,
you mess with my head and I feel so torn

(chorus)
torn,
I'm wishing you would come my way,
but now I'm driving to a different state,
and now your telling me to relocate,
like how damn selfish are you really?
so upset now I can hardly breathe,
ripped up my insides and now I weep, 
without you I feel so damn incomplete

(verse 2)
I wonder if she comes my way,
you talk to me like I' m not okay,
I wonder if she knows my name,
I guess I'm the one to take all the blame,
I wonder if she knows my name,
I'm acting blunt, but that shits all the same,
I want her more than I can say,
I run away,
I run away,
I run away because I'm torn,

(chorus)
torn,
I'm wishing you would come my way,
but now I'm driving to a different state,
and now your telling me to relocate,
like how damn selfish are you really?
so upset now I can hardly breathe,
ripped up my insides and now I weep, 
without you I feel so damn incomplete

torn

torn [prod. tansea]

prod. by @thesoundofgivingup and @safeatlast

im not the person u used to know
im sry im unusual
dont tell me that ur sorry girl im sorry cuz im used to those

i been nothin but delusional
im waiting for my funeral
cuz everytime i hear ur voice its drowned out by a song that goes
wooooahhhhhh
wooooahhhhhh

im fuckin sick of this everyday cycle
they left me 2 bleed but my organs arent vital
theyll drown out my screams with the sounds of recitals
cuz i am just another kid that claims theyre suicidal

a suit and tie is suitable to transfer to the other side
there is not a glimpse of hatred comin from my tired eyes
i cant even think straight cuz im riddled with a tired mind
kick me to the curb im tired of bein on the sidelines

static
stand still lock on scope automatic
take out my soul wit a blade to the back and
just end all my habits when you come in slashin
im not comin back to the past where i left you behind
end it all when i pull out the knife
pray to god at the end of the line
pray to god this the end of my life

static

choking on my blood in my sleep 

@seeohbee
prod. @sad_branwen

Big Betty (prod. five)

seeohbee

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