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CONFIDENCE! w/ noah2000 and jolst

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

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she wonders if ill be there
dont worry i swear i can
i know im good but i miss the pain
 babygirl im not perfect, dont know who i am
did u ever think that i can let u go
idk what i did that was so wrong
loved u since the day that u were gone
sorry baby i thought u didnt care at all
didnt care at all
and then i just forgot 
how it used to feel 
to be in your arms
i went back to my past
again, it broke my heart
she knew that i was wrong
i didnt care at all
didnt care at all
i think there’s something wrong 
why cant u let me go
she said you're all i love
i wanna die so bad
but when you’re in my arms
something feels alive but i still wanna die
u got me doubting girl, is this what u wanted?
so fucking down, i don't know how i got here
they say they love me, i dont understand it
it's all a lie, can't u fucking be honest?
baby i got way too numb and i just wanna feel something
i'm asking you, but i know u just can't help me
sometimes i feel like i just need the money
sorry baby i thought u didn't care at all

i thought you didn't care at all (prod. splashgvng)

Sleeps X - Rear View

lampost lights w/ never

vyvanse w/ skele x sendflowrs (jolst)

prod. @taylor x @sshinju

lyrics
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passed out with your scent on my clothes
i'm in euphoria from my head to my toes
with a love like woah i guess that's how it goes sometimes
lights out baby just take me home
i've been getting fucked up when i'm all on my own
i'm a habit too close from the planet i roam tonight
feel stuck in my brain when i zone
so i swallow all the pain inside this glass of patron
you don't gotta tell me i got fuckin problems i know

pink lemonade
i'll drink you all day
you quite captivating dear dare do i say
i'm still suffocating it's always this way
my brain doesn't work it's not used to this weight 
i'd try medication but god i'm afraid
if this doesn't work i don't know what to say
i've tried every method of fixing this pain
god for bid i'm a goner a devilish saint

a devilish saint
i smile & laugh but inside it's all fake
i grind on my teeth, bite my tongue till it breaks
i wait for the sun to go down just so i can awaken
copy & paste
today feels like yesterday time is a waste
i'll open the bottle & down with no chase
my dignity's gone in an instant i must've misplaced it

passed out with your scent on my clothes
i'm in euphoria from my head to my toes
with a love like woah i guess that's how it goes sometimes
lights out baby just take me home
i've been getting fucked up when i'm all on my own
i'm a habit too close from the planet i roam tonight
feel stuck in my brain when i zone
so i swallow all the pain inside this glass of patron
you don't gotta tell me i got fuckin problems i know

pink lemonade (prod. taylor morgan x shinju)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

Sit Still [+ Jody]

The 38 sessions - the Chicago layover

samantha's room

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=parocat+mixtape
Don't be actin' like I
Don't mean shit to you, no
I don't mean shit to you, oh, yeah
I don't mean shit to you
Baby, in the middle of the night
And it doesn't even matter if I'm wrong or right
I still want you by my side
Mm-mm, mm-mm
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