Since you moved your music has gotten even better. 

ur flowers are dying w/ sideview drive [wisssery/jolst]

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

[+ Tosha]

1st - @user-411557229 
2nd - @northshoremusic 
3rd - @emptychest 
4th - @torvamia 
5th - @strivemusicau 
6th - @caspywaspy 
7th - @soulfadexo 
8th - @x1fern 
9th - @noxious-nights 
10th - @navyxower 
11th - @shizukesaaa 
12th - @hoeplessboy

Holding Onto Something [+ Tosha x Kev]

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

Oh oh
I'm not sorry for the way that I am
I'm fine being an idiot for you
I had you in my hands but you slipped right through
It wasn't part of the plan but what else can I do
Except wait and wait and wait and wait and wait oh yeah
Except wait and wait hate waiting on you

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD

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THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD [p. backyard]

second single off album w/ @flesh golem
mix & mastr @fleshgolem

lyrics

it feels safe here 
layered warmth
with my skin on ur skin 
something forms
there lays pain here 
and till im forty i wont ever take for granted what was alleviated 
im all urs

im all urs x4

what is left 
is all urs 
rotten flesh 
in my pours

opening up
ive been trying
speed not what she used to yeah and no she cryin 

i been mixing it up 
i been frying 
breathing in these particles 
my flesh been dying

throwing up 
on the phone 
outta touch
but right at home 

right at home x4

oh my word
every single day 
every single day that goes by x2

be safe, for me

be safe; for me (flesh x pekarot)

w1th0ut 4 tr4c3
v13wf1nd3r
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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

(decks)
i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

without a trace

viewfinder (ft. fantasy camp) [jolst x toobears]

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shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

<3

lyrics

beauty on the inside but she dont see that
humans make mistakes but now i think i bleed black

puddles of dark in horizon
baby its not right 
please jus look in to my eyes

this might be more than we’d come to expect
wehhhh
i see it all the time i cant help it keep fallin out my bed
im embedid in much worse, i could take whatever hurts until im dead

not just a feeling, u can keep it to urself im ok with that
oh
hope im not mistaken
ur face all on my pavement
all these bodys waking

this aint something u cant control no matter how long it stays inside you
im responsable, but who am i to put these words in to your mouth
i guess we’ve split in 2 
this on u 
if its over 
 

i swear somethings missing
our breaths are very distant
people like to talk i guess we pray instead of fixing

u jus thought 
ud make it through life that 
u missed that train , dont “who are u?”
“who r u”
“and where r u going”
baby this aint me i can tell u this aint homeee

who r u

who... r..u? #030622 (wstd)

wastedyouth x seejayxo x lil skele - big bags (+ iof)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
artwork, vocals, mixing, crying by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

I watch it vanish, from my hands,
if I close my eyes, maybe you'll come back yeah
then I start to panic and I grab my notepad,
and I write another song about the bad days,
always bout the BAD DAYS,
BAD DAYS,
think about the BAD DAYS, 
I just cant get over you, ill sleep forever gladly,
everytime you're sober you cant even fucking stand me,
I said baby thats not love she smiled at me, said "exactly"

so get the fuck out my head, im falling again, where are you?
don't hit my friends, 
I wanted you dead, but are you?
pressure again, I cannot pretend ill call you, 
the money you spend has changed you my love, you're not you 

(the money you’ve spent has changed you my love, you're not you)
x2

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

no love
my hands 
come back
note pad 
bad days

m my hands 
c come back
n note pad
bad days

bad days

sendflowrs

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