何も信じない
I don’t believe in anything
両方手も目の前にあるけど
Both hands are in front of my eyes 
爪になったら、
But when they turned to claws
皆んなが笑った
Everyone laughed
俺に息
Oh, my breath
君治してに祈ってる
Fix yourself, Im praying
君に鳴いてる
Calling at you
祈ってる
Im praying
弱い息一緒に住んでいる
Im living together with weakness
若い男と笑ってる
Im laughing with the young men
でも
But
帰りたい
I want to go home
信じられることが何もない
There is nothing here to believe in
今へ渡りたい
I want to cross into Now
将来は全部間違い
The future is mistaken 
真の今にいる、いる
I will be in the true Now 
夢の島の音を歌う
And sing the sounds of Dream Island
帰りたい
I want to go back there
信じられることが何もない
there is nothing to believe in here

Alles Aussagen (9th Breath)

lei - cashed out prod fortune

Mixed, Engineered, and Mastered by @findxophy
Feat. @dave-blunts
#scfirst #ximist #plugg #daveblunts #underground #2025
how to connect with ximist

Apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/ximist/1733026938
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balcony ft. Dave Blunts [ALL PLATS]

Prod c4pr1 + me

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Had a pack touchdown from the motherland
Pure green jade put that rock up on my partner hand
Coat the wrist with the shit that make you flex first
Then I peep the zip and then I make that fucking fist work
Bagging up the baddie but you not bout shit hoe
Stolen valor but you aint even got the talent though
None of us fuck with you, guess you didnt get the memo
Crashout, spin and flip your shit, that’s what i pray for

Yeah this beat is live
But so am I though
Shoutout empty, abe, and zacorin, we missing yuneko
Putting in the time
You wouldn’t know though
What the fuck have you made that people ever getting hyped for

You gon crashout but its just another day
I think you gon stay the same, while everybody change
The math is different but the facts are very plain
No matter what the numbers say I think you’ll always be a shame

Dont play me baby boy, let me finish up my game
And then Ill wipe that grin up off that thing you call a face
You better leave her and come let me and my girl replace
Send you spiraling I knew you were a disgrace

Spiraling

Spiraling — ttv/Greenbuck_

prod by NOTH9G6 
 https://soundcloud.com/danya-nikishin/tracks 
(part of this song is in polish // russian)
i might slit my wrist now
lost my mouth

NOTH9G6 x SelfLoadingImage - CC (Closed Captions)

pray i die (tgwog kirian rxtrx)

logout snippet @iyiri (from jaakuna server)

The Party!

natuglyy - por favor (sacrifice mordy)

lyrics:

u needa tell me how u feel
tell me everything thats on ur mind
is ur love even real
i suppose its only right
they took away my soul
i dont think i could get itback
i lost control, now they judging on the way i act
u needa tell me how u feel
i gave u all my life

yeah i gave the most
i never got it back
heavy feelin on my chest
ill go in cardiac arrest
all i wanna do is rest
in peace
lookin in the mirror
dk whos in frond of me

repurcussions of my actions
i cant face em
dont trust no one
how do i know ur not fakin
every oppportunity yeah i waste it
(i waste it)

u needa tell me how u feel
tell me everything thats on ur mind
is ur love even real
i suppose its only right
they took away my soul
i dont think i could get itback
i lost control, now they judging on the way i act
u needa tell me how u feel
i gave u all my life

soul: deleted (toyema)

Jeans w the wings only rock expensive things
Talking down on my team n we slide w the gleam
I'm puffin out the P n u smokin ona teenth
Ima take my life so I'm 4evr8Teen
Bby wen I die bury Me in skinny jeans 
If u wanna b my wife I need a hunnid perkies
Didn't mean to make u cry yea that rlly hurt me
Evil thoughts in my mind nd their so concerning

4ever8Teen[+may3ke,1axryy]

very bad music, dont listen if u r not cool
@we-all-love-that 
@ selfloadingimage
(you're my gentle glass)

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SelfLoadingImage <3