I literally start sobbing dick when i here this song i love it so much

DEAD YAMI MADE THE INSTRUMENTAL!!
@deadyami (deadyami)

LYRICS:
Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Pre-Verse:
I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry

Verse:
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I am not the person I used to be

When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too

I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Verse 2:
My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out

See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes

This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes

Bridge:
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say... goodbye

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD2MugTYAIk

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

All fucked up now
I’m lying on the ground 
Gone without a sound 
I’ll take my life no doubt 
Hate myself now 
I’m lying on the ground 
No point in trying now 
I’ll end my life life no doubt 

It’s been like this forever 
I want to fucking die
It’s never gotten better 
Don’t have the balls to try
Shoot me with a shotgun 
Drain my fucking life 
I don’t even care anymore 
Fuck my fucking life

No Doubt

Bianca Devins

follow https://soundcloud.com/dethtech

getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Link Cable

White wine

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

prod me

baby cut me dont hug me
break my fuckin ribs
and give me wings like you're a viking
blood all over my skin
talkin shit over the internet
but he still hiding
i found his address
cuz i spend too much fuckin time here

ya im so sad
hang myself thru my webcam
ion even care bout my mom and dad
slit my wrists to forget the past
blood eagle, babygirl im evil
ill do whatever u do even if it's illegal
sayin stupid shit cuz i dont understand people
torture me baby , like you're medieval

blood eagle ☣ ☢

search
for something to make you whole
but nothing ever will
jump deeper into the hole
find your will

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

a year's gone by, and i'm still the same
my eyes burn red, the light eats away

find
the moment which feels right
make sure you hold on tight
jump deeper into a hole
you cant climb

open
your eyes and ignore the light
radiating in
a body submerged in water
can you swim?

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

don't wanna break the mold
the story's getting old

The Mold

Now my bubble's bursting

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Mx1kLPaFh5t2XIGOR99vc?si=8b1d1e2e0389476a
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/let-me-leave-you-in-yesterday/1613326864?i=1613326865

let me leave you in yesterday

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal

let me leave you in yesterday

sensou

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