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suisei - Past Tense (Sendeljer Remix)

CIGARETTE (Cover) - Sendeljer, Diyana, ShamePug

tak ingin berpisah w/noya clarissa (remix)

Lil $ilit - U think about that person too much (prod. sadface)

aku kau dan roblox (prod.greentop)

At least u're happy :)

Thanks to everyone who helped me in this project.

Prod:
@txqiio
@prodarisu

with my friends:
@josuanatanaell
@lilcometboi

lyrics:

[Pre Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Terakhir ku lihat
Kau bersama dengannya
Saat kau bilang kau sendirian
Aku menangis di tengah malam
Ku menangis di tengah malam

[Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia

[Verse 1: Josua Natanael]
Antara kamu dan dia
Kamu melupakan kita
Di pojok kamar ku menangis
Aku merasa sendirian
Saat kulihat kamu bersamanya berduaan di sekolah
Gak bohong itu sakit
Namun tak ada yang bisa kulakukan

Jadi ku lupakan saja
Semua cerita kita
Ku lupakan semuanya
Supaya bisa hidup tenang

Aku mau pergi saja
Menjauh dari kalian
Dari kalian...
Oh, oh

[Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia

[Verse 2: suisei]
Jangan panggil aku "baby"
Kalau kau mau bohong
Tak bisa begini
Cause the truth is I don't wanna leave you alonе
Aku udah tahu
Mengapa aku masih tak bisa
Lupakan semua kenangan yang tak sеmuanya indah

But I get right back to it in the morning
Your beck and call when it's raining and pouring
Lots of emotions I'm not showing
I hide it all cuz boywontcry

Tolong jangan kasih ku alasan
Dia beri yang kau butuhkan

Cukup kasih tahu yang sebenarnya
Don't wanna be stuck in the middle of it all

[Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia

Asal Kamu Bahagia w/ josua natanael, suisei (Prod. arisu, txqiio)

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape
https://soundcloud.com/riensu

[suisei]
to be honest i was thinking bout a wedding ring
but nevermind cuz u already found anothr me
dont even bothr asking if im doing well
cause i kno u dont even care no more

turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[josua]
ohh ohhh
never thought itd be so hard to be alone
nah uhh
i cant get you out of my head
ohh ohhh
said that you would stay beside me
instead you broke my psyche
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[suisei]
too many times i ended up with a bad night
ignored the signs cuz i gave in to your gaslight
let you mess round with my head
so i take parts of the blame
whenever you said you love me 
i trusted right away

[josua]
now i feel so dumb
i wasted my time with ya
tought we could talk things out, apparently we cant
fuck this shit's so hard
i lost track of time
lost track of who i am
just wanna give up
give in to the fucked up thoughts thats in my head
like fuck..
i might just end this shit
throw away this ring

[suisei]
to be honest i was thinking bout a wedding ring
but nevermind cuz u already found anothr me
dont even bothr asking if im doing well
cause i kno u dont even care no more

turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[josua]
ohh ohhh
never thought itd be so hard to be alone
nah uhh
i cant get you out of my head
ohh ohhh
said that you would stay beside me
instead you broke my psyche
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[riensu]
i still think about you
i do pretend it was fine
then i play it cool
and i still think about you
and how you play me like im a fool
tell me whats wrong with that 
youre the one that stabbed me in the back
tell me whats wrong with that
youre the one that left it in the past
tell me whats up with that 
you took my heart and you wont give it back
you hurt me bad
i guess it was the wrong time

[suisei]
turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

poison ivy w/ suisei wyrscape riensu

stop that! w/ fakie funk & boodles

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

[josua]
i tell you what you want
and never what you need
cuz i don’t wanna talk
to someone who gonna leave me
you say that you won't
fuck that i'll never believe it
it’s my little secret

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[josua]
oh my god
it is all a facade
i swear i really don’t wanna be here w u anymore
even my body hurts
think i’m gonna fall on the floor
i wanna stop bein like i’ll just walk away thru the door

[suisei]
don’t wanna let you go but i’m scared at the same time
i don’t wanna let you know so i act like it’s all fine
but the man you want me
to be
isn’t me
now you got me asking myself..

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[suisei]
goddamn
how did i become so 
obsessed?
don’t know why i hate me so much
the fault is no ones
but myself
all cause
i wanted you for myself

[josua & suisei]
waking up at 2am
from a nightmare
theres a stranger in my bed
not that i care
putting all these empty dream
into a cup
feel like i’m in a drought

[josua]
you say that i’m the issue oh my god
kinda believe it more everytime you say it
and honestly i just wanna break me 
so stop looking for me
i really wanna run free

[suisei]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[josua]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

4. POST-TRAUMATIC ENIGMA

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