shoutout internet gf 

instrumental by me with guitar by mutru
art by: https://www.instagram.com/puppi3b3ar?igsh=MWZ2bHgwbWU5c2R5eQ==

lyrics♰
i cant feel my heart beat
let me die slowly
ashes to nothing
soul decomposing 
i know you hate me
or am i just crazy
will you feel anything when i stop breathing?
never, face it im so worthless
drive the blade deep make it hurt i deserve it
tourniquet tied around me make my blood let
throat slit now my white tee soaked and stained red
i cant even feel it
go head cut my body up
razor stained with blood
always feel helpless
youre the one i miss
i never wanted this
nothing left all to blame is my selfishness
wounds never healed from our last kiss
push the blade in my skin till im lifeless
cut into my chest pull apart my ribs
rip out my rotting heart
take all of my worst parts
how could i fuck up everything so badly
replay in my head i cant fall asleep
left me scarred inside that will never heal
take until im strung out i dont wanna feel
my skin meet the blade
slowly carve away
as i lay awake
until the blade is stained
and you wont know my face
all the flesh is flayed
ill decay as the flowers wilt outside my grave

suffer prod. marceline x mutru {puppi3b3ar}

#goth #scenegirlsneverdie #purge #222

kill myself bc im jane 
idgaf bout anything 
leave my body on the stepz
take u out like date 
im so fucking scene 
dying in my dreams x2
u said “u like horror”bitch lemme show u a scene >:)
upload it on liveleak 
blow my brains out x_x
idc abt a thing 
size 23 jeans 
my friends are worried sick and I can’t say a fucking thing 
i toss and turn and cannot sleep 
why am i so alone 
i should be alright in your arms but instead im not here 
ill fucking shoot everyone and leave the bodies there 
i hate life it fucking sucks 
don’t wanna be here 
fuck u all
I h8 everyone 
pacing round the church with a loaded gun
cuz I got murder on my mind 
pls don’t let me outside 
cuz i got murder in my mind

jane’s wake (winterfurboots iscareu)

"OMG YURI !!! I'M SOOOO HAPPY UR BACK !!!"

my room's in need of decoration
a picture's more than words
but i couldn't save them </3
if memory serves right
it's not so bad at all
i'll draw us holding hands
and hang it on the wall

what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry
what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry

u don't have to hold my hand so hard
ur afraid of letting go
ur intentions don't have to be so dark
but i know, but i know
go out 2 the club, yeah it's on me
lately I've been feeling like a zombie
staring at the wall like can u call me?
cuz I've been feeling numb
i'm sobbing, withdrawing 

my room's in need of decoration
a picture's more than words
but i couldn't save them </3
if memory serves right
it's not so bad at all
i'll draw us holding hands
and hang it on the wall

what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry
what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry


what do you mean? ily <3 (prod. koretta)

featuring @nekomiii, prod @sanriosouls

"I never asked for any of this to happen, so I ran away and I'm never going back. If they catch me, they'll kill me. So I'm asking you.."

empty stares around
i can't figure out
what's bringing me down
my soul's on the ground
my minds in the clouds
my feelings don't feel cute
i don't know what to do :(
(what to do, what to do)
i'll follow after you, so go ahead
and there's something wrong
with that look on ur face
eyes tell me it all
i made a mistake
and i'd rather decease
than 2 be in your way
(in your way, in your way okay)

i saw this girl when i was searching the web
for a way to escape my reality
just hold me tight
say that ur mine
and maybe i'll be okay

and maybe i'll be okay
if you stick right with me

stars will pass
as our love lasts
no matter what, ur safe with me
so even when ur dying
i'm dying right beside you
let's hold our hands to sleep

a damaged heart
it makes the perfect start
to tear myself apart
to put me in the dark
now there's no spark of love
it got replaced and shoved
there's a lovely dove
but it has no one...

"Don't tell anyone else about me. It's the least you could do..."

sweet avoidance, bad reverence (+nekomi)

prod me

(nekomi)
your words are not enough
i wanna hug you right through ur texts
your cadence brings me love
sakura treees remind me of you
i need to see you soon
sunlight right in my arms
you really do not understand how much you are 
just bring me close
i need every dose
of your previous love
of your precious love
i need every single second
just me and you
right along the moonlight
youre by my side

(koretta)
i'm trying not to avoid u
my heart beats right towards u
the light i see 
in the dark is u
my eyes can't blink
when i kiss u

i just can't ignore this love
my yearns just not enough
i'm not singing "just because"
allow me just this once
i'm serious this time
why can't u be mine?
why can't u be mine?
be mine




☆ your precious love! ☆ (feat. koretta 女の子 )

@hateoryx x @backw666s 
all doe songs on all platz soon??? >:D

hateoryx x woody - never lose

prod @snuffriend
master @ipodfreakx
feat @deadmallangels

lyrics:
@ipodfreakx
use me like a doll , use me like u wanted me
and she so cute , she talkin about how she wanna die with me
come with me girl i dont got much timeee
when i seen you with him i started clawing my eyes (x.x)

and im fucked up , fucked up all the time bitch
and im taking shots hopping i wont remember doing this
pretty girl yeah she taking shots , i want you in my laine
idk why but i like it when ur saying my name 

and im sitting here waiting for you like a dog 
o m g yeah horrowrgirl i like you , turn me on 
pretty dark hair yeah its red like its squirting blood 
and im so alone im trembling just like a dirty dog

@deadmallangels
i wanna fuck you 
i wanna love you 
ur so sexy i wanna touch you
i know im annoying i don’t wanna bug u 
i cant feel my body that’s what the drugs do 
slit my wrist hold me tight while i hug u 
so much ketamine so much drug use 
so so so much ketamine so much drug use 
i might just switch up the flow 
got a bad bitch w a big ass butt
i’m at the rave wit yo ho off the molly and idgaf 
omg she make me wanna nut 
i think i fell in love w a slut 
niggas mad that i’m goin up
cus i rlly got it out the mud
where im at bitch i’m ina hood 
steady talkin bitch is u good 
ian tryna play it by the book
leave a pussy nigga hella shook 
tried to press up on me at the rave 1 2 jab lead em to a hook 
niggas steady lyin niggas crooks 
scene bitch tryna drink my blood

dirty dog :./

stuck in my head (ft. keta) (wingsxrra)

@ozne-263046852 @topdown77

i been high as fuck lil bitch
i got these fan hoes on my dick
why this bad lil hoe wan' have my kids?
i'll stay with you til the apocalypse
baby, come here, lock our lips
i been on that popstar shit yeah
don't feel safe when im not with the blick, nah
yeah im with ozne n we boutta hit a lick now

lil topdown he so damn icky
with the princess, yeah she so saditty
she like it when i suck her titties
bought my bitch a birkin
cuz i like tha way u twerk it twerk it twerk it twerk it
50k in 2 damn weeks, who tf do it like me?
im in my room, im off a bean, i dont fuck with society
yeah, i can't trust nobody cuz these niggas keep on trying me
nah, i can't fuck with nobody these niggas keep on blinding me
im the popstar teen, im the nigga who they tryna be
pop out with some new shit, they like "where tf he get that green?" O_O

apocalypse @ozne

@hateoryx @prodpawl4k
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lyrics:
shawty hurt my feelings
got no control
& my life dont got no meaning
staring in an empty soul 0_0
i just like the feeling
LSD & Psilocybin  
I been sad 4 years now ;(
Put a smile try to hide it >:)
& u switch up everything u wanna do w/ me
im just noticing sum patterns like we on sum LSD
ik i would fail a drug test
THC up in my peeeee
IM HATEORYX IK SHE IN LUV W/ MEEEE
i'm so lonely my bro told me i'm a cutecel
shoutout pawl thats been my bro ik him 2 well
i dont fw bitches you'd think im an incel
but i gave my heart away and I've been thru hell & back
yea! i got me sum money and im still sad
yea! i cant trust a hoe but that bitch bad ><
yea! when i fall down i stand back up like a cat
favorite animal is hamsters but still fw cats! *meow*
spreading racks on her rackssss ^_^
im a cutecel bitch its so over not back ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
make her scream Arlo when i hit it from da back
2022 i still got bitches even tho i was fat

hateoryx - cutecel .𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹ prod. Pawl4k & Acu ⋆˙⟡♡ꔫ

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