DIE SLOWLY

My heart is broken
My soul burnt out
My limbs grown numb
And I'm pointless

Don't wanna feel a thing
Not deal with anything
No, I don't want your help
'Cause I despise you

Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die

Lie down to waste away
See how long it takes
No will to stand up
No strength to end it

Drown the void in noise
Can't bear the silence
Until I sink into
Dreamless nonexistence

Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die

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Die Slowly

Shadow on your back
Crawling in your skin
Ghost that dwells within
Darkness settling in

Breath in shallow beats
Fearful heart retreats
Echoes in the night
Lost in pale moonlight

Feel the whisper low
Where does sorrow go
In the heart it hides
Tears that never dry

Silent whispers hum
Memories succumb
Creeping from behind
Worries tangle mind

Chasing shadows clear
Lost in every fear
Cold touch on your spine
Ghost says you are mine

Feel the whisper low
Where does sorrow go
In the heart it hides
Tears that never dry

Shadow On Your Back

The stars favor no man
or cares who prays to the east or the west
the stars laugh at men
building their ladders towards heaven
If only they looked within

Ladders Towards Heaven

She's like a lighthouse eyes so bright
Beckoning me home in the night
Want to enter the bay
Through her heart's open way

I'm a lost ship at sea
Her chest is my safe harbor
Listening to waves on the shore
Breathing in her gentle roar

I've been battered and shattered
Trampled torn and scattered
Empty love like a storm
In her arms I am reborn

Guided by her beacon's light
Through the darkest of nights
Her love keeps me afloat
In her heart I find hope

Tossed through waves of despair
Found a haven in her care
In her grace
I find peace
My restless heart finds release

I've been battered and shattered
Trampled torn and scattered
Empty love like a storm
In her arms I am reborn

Love Like a Lighthouse

The Shadows of Saturn

We Become What We Fear (Intro)

Stargazer

Love Potion

Oneironaut

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She called herself the river
with her hair the tangled vines of skeletons
parting the stems from her eyes
it whispered, may i have this dance?

May cancer bloom from your flesh
she answered with an inhale
She wept to dine with the dead
7pm and the gown of a widow

We danced like spirits along the river
our hands together, a complex form of accents
her theory on sleeping in death

We danced like spirits along the river
our hands together, a complex form of accents
her theory on sleeping in death

We danced like spirits along the river
our hands together, a complex form of accents
her theory on sleeping in death

The Spirits Like Daggers

Theres cobwebs in my mind, tangled and frayed,
Dust-covered thoughts in shadows they’ve stayed.
I reach through the haze, it’s fraying, it’s thin,
Lost in the echoes buried within.

Cobwebs in my head, shadows and strings,
Holding me down with clipped broken wings.
Sweeping the dust, I’m trying to find
A way through the cobwebs inside of my mind.

Each thread I break, I start to feel free,
Unraveling webs to find pieces of me.

Cobwebs in my head, shadows and strings,
Holding me down with clipped broken wings.
Sweeping the dust, I’m trying to find
A way through the cobwebs inside of my mind.

The cobwebs dissolve, I’m finally free,
Clearing the haze so I can just be.

Cobwebs

Electronic| Metal | Ambient | Spirit

Weaving piano, guitars, & beats with cultural & ethnic sounds woven in an electronic tapestry.

∞ SEN ∞ (Spencer Varsho) is an innovative musician and performer whose journey began with the piano at age 13 and guitar at 17. Having played in numerous bands across genres such as hardcore, metal, punk, and grindcore, SEN has cultivated a diverse musical background. This foundation now fuels his current work, where he blends electronic music to create deeply emotional tapestries and immersive sound journeys.

SEN's creative process is heavily influenced by ancient wisdom teachings, mythology, gnosticism, and the exploration of altered states of consciousness and spirituality. His lyrics delve into these profound themes, offering listeners a glimpse into the obscure and mystical. Beyond music, SEN is also a seasoned stand-up comedian, bringing his dynamic stage presence to multiple forms of artistic expression.

Through his multifaceted talents and deep thematic exploration, SEN continues to push the boundaries of both music and performance, crafting art that resonates on a spiritual and emotional level.

The Shadows of Saturn

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