prod. selfhatred
instrumentals by @anticøn

tst vol ii: laitselec letoh - ep. (2022)

lyrics - high

(sample): 
and welcome to the high life

(chorus)
high, high
feel so high, high
i am high, high
so damn high, high
feel so high

(bridge)
high, up in the sky
(high up in the sky)

(instrumental)

(sample):
welcome to my garage, today we're gonna try something little fucked off. first time ever trying to do this. i know it's not packed all the way, but i'll hope that'll help with ignition. this is, self lighting joint. well, time to be about it. 

(chorus)
high, high
feel so high, high
i am high, high
so damn high, high
feel so high

(Instrumental)

(chorus)
high, high
feel so high, high
i am high, high
so damn high, high
feel so high

high ❂ - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - wind

(chorus)
i, am (i am)
in the sky (in the sky)
(i am)

my head spins
the blow winds
will i 
will i ever be


(bridge/sample)

Welcome to the Selfhatred EP
Now playing, track 01


(chorus)
i, am (i am)
in the sky (in the sky)
(i am)

my head spins
the blow winds
will i 
will i ever be

wind⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - hotel celestial ✧༺ .❆. ༻✧

(chorus)
open the door
hand me the key 
let me in 
just let me in
hotel celestial
hotel celestial
please just let me in
just let me in
 
(verse):
i wanna be free
let me in on the other side
i dont wanna live on this planet anymore
just let me in 
just let me in

(bridge):
let me in 
hand me the key 
its just me
just let me in
just let me go

(chorus):
open the door
hand me the key 
let me in 
just let me in
hotel celestial
hotel celestial
please just let me in
just let me in

(Reversed chorus)

(Reversed chorus/bridge)

(Reversed chorus)

✧༺ .❆. ༻✧ hotel celestial - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

were you ever here at all

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin

Glued my green eyes to your face, I'm blind
Follow footsteps a bleeding bloodline

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin

title fight - head in the ceiling fan (sped up & reverb)

lyrics - static
(is there), is there
(out there)
my eyes feel shut

my vision in a blur

the static
the static
(is there)
the bliss

can you hear me? , someone
can you feel me?
cus' i can you hear you
just return back

stati.c° - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

high ❂ - 3000ug version (bonus) @anticøn

They

leave - whirr (slowed muffled)

Trenches

This is the most autistic mix of all time.
cover: https://soundcloud.com/baseballcs
SILLY TRACKLIST (>v<) ^-^
https://soundcloud.com/purpleclouduwu/dont-leave-me-alone
https://soundcloud.com/pww1e/wasted-most-of-my-life-for-you
https://soundcloud.com/silikz/lemonkittencore
https://soundcloud.com/djdeadhorses/diving-board-166bpm-wav
https://soundcloud.com/angelvoidkin/everlasting
https://soundcloud.com/notnedaj/letugo
https://soundcloud.com/vodgka/laura-les-shitstain-20190126
https://soundcloud.com/djfarten/tydus-first-girl-x-town-inside-me-mixed
https://soundcloud.com/yushonstroughn/don-toliver-after-party
https://soundcloud.com/momiima/someone-to-call-my-lover-57-in-loving-memory-edit
https://soundcloud.com/luckyxsnap/broke-viixii-miix-mp3
https://soundcloud.com/user-803060728/ballin-out-flame-2
https://soundcloud.com/shortcore/late-night-gaming

found in a ditch, far away from mankind

D.I.Y Vince - -2342"¤" b3-_%lin

they praise cuz im poppin now
back then they wouldnt come around 
too high but im comin down 
thought i died but im calmin down 
they praise cuz they see im up
but if i fall we all fall down 

n im dami saint 
ian pay no mind to nun deez niggas why they say my name
i got bros n they gon slide fa me if niggas say my name
n they slidin wit dat k 
niggas slidin wit that drac
if i ever lose my bruddas i might crash onnes niggas yea 
i been holdin bck but i might spaz onnes niggas yea
it might go bad fa these niggas yea
we been puttin belt 2 ass onnes niggas yea
n im jus sayin that u might wnna pray fa dem
dey ain got nun of they niggas thas gon spray fa them
but ill spray fa bro n i might jus spray fa her
like nigga drop that lo i might make dat glocky twerk
niggas wnt that smoke 
we uh give it up
ain no backin down 
nigga please dont choke 
hangin out that window 
n we neva fold

dami saint

n ik im not the 1 for u
u n me we both wish it wont true 
but we gotta heal now
ik that u feel down

im sorry
wont u forgive me 
pls dont let us go 
u were my real home
ian felt dis b4

this a tragedy n im knowin im the 1 who caused it 
the world gon drag to me if u talkin then u gon b fallin
wit my bruddas we gon take em yea they all in
"boy das blasphemy" boy ion gnf bout what they talkin
i done hurt her i hurt him i hurt dem
but ian mean to i promise i luv dem
destroy everything i touch when i come around
maybe its because i love to hide my frown
n ik u cry at night
i couldnt fall asleep when u cried that night that night
n ian wnna fight
u hadda give up when u couldnt see the light

one day @ripdami

Starting Over - lsd and the search for god

sunbeam sound machine - in your arms

digital 00’ Japan inspired cloudgaze/alternative music
[2021-2023] †
Sh Archives (Selfhatred Archives) is a persona of this more innocent but creative soul while also speaking on themes such as selfhate, suicide and self harm in a very joyfull, catchy & symbolic way. 
It started as a 16 year old wanting to express himself in something deeper than drawings. 
With inspirations as Eyedress and other synth pop artists he created the Jiko ken'o - ep. (2022)
Later on Selfhatred continued doing more of the so called Cloudgaze genre he himself labled it.
With "Cloud" coming from Soundcloud, the cheap digital sound with minimal recording gear and the youthfull energy.
And the "Gaze" coming from the genre Shoegaze that peaked back in the 90’s all the way to the 10’s.

Selfhatred is a statement in itself to express your every negative emotion in a fun matter. Selfhated is a critisism to your own self on how to improve, gain experience, skills, assets etc. 
Selfhatred is a personal path on becoming someone who is ten times better than who you were yesterday, with that continuing eternally. 

Selfhatred Archives is currently in the works of being remastered, getting leaced instrumentals etc. 
Expect Selfhatred to sound polished to it’s core in about a year or two. 
With being on every platform and accessable for anyone. 

Peace & Love, 
Selfhatred

high ❂ - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

꧁SELFHATRED༒ARCHIVES꧂

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