Metalcore/Post-Hardcore/Deathcore

ft @saturn27 produced by @prodelxnce @kurai

[tropes]
cloak tattered , but itll never even matter
grippin on the bedside wanting something better
go get her , i see u staring at a letter
havent cried yet but never say never

inside a room of broken doors so
bind the ring and take my torso
took it out for less or more tho
filming me but whats it for tho 

the less u know the better , yea its whatever
its always gonna upset her , i put it all together
pull it down forever , im the worst one ever
so im charring the embers 

do you think you’re clever or something?
better than nothing?
theres on the one thing that i could say to you
saying some dumb things, im tryna feel something
setting a marker to ruin my day to you

woah, half of em will leave u for a joe dam schmo
im broke cuz i sell too god damn low
or too high , at this point i don’t know
a new die, but the same old roll

you cant teach an old dog new tricks
but a brand new seat makes a new sit
but i cant talk now im a nuisance 
im a bricked system so useless

woah, half of em will leave u for a joe dam schmo
im broke cuz i sell too god damn low
or too high , at this point i don’t know
a new die, but the same old roll

cloak tattered w/ saturn (elxnce + kurai)

next2u (emorave)

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

production+guitars by me & @oakscreen
feat. @heavenindaclouds

why am i so annoying
toxic all the time like i'm poison 
talk down n his corpse will be floating
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 
why does everyone ignore meh
same thing every day its so boring 
idgaf i'm still hoping
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping  

toxic all the time like im poison 

ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 

and im pacin around my room 
cuz i dont kno wat to do
n i thought u were my friend
and u said u loved me 2
i guess true love isn't true
oh my god what should i do
gonna throw up on my shoes (x2)

@heavenindaclouds :
see you staring in the glass with a mean face
i can't see shit i cant see straight now
yea you talkin love we gon' be late now
that's a mistake
i been dealin with shit since i was young 
i'm just tryna have some fun
you could take all this shit back without a gun
you ain't the only one
said you wanted love 
want it all 
but you didn't wanna make a friend 
not at all
you said you taught me lessons taught me more 
i don't really think i get the message anymore
cause ive been thinkin bout love 
is it me or is it trust (x2)
~~
big thank you to oakscreen

stream

coping w/ heavn

CASKETS - Signs

While She Sleeps -ENLIGHTENMENT(?) instrumental Cover

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
and its too easy to see 
what you wanted from me
can't get you out of my head
just wanna go right asleep
i know she want me to stay
yeah she begging me please
but i just think about you
kissing you in my dreams

[venusiann]
maybe i'm crazy
you couldn't save me
this feeling deep down
it hurts but i wont speak out
kiss me slow, oh
i sing you these notes, oh
did you know, oh
i love you the most, oh

dreams ft. venusiann (k4nji)

Before I Turn - Shattered Moon

@bbyazul4k
@xandror2
Praise Ariel for she will shield you from the cold 

https://instagram.com/888psych?igshid=NDk5N2NlZjQ=

i will keep you warm

i will keep you warm (bbyazul xandror2)

Lost Souls

Caskets - Lost in Echoes

Novelists - Antares

i cannot let go ft. pika, prkr blu

instagram

u mean even less to me now

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

pipe dream w/ lieu

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