All my Jams- Part 2

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Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Show Me

A melancholic pop song following a narrator through post-relationship disorientation toward quiet recovery. Intimate, breathy verses contrast with fuller, punchy choruses; the text moves from sleepless rooms and folded confessions through reflective bridges to small, resolute steps into daylight, ending on a tender forward motion.

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[Lyrics]

[Title: Wandering Lights]

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Rooms that used to hold us now keep talking low,  
photographs like questions I refuse to show.  
I feel the fold of promises beneath my skin,  
thin arrangements of where we might have been.  
I practice easy smiles I don’t always mean,  
tuck my trembling words behind a steady scene.

[Pre-Chorus]
Scenes replay in slow motion, edges start to bend,  
every map we drew together finds another end.  
My voice a small lantern in a room that used to glow,  
I speak into the quiet and the quiet feels like home.

[Chorus]
I’m moving through the city of my head tonight,  
chasing little lights that promise something right.  
Lost in velvet silence where our promises unwind,  
I reach for shelter that I cannot find.  
You were weight that pulled me till I slipped away,  
a sudden empty center in the middle of the day.  
Every street remembers how we tried to stay,  
I am wandering, I am wandering, under a pale sky.

[Verse 2]
Late confessions folded in the corner of a drawer,  
traces of a language that we used before.  
You learned the quiet places written in my hands,  
then left them like a coastline no one understands.  
I walk outlines of the plans we left undone,  
count the half-made promises beneath the sun.

[Interlude]


[Verse 3]
I keep a second mirror for the things I hide,  
the one that holds the small defeats I swallow with my pride.  
Your silhouette remains like a photograph in rain,  
sharp and then dissolving into morning’s plain.  
I try to stitch a smile from threads you left behind,  
but stitches pull and show the hollow of the line.

[Bridge]
There’s quiet in the spaces where we used to speak,  
a tender trouble curling at my cheek.  
I press my palms to memory and learn to hold the weight,  
carry all the fragments, let them settle, let them wait.  
If I could draw a line between the then and now,  
I’d learn to stand with daylight and not only bow.

[Verse 4]
I gather little things that whisper your small name,  
pin them to the morning like a moth to tame.  
They flicker soft and then they scatter like a doubt,  
tiny combustions the wind will sort out.  
I walk the thin dividing line between regret and grace,  
practice shaping laughter until it fits my face.  
A new map folds inside the weight of both my hands,  
I take a careful step into light, I learn to stand.

[Chorus Reprise]
I’m moving through the city of my head tonight,  
chasing little lights that promise something right.  
Lost in velvet silence where our promises unwind,  
I reach for shelter that I cannot find.  
Every street remembers how we tried to stay,  
I am wandering, I am wandering, under a pale sky.

[Instrumental Break]


[Outro]

breath becomes a rhythm and the steady light will grow.  
I fold the night into a pocket and I go,  
walking forward with the small, true things I chose.

[Reprise Final]
Hushed line repeats, one last chord, then the room is still.

[Copyright]
Copyright © 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf (MOBest). All rights reserved.

Wandering Lights

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Bishop Briggs - Mercy

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey Cover)

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This is my rendition of Two Feet's song I Feel Like I'm Drowning.

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