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sorry i'm dumb
sorry i didn't mean to be the one
don't go passed out in the background
now the banging in my head is louder 
i'm done
comment request and reply 
don't let the sadness deny 
the way you look at me
stuck in sadness
sudden silence is turning black 
empty bottles on the counter
a ton of caps
you just told me to come over 
well where you at
i'll bide my time but don't tie my hands

i'm not gonna let you drown 
i'll pull you out the shore
let the water dry out
now my bodies so sore
cop an ounce roll it up
so high on the floor

you told me don't send a text
(i did it anyway)
hit my bong start to cry
(wipe my tears away)
lick the blood off my knife 
(i know you like that)
tell me that i am fine 
i deny it all the time 
baby when i'm with you 
i just wanna fly 

sorry i'm dumb
sorry i didn't mean to be the one
don't go passed out in the background
now the banging in my head is louder 
i'm done
comment request and reply 
don't let the sadness deny 
the way you look at me
stuck in sadness
sudden silence is turning black 
empty bottles on the counter
a ton of caps
you just told me to come over 
well where you at
i'll bide my time but don't tie my hands

don't tie my hands (prod. yung skah)

wish it never happened (prod. xmichaelwarren)

we are fine but we're not (prod. drmabeats, ayoley, miroow)

crumbling [siemspark + 5head]

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
if i could wait at all
i'd hesitate too much
this patience takes too long
it's time to move it up
this queue's been taking months
what's wrong with me don't know
it's time to play along
no matter how much 

time it takes
away from what
i wanna do 
i gotta do 
the things that i 
have said that i
would do 
it's only right
i promised you

so long the wait
what's on the way
will come sometime
if not today
i might complain
and try to change
my life i might
just stay the same

is there something wrong
i never felt so odd
have i ever felt this way before
can i shake it off
does the past repeat itself can
i control its knobs
will it ever fade away
when the feedback talks

tell me what to say and i'll
go writing every page
i swear it's harder than it was
to get my thoughts out of my brain
is it the drugs that im not taking
or the fact that i've been wasting
all my energy on things that i don't
have so much to say about 

what's with all this hatred
thought i loved all my creations
is the feeling even mutual
my heart is always racing 
for another explanation
a disaster in the making 
these assumptions that i talk about
are nothing but invasive 

do i really need to get
these people up to speed
i guess its all i know to do
i really shot both of my feet
it's hard to run without those shoes
and to be honest i dont think
that all the things i have to say
are so important i should speak them

so let me try my best
to make some sense out of this mess
i think it's funny how expression
always leaves me feeling less than
everybody that's invested
in this broken fucking system
i've awoken through my wishes
something that they gonna listen to

delay tactics (prod. flesh x nihil空)

crystal clear [kuromee + junoes]

One Day At A Time w/ emptychest [+ pekarot]

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated 

i get angry i get mad over heated
had to turn to drugs cause i was seeing demons
pressure in my heart yeah i keep on bleeding 
still waiting for you to come home again
to complete my healing 
times going fast haven't seen you for seasons
didn't take any pictures cause i didn't think i'll need them
can't look through my memories cause i burnt them for treason 

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated x2

what could of been?  
you kept me the dark like an eyesore 
you hid me away from reality
got me thinking why your still fucking mad at me 

why your still fucking mad at me?
i tried my best yeah i tried fucking everything 
you don't know me
you don't know me
you don't know me
part of me feels like I'm just a phoney

animated (jolst)

@dylaanlotus 

*lyrics*

riptenshi: 

why do i even try? 
when no one gives a fuck bout my life 
so why do i even try? 
(why do i try shit?
when everything always goes unnoticed)

my heart, my heart is broken 
they tore, they cut me open 
no ur not the same, the same person 
idk why u've changed, im still uncertain 
drowned in misery and hella bourbon 
u won't even look at me, i hope it's worth it 

im soulless
my body is so vacant 
hold me if u mean it 
hold me if u mean it 
slam the gas forward 
im reaching for my passport 
don't think that i'll make it 
don't know if i'll make it

dylan lotus: 

why the fuck you switchin sides?
aint no point in lovin, i been broken out my mind
i swear i got way too much bullshit in my life
i swear i dont think ill make it out alive
im just hoping youll be hangin by my side

why the fuck you doing this you always grip my spine
and now i dont think ill make it out alive
now im holding the blade of the knife
felt this way for my whole fuckin life





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if u mean it w/ dylan lotus [+prod. pekarot x lavendertxwn]

my place or your place?
she wanna 69 like shuhei
im steady counting these bluefaces
can't have me gotta settle for the bootleg

black hair, blue bangs
feel like a vampire with 2 fangs
get fucked up listen to shoegaze
can't save me motherfucker it's too late

all of these bodies around me
all of these angels around me
bullet wounds when they found me
im the king bitch crown me
im pullin up in an audi
i'm worth like triple your bounty
i remember back in high school 
motherfuckers used to clown me

hey, hey
let me take you on a date
tonight i'm feeling great
that's not every day

it's just like you and i
dancing till we're dead
remember how much i bled
after everything you said
and if you're so inclined 
shoot until your vision's red
remember how much i bled
after everything you said

my place or your place?
she wanna 69 like shuhei
im steady counting these bluefaces
can't have me gotta settle for the bootleg

black hair, blue bangs
feel like a vampire with 2 fangs
get fucked up listen to shoegaze
can't save me motherfucker it's too late

all of these bodies around me
all of these angels around me
bullet wounds when they found me
im the king bitch crown me
im pullin up in an audi
i'm worth like triple your bounty
i remember back in high school 
motherfuckers used to clown me

hey, hey
let me take you on a date
tonight i'm feeling great
that's not every day

it's just like you and i
dancing till we're dead
remember how much i bled
after everything you said
and if you're so inclined 
shoot until your vision's red
remember how much i bled
after everything you said

2fangs (+sledg3r)

Woke up at 10
Took a 10 
Cause I ain’t myself 
My only friends
Inside my head 
He says get some help
But you can’t listen to what he says 
cause he talks to himself
What’s he really know 
When he’s got nobody else 
I feel lost 
Stuck standing where the streets cross 

She says I look out of it 
Like im tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so im working all night  

I gotta be delirious thinking I can change my life     
Staying up through the night with these bloodshot eyes 
Got a little routine watching the sun rise 
But Im learning how to not hate myself 
Im still watching after everybody else 
Im still figuring out all of these fine lines 
Between alternate timelines
The last time I checked in I was in good health 
What’s the point in having it if I’m gonna ruin it 
Its almost like the pent up the fear in losing it 
Stops me from ever enjoying any of it    
Im just filling the emptiness…  
With a little more emptiness 

She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night
She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night    

Focus on the target that’s ahead of you 
Life is like a contest 
And everyones ahead of you 
There’s nothing you could ever do 
It was never up to you 
It was never meant for you

wish it never happened (prod. xmichaelwarren)

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