until i die (ｕ_ｕ*)

(@prodkashik)

@sanrionn
i was never being honest
i just act like im alright
i get no rest
i feel my mentals being collide
locked up my head 
just to make my feelings safe n sound
blood on my hand
stab my back ill just tape it down
x2

@ilyveezy
stuck in my head
i never look back 
i get no rest 
can't u be honest with me?
i can't calm down
i say I'm alright, but I'm falling apart
baby baby..

i wish i knew why i feel this way
don't be afraid take my hand
don't hate urself love u urself
told u again n again

@sanrionn
i was never being honest
i just act like im alright
i get no rest
i feel my mentals being collide
locked up my head 
just to make my feelings safe n sound
blood on my hand
stab my back ill just tape it down
x2

@fleshwounds53
yeah yeah 너요즘진짜왜그래?
yk i would never hurt yo feelings
why yo emotions go grey?
i donno what im doing
im so pathetic, always gloomy
if u hate me then just go kill me
and youd never feel any guilty

tears down on my wrist
i dunno which one is cryin XD
dont forget my name atleast
cut my tounge off with 가위 :P>8
just to prove you that i never ever lie
if you're ever feelin lonely 대신 해줄게 자위

collide

prod. wvzo
M&M Daisy

[lyrics]

she wants to have a
요즘 아침 먹고 땡이야
너밖에 안 보여, 왜 이래 나
이럴 땐 어떡하지, 애들아
네가 생각나네, 매일 밤
그냥 이런 나를 말은 말자

n i just to say my h
유일무이해, 넌
u feel on my life
네가 궁금해져, 난
너의 관찰을 시작할게

아무 이유 없다고는 말 못 해
들어온 이상 못 나가
멀어져 가
너에 대한 관찰일기

she wants to have a
요즘 아침 먹고 땡이야
너밖에 안 보여, 왜 이래 나
이럴 땐 어떡하지, 애들아
네가 생각나네, 매일 밤
그냥 이런 나를 말은 말자

n i just to say my h
유일무이해, 넌
u feel on my life
네가 궁금해져, 난
너의 관찰을 시작할게

관찰일기

病室

10years after 
頭詰まるばっか
本当の気持ちももう書けないや
今も同じHeart
のぼってはおりる階段
you save me 記憶の中に
幸せでも周りと擦れてく
願ったことは叶わないでいて
重ねた嘘もどうでも良くて
世界が俺を忘れて

慣れてない気分
冷たい風に吹かれては消えてく
あっという間に時間が過ぎて
もつれて ズレて 人並み 苦しみも連れて
心引きずって進んでる それだけ

10years after 
頭詰まるばっか
本当の気持ちももう書けないや
今も同じHeart
のぼってはおりる階段
you save me 記憶の中に
幸せでも周りと擦れてく
願ったことは叶わないでいて
重ねた嘘もどうでも良くて
世界が俺を忘れて

forget (ali)

溶けだしてく朝が
冷たい手に溢れた
崩れ去ってく思いが
重なって聴こえた
雨が止んで、手を伸ばせば
連れてってくれるかな
飛びだしていく日々から
振り返って、僕は笑った

布団からでれないうざいなにも
ひどい根深い傷の痛みも
1人崇める走馬灯は
灰の空、舞ってるわ

嗚呼、眠れない
追い抜くstar
まだあどけない細い腕にdive
きっと僕も笑えない 、青い夏の向こうは
まだ歩けない
君は見てるかな

白雨 (prod. zannn x decago)

prod @elxnce @chewy

i logged out with your name in my code line
disconnected by my choice, 
but not by heart
no sound, no signal yet
(i hear your last goodbye)
just the echoes in a broken spine
no blinking lights

the sky is blank, the feed’s gone cold
the lights don't flicker for absence
(learn to glow alone)

just the space between - 
when the pulse stutters
and time forgets to blink
focus on breathing sound   

every map is broken when the light is gone
glitches on repeat
think i’ve got some rust in my veins
breath like counterfeit

whisper how to fall apart
feel exhausted
maybe that’s enough
(don’t want to find exit)

log out, not for freedom but for silence
scrolling through my thoughts like empty timelines
in dreams

i logged out with your name in my code line
disconnected by my choice, 
but not by heart
no sound, no signal yet
(i hear your last goodbye)
just the echoes in a broken spine
no blinking lights

the sky is blank, the feed’s gone cold
the lights don't flicker for absence
(learn to glow alone)

just the space between - 
when the pulse stutters
and time forgets to blink
focus on breathing sound

log (elxnce heroine)

prod me
m&m me
+jiraikeiyuri

@sanrionn
and im done
complicated, not a 101
all these comments got me tired baby
im outta luck
why am i all related
there's no benefit of it, go withdrawal maybe 

@jiraikeiyuri
ⲈⳲⲈⲄⲨⲦⲎⳔⲚⳊ ⲊⳘⲄⳎⲀⲊⲊⲈⲊ ⲘⲈ,, ☆
Ƈ𐤠Ɲ'Ƭ 𐤠ƓⱤƸƸ ⱲƖƬǶ Ꝓ𐤠ⳜⳜƖƲƸ ƬǶƖƝƓⳜ,, ☆
ȴƸƬ ƖƬ ƁƸ,, ʝꓴⳜƬ ȴƸƬ ƖƬ ƁƸ,, ☆
ƓƸƬƬƖƝ ƊƸƸꝒ,, ȴⰙⰙⳜƸƝ Ƈȴ𐤠ⱤƖƬƳ,, ☆

Ɩ Ƈ𐤠ƝƬ ⳜƸƸ 𐒄Ƴ Ƒ𐤠ƇƸ Ⱳ 𐒄Ƴ ƸƳƸⳜ Ɓ𐤠ⱤƸ ⰙꝒƸƝ,, ☆
ƑƸƸȴ ƬǶƸ Ɠ𐤠ⱿƸ ƑⱤⰙ𐒄 ƬǶƸ Ɗ𐤠ⱤƘ,, ǶƸ𐤠ⱤƬ Ƒ𐤠ȴȴƸƝ,, ☆
ƁꓴƬ ƳⰙꓴ Ƈ𐤠ƝƬ ⳜƇⱤƸ𐤠𐒄 ⱲƖƬǶ ƳⰙꓴⱤ ƬǶⱤⰙ𐤠Ƭ ⱲǶƸƝ ƖƬⳜ ⳜⱲⰙȴȴƸƝ,, ☆
Ɩ ƸƲƸƝ Ƈ𐤠𐒄Ƹ ƬⰙ ƳⰙꓴⱤ ꝒƖƇⳜ ƁꓴƬ ƖƬⳜ ꓴƝⳜꝒⰙƘƸƝ,, ☆

ƜƖƬӇƊƦƛƜƛԼ MƛƳƁЄ,, ☆ しりごみ 𖦹 ｡ ° ✩✶˖·˳... (sanrionn)

prod.Omamurin

[remalom]
夢の続きで手が離れた
ポケットの中入ってたラブレター
心は君を探してた
君への想いは隠されてた

もう行く時間だね
何故かいつも同じnightmare
気づいたら君はすでに去って
いつもの世界で死んでいく

[るるんが]
ややややんなっちゃうな
何度繰り返しても同じストーリー
いつの間にか右も左もわかんない
たどり着いたここは
いつも変わらない空虚なspace
ズレてく2人パラレル世界
君がいない世界私1人
ずっと痛いずっと痛い　
楽になんてなれなかったよ
ずっと痛いずっと痛い
楽になんてなれなかったよ

[remalom]
覚めない夢に取り残されていた
僕と君、暗闇の中で
何度も繰り返す、何度も繰り返す
このnightmare
見えない君の内面

Dream Letter

NEUROSTATIC is a 7-track EP by VynX, blending the raw energy of Dubstep with the haunting atmosphere of Future Garage and industrial sound design.

INIT_ERROR

Wanted to make some dnb today, not really inspired by anything other than my own ideas.

Amazing artwork by @nsixakan6

log (elxnce heroine)

sei