2002mix

Featuring @melmige
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be
Comfortable enough in my own skin
To let someone else in

Always been the loner type
But if you treat me right
I just might
Do something stupid like confess my love
I get what I want
Of course it's not enough

Relationships are hard for me
Can't relate to anything
Nothing makes me happy like it did when I was seventeen
Most days I just feel numb
Damaged from the past so I recoil at your touch

Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be complete

These days I don't feel much of anything
It's all the same on repeat
I appreciate the way you try to please me
When you show love
But I cant reciprocate it
'Cause I'm way too fucking jaded
I know you'll find another broken boy to play with

(melmige)
I can't change
And the fact that I still wear
The clothes that I wore in high school
Should tell you that

I'm a spark to a flame
I'm obsessed with this game
Who can outplay the other first
Fuck I thrive on the pain
And I'm not asking for forgiveness
Maybe understanding and solidarity
On the fact that we'll miss each other

But that doesn't matter now
Fall asleep to the rain
There's therapy in the sound
Of individual drops falling on to my window
It just hurts to think that one of these days
I might have to let you go

And it's not fair for those thoughts to invade my mind
Which is a liminal space
There's not comfort to leave behind
Just ambiguity and sadness in the form of a rhyme
Do I suppress or embrace
I'll forget it this time

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Broken Boy w/ melmige (Prod. Splashgvng)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

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she wonders if ill be there
dont worry i swear i can
i know im good but i miss the pain
 babygirl im not perfect, dont know who i am
did u ever think that i can let u go
idk what i did that was so wrong
loved u since the day that u were gone
sorry baby i thought u didnt care at all
didnt care at all
and then i just forgot 
how it used to feel 
to be in your arms
i went back to my past
again, it broke my heart
she knew that i was wrong
i didnt care at all
didnt care at all
i think there’s something wrong 
why cant u let me go
she said you're all i love
i wanna die so bad
but when you’re in my arms
something feels alive but i still wanna die
u got me doubting girl, is this what u wanted?
so fucking down, i don't know how i got here
they say they love me, i dont understand it
it's all a lie, can't u fucking be honest?
baby i got way too numb and i just wanna feel something
i'm asking you, but i know u just can't help me
sometimes i feel like i just need the money
sorry baby i thought u didn't care at all

i thought you didn't care at all (prod. splashgvng)

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Sit Still [+ Jody]

produced by the baby girl cherryrizla

lyrics coming soon

voldemort vs darth vader w/ nevermadeithome (cherryrizla)

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Going Back

i feel like i been losing my mind,
yearning for you
i know that i just want you all mine,
i'm so crazy for you

why do i feel so in love, i have fallen again
i need you so damn bad, breaks my heart to be friends:/
wish things all stayed the same since way back then:/
but ur still by my side and i've gone thru mayhem:')

i want you
i want you
i need you
i need you

you are so goddamn special to me 
drives me insane when u call me baby
i'm losing hope but i want to believe
but i still hold on feel like you'll never leave

i love what you value
we work thru our issues
you make me feel brand new
want us to continue

i love what you value <3

if it cant be us then i hope its somebody like you :(
someone who holds me close and we share the same views,
who stays true to them self and lives by their virtues,
who never raised their voice even if we argue.

i want, i want you tho
i want, i want, i want you close
i want, i want you tho, you tho

tell me do you love me ?
do you care about me ?
when you gently touch me,
baby do you love me ?

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