i dont wanna say that im sorry 
so i wont then 
I been waking up 
to all bullshit that you said 
its between the drugs 
and the things you promised
If im being honest 
no ones ever really there
feeling all alone 
im scared
not speaking up 
i wouldnt dare
but i got secrets left to bare 
and its heavy
im so heavy 
a massive entity 
stuck in this body 
and its getting to me 
i make myself bleed
feel like it does something 
but its never what i want 
i dont wanna say that im sorry 
so i wont then 
I been waking up 
to all bullshit that you said 
its between the drugs 
and the things you promised
If im being honest 
no ones ever really there
feeling all alone 
im scared
not speaking up 
i wouldnt dare
but i got secrets left to bare 
and its heavy

secrets were never fun

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