prod me + @makemeapromise
mix & master by me

lyrics:
im on search idk wht to do
im on edge all i can do is think of u
lookin in the mirror like wht am i supposed to do
im scared of myself
scared of being hurt too

whats the difference? i cant fuckn see it
whats the point? idk if u mean it
jus tell the truth yeah no deceivin
dont lie to me again, dont test my patience

lead me on lead me on, go ahead n lead me on
not ur pawn not ur pawn, no im not ur fuckn pawn
put me off put me off, go ahead n put me off
waste my time, waste of time
all u did was waste my time

wish i could take it back but thats not ur plan
gotta cut u off, swear its for the best
fuck it all fuck it all
cant stand, cant take the fall
i should just end it all...

Commemoration

fears

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fears「stardust、surgeon」

prod: https://soundcloud.com/enwymansion & https://soundcloud.com/erdo
feat: https://soundcloud.com/1mint

lyrics!
[seeyabu]
yeah fuck all of this shit yeah
idgaf but now
hole in my head this shit sucks 
there was never fuckin "us" (2x)
fog dispelling who we are
there was secret that i hide
lucid dreams and nightmare times
sacred place where can i hide

yeah fuck all of this shit yeah
idgaf but now
hole in my head this shit sucks 
there was never fuckin "us"
but we tried fighting for our lifes
run from town to leave the past
i had nothing to care about
u was only one in my life
i remember how u cried
my semi-auto shoots in blind
load new mag, hands all in blood 
i still dream that we'll be fine
vitals bleed, hope i don't die
i don't wanna let u down
trust to me is ur decide
i want to save ur fuckin life
(yeah, ur life)
(save ur life)

[1mint]
don't have them yet:(

who we are +1mint (enwy mansion & erdo)

shark attack feat veezuh prod. veezuh

original: https://on.soundcloud.com/Jx2gS

had to pull the @shatter3d‎‎core in the end 
s/o @carch95 for the grossbeat at the very end 
☆

☆o𝓃e waʏ t𝓲ckᵉtˎˊ˗

in my zone - xxomm ft. 4hantasy (yzu2k x jayysoul) all rights reserved 2023

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@yzu2k
@prodjayysoul
@xxomm
@4hantasy

xxomm - in my zone +4hantasy (yzu2k x jayysoul)

On my mind (prod storm)

2022x2023

Lyrics:

@bloodl3ak-dump:
Popping too many pillss
And I’m drowning in my feelzzz :,(
Idk how to feel ;(
But you need me on the real ! :0

Popping too many pillsss
(popping too many pills)
And I’m drowning in my feelzz :((
(got me drowning in my feels)
Idk how to feel :/
(idk how to feel)
Said you need me was it real ? ohhhh

@bloodl3ak:
Tryna run away, I can’t run away
Know it’s hard, I can’t make another day
I don’t wanna wait, see you in my grave
But when I need you then you turn away

Tell me that you’ll stay,
It’s the only thing I’m wishing 
And when you’re by my side, then you always feel so distant 
Take my heart, don’t dismiss it 
And all the times we had is what I’m missing:(

@bloodl3ak-dump:
Popping too many pillss
And I’m drowning in my feelzzz :,(
Idk how to feel ;(
But you need me on the real ! :0

@bloodl3ak:
I can’t wait too long,
You know I’m not that strong,
Writing another song,
For you to sing along 

And when the time pass, everyone is leaving
I can’t stop myself from bleeding 
And when you’re leaving, what’s the reason?
All those kisses so misleading :/

Feel w/ bloodl3ak (lil biscuit)

prod.
@51five

notes:
had to lose somebody important to me
...

//

[shiro]
yeah im up but i always feel down
when these people always run about
tryna talk to me, but they dont kno how it really be
yeah im closed up in my circle
kept to myself, but it dont always work tho
i always try to keep a positive mental
but it dont work n this stress got me pressured

people js wanna see u w/ the rest
but when u up now, got a lot of yes men in the fest
i cant seem to get to u
that we not friends n try something new
i cant seem to hold it back, when u try to fit in
n u lackin the fact that ur there to call me twin
yeah js say what u really mean
cause u holdin back got me feelin
like im living in a dream 

yh i rlly hate this feelin,
when ur all alone pushed up to the ceiling,
people never got my back now
now im 22 n people actin like a bot now

lately i js wna kno how u doing
but u seem to act strange, never know what u brewin
yh i rlly hate this distance
wish i find a way to fix this
so im always tryna make new friends
but it never seem to last
yh people on my dick, next day they turn n laugh
like what did i rlly do?
to deserve this hate n ur crossed thru

u only cared bout what u gained
all this time uve been using me
i put my heart, on my sleeves
realize that ur not the one for me yh
im young n stupid learning things yh
cant believe what u did to me yh
 
im not sad,
but disappointed in me yh 


//

trust issues / gaslighting『51five』

Bambino ⚾️ (ft Big Xandy) [Ohmygodnick + YungValentino]

Say what

Be yourself!!!
@samepageclub @grimshitofficial @svynteen !

On my mind (prod storm)

sensitive