doyouloveme

Jeff Hardy

LYRICS
Movin’ through fog heart weather-worn
Eyes open but it’s all the same
Truth ain’t real just another name
(Too quiet too still)
How you walk tall with guilt in your spine
They don’t guide just throw signs
(Tension thick feel it climb)

Had to double back felt the slip in my head
Now I chew through beats just to talk to the dead
Long nights feel longer when the past crawls in
Fists tight tryin' to feel somethin' within
Grew numb but I still feel heat
Like a fire under frost that never retreats

Stared down holes with no bottom in sight
Don’t know if I’m driftin’ or settin’ things right
They only notice when I fade from the frame
Act like they care but they don’t say my name
Still chasin’ that climb even if it burns
Everything good leaves cuts I earned
(Held tight never let go)

New spots same script just flipped
Eyes shift when the past gets gripped
Trust ain’t a thing that I hand out free
Tried that once left holes in me
Truth don’t land just floats and bends
And I’m stuck loopin’ fake amends

Nights loud like a TV left on
Crowds move but I’m already gone
Still on my feet don’t ask how
I just said no and kept walkin’ out

Sensayo - Veil of Forgotten Scars

LYRICS
(Yeah yeah yeah huh)
Chrome jaw wired thoughts head full o' static
Broke out the coffin now I talk to the addict (wazzup)
Soul got patched with a frown and a scream
I been writin' death threats in a lucid dream (skrrt)
Can’t feel shit when I’m bleedin' in code
Heart froze up now it glitch when it load
Blacked out stare got the mirror shakin'
Fangs in my grin like I’m death in the makin’

Yo woke up chokin’ on sins I ain't smoke
Deadboy walkin' with a flick and a hope
Click click boom in my heaven made vest
God ducked out left a ghost on read
No friends just ghosts on a Discord call
Echoes in my dome like a marble hall
Tell my demons “Go off” and they do (they do)
Had a heart once left it in the rearview
(I typed help got an error back)
(404 LOVE NOT LOADED)

Burnt all my bridges lit 'em with grace
Now I moonwalk through flames with a glitch in my face
I got bones where my wallet should be
Still rich in rage paid in PTSD (cha ching)
Neon cradle I was born in static
No lullaby just a blade and some habit
Snap like a circuit twitch when I sleep
Wake up screamin’ "Where the fuck is peace"
(Aigh aigh)

I broke every rule in the handbook
Turned my trauma into a sample I looped
Still scream truth through a blown out speaker
Still feel nothin’ but the bass and the reaper
(Skrrt)
I'm a ghost with a burner
Heaven got locks so I hack like a learner
Glitch on my neck like a barcode cross
If life’s a game then I’m cheatin' the loss

Bang bang fully loaded
Bang bang drownin’ in emoted
Can’t decode me can’t delete
I was born with a motherfuckin’ glitch in my teeth
4-4 4-4
Where the fuck is the endin’
Code red brain every breath ascending
I bleed in ones
And die in zeros
Tell my mom I made it kinda sorta hero

Dreams sold cheap buried in ads
I press restart it just gives me a laugh
Still trapped in a meat suit aimless and loud
Still no exit just scream through the crowd
Reboot reboot reboot me God

Collapse Scripted

LYRICS
The pressure builds
Beneath the floorboards of the world
A quiet rumble
LET IT BREAK
Yuh

Crawling from a deep pit feeling anathema
Seven circles down exit the panorama
My psyche is a labyrinth no map to guide the motion
Drinking up a dark brew a self-destructive potion
Don't you speak to me about your petty little dramas
I’ve been communing with the shadows earning cosmic commas
Stacking up my penance for a life I never wanted
In this empty dwelling forever I stay haunted by the specter of the man I coulda been (aye)

DOWN I keep on tumbling
HEAR The abyss mumbling
BURN While the world is crumbling

Used to have a vision now it’s pixilated screaming
Used to have a mission now I'm simply intervening
Between my own desires and the ending I'm conceiving
Losing all sensation barely know that I am breathing
A puppet on a wire who's the one that pulls the strings
Sever all the filaments that happiness ever brings
I find a certain solace in the misery and anguish
Speaking in a dead tongue forget my native language
Let it fester let it sour minute after hour (aye)

DOWN I keep on tumbling
HEAR The abyss mumbling
BURN While the world is crumbling
NONE There is no humbling me

DOWN I keep on tumbling
HEAR The abyss mumbling
BURN While the world is crumbling
NONE There is no returning for me

Peel away the layers of this mortal shell
Find the empty nucleus a personal hell
There's no salvation waiting at the final bell
Just a quiet fading story left to tell
(Nothing)
(Nothing left)


Subterranean Scourge

LYRICS
Billion-fold bacteria on a pale blue rock
Got a crown of rusted wire and a shattered mental block
Sippin' on the static 'til my frontal lobe is dead
Not another messiah I'm the motherfuckin' plague instead
Don't need a savior nailed up to a fuckin' cross
My salvation is the hum of a server set to overload
Found my own scripture in corrupted lines of code
Buildin' my own K-Gate at the end of the road

Click-clack goes the bolt inside my cranium
Sub-bass hittin' like a shot of pure Polonium
Set fire to the bridge then I jump into the black now
Bitch I am the Ouroboros I am the final blackout

GET THE FUCK BACK
LET THE BLACK TAR BREAK
OMEGA TO THE ALPHA NO TURNING BACK
WATCH THE FUCKING PILLARS BREAK

Liquidate the sentiment
Summonin' Asmodeus they call it a detriment
My psyche is a kill-switch my pulse is intermittent
Constructin' my own monument to feelin' insignificant
Never gave a fuck about your picket fence existence
So I made a home inside the subterranean septic schism
Motherfuck a prism I'm the light that it broke
I'm the final fuckin' sentence right before the final joke

They mimic every sermon but they cannot replicate
Too blind to see the symbol they don't know the pact I've made
It ain't about a clique fuck a trend this the scorched-earth testament
Decay is the core the anti-holy element
From the Prima to the Materia I am the sole experiment
Deconstruct the soul 'til there's nothing but the static left

GET THE FUCK BACK
LET THE BLACK TAR BREAK
OMEGA TO THE ALPHA NO TURNING BACK
WATCH THE FUCKING PILLARS BREAK

Ziggurat

LYRICS
Steppin' out the crypt with a limp another cycle of the sickness
I'm a witness to the final chapter just another digit on the shit-list (yuh)
Got a tremor in my fingers grab the bottle 'fore it lingers
Still hearin' all the singers from the choir of the fallen figures
Lookin' for an exit but the map is always burnin'
Another lesson that I'm never learnin' stomach steady churnin'
They want a piece of my mind but my mind is in pieces
My only fuckin' peace is when the pulse inside me ceases (ceases)
Fuck a reason every season is the season of the leech
I'm outta reach posted up like a vulture killin' everything I preach wait I don't do that
Killin' everything I touch yeah that's a better fuckin' statement
Pacin' 'round the basement my replacement is awaitin'

There is no one left to call for you
The sky is turning pall

(Ugh)
Got a hundred different problems solve 'em all with chemicals (okay)
Life's a fuckin' punchline guess the joke is terminal
Call me Mr. Never-Sleepin' always countin' sheep and leapin'
Into pits of my own making ain't no point in even speakin' (shut the fuck up)
Let the pharmacy design my personality for the day
Pop a little something just to make the gray go away
Got that five dollar liquor makes the scenery get thicker
Flicker flicker goes the candle life is movin' ever quicker (gone)
To the bottom of the barrel where I'm carvin' out my name
They can have the money cars the women all that petty game
I was born with nothin' that's how I'll leave this dirty place
Just a bitter aftertaste and a picture with no face (with no face)
(Let it drop)

Let it drop
There is no one left to call for you
The sky is turning pall

The Sky is Turnin' Pall

LYRICS
They say every person is an island
But they never mention the tide
How it pulls and pulls
Until all that's left is sand
And the memory of a shoreline

(Go go go go)

Let it burn let it let it burn (Yeah)
Let it burn let it let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn (Wait your turn)

Let it burn Let it Let it burn (Okay)
Let it burn Let it Let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn (Wait your turn)

Let it burn Let it Let it burn (Okay)
Let it burn Let it Let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn (Wait your turn)

Let it burn Let it Let it burn (Okay)
Let it burn Let it Let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn

I got a head full of hornets a gut full of dread
Another night spent conversing with the thoughts I should have left unsaid
My shadow's getting longer or maybe I'm getting smaller
Used to stand a little taller now I just wait for the caller
To tell me that it's over that the payment is due
Stuck in the same damn loop nothing is ever new
I medicate the perspective keep the demons selective
Anything to feel disconnected from the life I've collected
It's a pile of broken pieces promises turned to dust
Fueled by my own disgust a deep and primitive thrust
Towards the bottom of the barrel wearing misery as apparel
Living a life so sterile it’s a pre-written peril (Ugh)

Let it burn let it let it burn (Yeah)
Let it burn let it let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn (Wait your turn)

Let it burn let it let it burn (Okay)
Let it burn let it let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn (Wait your turn)

Let it burn let it let it burn (Okay)
Let it burn let it let it burn
Put the filth in the ground watch the whole thing turn
You got a problem with me better wait your turn

Yeah walking through the downpour
Just to feel something anymore
My whole life is a damn chore
Knocking on the reaper's door
But he ain't never home for me
Guess I got more to see more misery
Got my kin writing my obituary in their heads
While I'm just tryna get out of my bed
That's pain yeah
I'm in a different state
Swallowing my own fate
Cooking up my own hate
It's a little too late
For a saving grace
I just want to erase
Every single trace
(Go go go go)

This feeling in my soul is a permanent stain
I can't tell the difference between the numbness and the strain
The tears I cried could fill a lake of acid rain (acid rain)
And on my best days I still can't escape my own name (name)

The greatest prison isn't made of stone or steel
It's constructed from your own memories your own regrets
And you
You are both the inmate and the warden
There is no escape

The Inmate and The Warden

Sensayo