they say boys dont cry ft. jstnprks & kennedyxoxo *kt3lly*

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
-
(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

https://twitter.com/1homesickk
https://www.instagram.com/1homesickk/

been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

we are fine but we're not (drmabeats)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
-
Lyrics
(hoepless)
she said i think i'm over u
so take away my breath
i'm tyna figure out how i can kill u 
without hurting my head

taking xans taking handfuls of meds
u wanna know how we ended up friends
i'm smoking gas in the back of the benz
i run away from my problem no end

ur like the match and i'm like the gasoline 
i drink a whole bottle of whiskey before i leave
i'm smoking weed taking acid popping hella beans
u fucking with another guy like what the fuck u mean

(akiradoves)
how am i supposed to be
when i see all these vivid dreams
i don't care too much to find out why
i just noticed that ur not here

i'm doing nothing ur doing something 
i'm seeing no point in us so why we fucking 
and are we just friends it's hard to fucking tell
can you tell me now if you love me now

this is not suppose to happen 
tell me lies and than move on 
finding out ur all i got
i wish things could change for us

and ima dropout 
now i'm doing LSD at my friends house
and i don't even care how the fuck u shut me down
the way ur crawling fucking back how u love me now 
u love me now 
think too much in this 
i'm just hoping u are certain of it 
when you tell me lies and than move on 

you need me 
i want you 
you need me 
i need you

spotify

vivid dreams w/ hoepless (siem spark)

prod. siemspark x drmabeats

this song is officially on Spotify and all major streaming services 🫶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3nT9S7hmprVOuFddHkdZX3?si=eOYP4-eNRveZFJL7lolDhg

shout out @rip_therapper for the art :)


stream on spotify here

guess this is the end (siemspark)

(prodbylxcid x sk3lly)

you didn't realize
what are you
blind folded from the bright lights
ive been grinding all night
you didn't realize
lamborghini porchse i dont a key init
i be stepping blood on the streets on my demon shit
blood on my gucci
and blood on my boss
blood on my louie
and blood on my voss
pressing the pedal
the golden the spark
queen on my left
got the ace up my arm

your looking photogenic bae
i love it when you look at me
i love when your hairs up
i'll take you to harrods
hate it when you're mad at me
falling in a retrograde
maybe i should meditate
finding a balance
don't pull up on me
i got the clint eastwood
and its on me
look at your hair
matching my ombrey grip
look at your nails
matching my black jeans
my black beem
white red seems
it look pearlesent
so you gotta lean
me and my queen
were so grateful
but it might not seem
so
you didn't realize
ive been grinding all night
you didn't realize

you didn't realize
what are you
blind folded from the bright lights
ive been grinding all night
you didn't realize
lamborghini porchse i dont a key init
i be stepping blood on the streets on my demon shit
blood on my gucci
and blood on my boss
blood on my louie
and blood on my voss
pressing the pedal
the golden the spark
queen on my left
got the ace up my arm

struggle to make up my mind
follow the crowd
follow the line
im getting sick of their lip
i need a blade on my hip
i need a cave on my wrist
diamonds shining so bright
that when im whipping at night
their flashing at my car thinking full beams on
i really love your eyeline
i posted up on highrise
i see you in the dark i got the thermals on
white red seems
it look pearlesent
so you gotta lean
me and my queen
were so grateful
but it might not seem
so
you didn't realize
ive been grinding all night
you didn't realize

realize

playing games ft. sace6

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @autumndropsdead
prod @jolst @pekarot_161
cover art www.instagram.com/zaperwave

lyrics:
[Intro: autumndropsdead]
Break me apart, I'll probably like it anyways
Dirt in my heart, was the cause of the heavy weight
Living ain't smart, but it's better than eternal pain
With the way that I'm feeling right now, there'd be no way

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine
I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking
You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it
I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
My only consolations momentary to my past
I reach out, both my arms, but the sky won't do it back
Let it go, lay to waste, I may not be here tomorrow
Every day feels delayed, bitch, I feed off of the sorrow 

[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
Shits not a movie, this my real life man my old girl is a groupie 
They wonder if I'm okay, I don't know I say it loosely 
I just ran out of Percs, need some more before I'm moody
They can kill me that's the beauty 
Sober days, no cannot relate 
Ex mad, yeah, get out my face 
Can't talk she busy at raves 
Laced pills, yeah, they are my favs 
Death soon, oh, this is a race 
Not worth the stress, she in love with the chase 
In an out, I ain't leavin' a trace 
Crackin' cards, but beatin' my case 
Don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it 
Now you stalkin' on my page, I know you read about it 
She still playin' all my songs, she think she slick about it
And I'm never goin' rehab makin' sure about it

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine
I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking
You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it
I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

[Verse 3: autumndropsdead]
The tide casts I can feel you tugging on my heart
It's getting colder, hold her
It was a set up from the start
Hold it still, steady pace, but it never works out
My wrists break from the rain as I fall to the ground

[Outro: heroine diaries & autumndropsdead]
I've been up for two whole days 
I can't sleep blow out my brain 
Xanny bars help numb the pain 
Need your love right in my veins

we are fine but we're not (drmabeats)

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