Just Ever Since (Prod. Raspo)

beat produced by @m-i-s-e-r-y
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Lyrics: <3

You told me that you would be worth my time
But now I’m lying in my bed 5 years shorter of life
I had no clue your words would hurt this much, but now weed is a must, to sleep
Peacefully, all these
Demons read, my thoughts
That need to be, deleted, right now
I wish you wouldn’t tell everyone that I didn’t care
You know that’s all I ever did with the time we shared

If I came to pick you up would you be ready
If I could die with you would you let me
We were supposed to last a century
What happened to how you felt when you met me
The toll that you caused it was deadly
I didn’t expect it to be this heavy
(shit)
But what was I expecting
It’s not like anything I said, it could’ve kept me

If I gave you love would you share it
If I wrote you a poem would you tear it
I’d like to think, you would like to see, the words that I’ve written since you like to read
But you’ll prolly choose to bear it
The loss and the pain of being careless
That’s fine by me, I don’t mind if we, go our own ways just don’t fight with me

[Outro]
All of your thoughts are destroying my brain
I cannot believe that you left me to change
On my own it’s insane I feel so far away
Like I cannot communicate lost out in space
You planned it all along you left me to rot
You took me apart and then ripped all my thoughts
Into pieces with locks that I cannot unlock
And I wish you would give me the key so it stopped
But you won’t, you never will, you never will
If it came down to it would you ever kill
Would you kill for me if the clock hit 5 till
Or would you drag me down with you into hell

you never shared

you never shared (prod. misery)

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swamp

swamp (prod. fantom)

Mixed: Reed
Mastered: Reed
Produced: Jace
Written: Reed
LYRICS:
You don't know a thing about me 🤧
The way ur living is without me 😣
I gotta black heart and no I ain't shawty 🖤
So wake me up before you all leave ✨


Yes I'm the man🤷‍♂️
I got that plan 🤔
Girl you the one💘
The one I Stan 🙏
I'll be your only 💲
Your onlyfan 😉
You understand? 🤭
It's where we stand 👀
Kawaii The Brand 💕

The things I say to only get by 😔
The way you look, I swear it's hentai 🤤
I gotta shallow heart and you know it runs dry 💔
I leave for now but don't you dare cry 😭

✨REEDKUN✨THE WAY UR LIVING PROD. JACE(AVAILABLE ON SPOTIFY)

Nightmares

TAKE PILLS SO I WON'T EAT

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LYRICS:
(fuck, Shiki I love you but you make me so sad)

can't sleep, take pills so i won't eat
cigarettes, white sheets, with a nosebleed
and she choking, got her moaning like a banshee
everybody talk about me. They don't know me

say she love me, she too young to know what love is
you gon' leave me in a second, baby, fuck this
she wanna fuck me but we don't speak 'til the drugs hit
don't speak, don't think, let my blood drip
i only see you in my phone, you my dreamgirl
wanna run away with me? That's a dream, girl
now you're gone, i only see you in the dream world
i wanna give you everything but you don't need me, girl

now I'm too full but I can't stop eating
promethazine got me tweaking
in my bed I see the demons
they tell me to just keep sleeping

XO
prod. me
guitar by minor2go

nosebleed

In The Woods (Prod. Croisé Errant)

prod. nevrfall 

it's so damn lonely out here
there's a breeze and the cold wind comes in near
it's so damn spacious out here
there's a feeling in my heart that I hold dear

the moon's sitting up there high tonight
the lights blind my mind I feel so hypnotized
I sit alone staring at the big black sky
and dream of the times we searched for gemini

do you miss my skin
are you over it 
do you miss my lips
are you over them 
cause I miss your skin 
touch like porcelain 
and I miss your lips 
I want one last kiss 

the moon's sitting up there high tonight 
your eyes blind my mind I feel so hypnotized
I sit alone staring at the big black sky 
and dream of the times we searched for gemini  

the moon's sitting up there high tonight 
the lights blind my mind I feel so hypnotized
I sit alone staring at the big black sky 
and dream of the times we searched for gemini

full moon

full moon (prod. nevrfall)

[Lyrics]
im going to do it
metal to my skin im going to screw it
pushing pills down my throat 
ima abuse it
nothings the same
i cant feel no pain
your going to catch me swinging from a metal chain

hate me
erase me
hate me
erase me

im not gonna come by
you know i wont i really fucking wont
i got no sun light
i really dont
might be dead when you rise by
i think i really am
not gonna to come by

im going to do it
metal to my skin im going to screw it
pushing pills down my throat 
ima abuse it
nothings the same
i cant feel no pain
your going to catch me swinging from a metal chain

Hate Me [Prod.Metlast]

(intro)

now I just go ahead and take one sip

counting money on my way

but im gone when I take a rip

don't walk away

but it's ok

(Heroin Daniel)
1,2,3 take a way and make em breath 
I could go and show ya but I feel like I am underneath
so i will tell ya what I feel in my chest 
maybe it’s a one thing but I’m tryna to catch some rest, yeah
now I just go ahead and take one sip 
and I could let you but I’m gone when I take a rip 
and I feel maybe one day we could grow and take it real slow baby let’s just go and take a dip

(Pnut)
giving up getting down feeling like I’m falling out 
full of doubt scream and shout baby where have you gone now
counting money on my way 
maybe you could save the day 
please don’t call me and replace 
everything we made that’s great  
I would give you everything don’t walk away 
trying so hard to earn your trust but you don’t give me the time of day 
(I would give you everything don’t walk away trying so hard to earn your trust but you don’t give me the time of day) 

(Pnut)
giving up getting down feeling like I’m falling out 
full of doubt scream and shout baby where have you gone now
counting money on my way 
maybe you could save the day 
please don’t call me and replace 
everything we made that’s great  

(Heroin Daniel)
1,2,3 take a way and make em breath 
I could go and show ya but I feel like I am underneath
so i will tell ya what I feel in my chest 
maybe it’s a one thing but I’m tryna to catch some rest, yeah
now I just go ahead and take one sip 
and I could let you but I’m gone when I take a rip 
and I feel maybe one day we could grow and take it real slow baby let’s just go and take a dip
(and I feel maybe one day we could grow and take it real slow baby let’s just go and take a dip)

braindead

braindead w/ Heroin Daniel (prod. livxloner)

drowned

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swamp (prod. fantom)

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