Biyearly check in, dawg. Still beautiful af 🔥

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I turned 19 today :,) here's a new track 💕
hope ya'll enjoy it <333

can't go back 2 sad :/ (prod. dercept x perish)

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

feat. @lilskeleskrrt
lyrics:
Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Time to move along 
I broke my heart so here’s another song 
Numb the pain, I’m gonna need all of the drugs 
Escaping the memories that I’ve held on for too long 

You say I’m better off dead
you live with regret 
you always made it about the sex 
and laying in bed 

Baby yeah I’m feelin upset 
Got pain to forget 

You always said that I’m the best 
Got you out of breath 

But then, you left

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Delete me Tell me you don’t need me  Screaming, tell me you ain’t anything 
I wanna feel it all 
Drown it all in alcohol 
You’re not upset at all 
Yeah, I hope you fall 
We can put it out 
Baby don’t watch me then 
I’mma hold it down 
Waiting my whole damn life 
Now you’re reading I’m a mess is something I said 
We were laying in bed 
Now you’re wanting me dead 

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

So just delete me

Delete me

delete me (feat. Skele)

you've been all up on mind 
i fkn miss 2019 
didnt know i'll miss it 
3yrs gone on my time peice 
now im kinda sad 
old friends aint friendly 
we use to talk bout black mercs and bentleys 
i might go and cry
feel like pouring my heart out 
argora on my throat 
looking like im about to fly out 
red roses and heartattacks 
ive been crying
red roses and broken cracks 
i'll need heal them 

i miss the days when this shit didn’t bug me
didn’t realise, back then we were lucky
skate to the park, i’m high like a junkie
i don’t wanna think too hard
cus it fucks me up for the daylight
my old friends, they say
“why don’t you hit me up?”
“these days, i get stage fright” 
i’m not ready to grow up
just take me back to school & kali
3 years gone, heart heavy, need to stay light

i miss 2019 w/ sendflowrs

out everywhere. thank u 4 the support. lyrics below<3

Yeah
It's a new me but i'm still the same without you
Yeah yeah
Can you hold me
Oo whoa
It don't even matter what I do
I try and try and try and try

Yeah and I know you better than that
You're hiding your phone from me now
Girl tell me who's that on your snap whoa
I guess i'm the bad guy
Can you stop the game I need a halftime
I can't feel a thing i'm boutta flatline
She keep running round inside of my mind
Yeah whoa
In a room full of friends I still feel alone
Don't know who I am don't know where to go
And when I build you up you break me down
It's hard as fuck to keep you round
Don't know who I am anymore I don't know where to go
She tell me i'm changing
Baby I feel like i'm falling apart
Bitch I keep on breaking
You can't fix this with conversation no
Wake up it's the same shit oh
Go to bed and then i'm pissed off
I don't wanna be the bitter one but it's hard around everyone

Yeah ooo
Yeah ooo
Oh no no no
No no no no no whoa

Girl I still feel the tension
Stop saying shit you never meant then
Going one way down the wrong way
This time I think I learned my lesson oh whoa
And no I won't deny the way you looking in my eyes
You got me going crazy all night I won't lie
Oh no no no no no
No no no no no no
No no no no no no

<3

The Bitter One

spotify

the bitter one [p. king theta]

not the same w/ love jai (@drmabeats x @michaelharrison)

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

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