this was fun :>
inspo by @scrufff @saiwai bossa trap from a bit ago

artwork: potg on twitter

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lyric:
(focus on you first)

i wanna focus on you first,
i dont wanna be that guy, at worst-
i’ll be sure and i’d be sure,
that you wont let me go,

yeah i know,
all about you and yourself long ago,
all these years but i still wont know,
if you and i’d be here, tomorrow

its been a while
and i try a thousand times,
a thousand times to make you smile
i swear ive done nothing wrong, (nothing wrong) 
i just wanna get along with you,
as i write these songs for you

cos i aint too bright,
burning like a candlelight, 
every day, every night,
i cant seem to get it right
why dont you wanna know how many times ive tried
why dont you wanna know how many times-

cos ive been thinking a lot lately
is it just a thought that you hate me
you been playing with me, unconsciously,
but promise, i wont say lightly,

here, tmrw (sensuku)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
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new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

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art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

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meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

@domerrz @kyoakyo <3 @remedysnuts

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

@domerrz
You know it really breaks my mind
I was led astray for some time (I can't close my eyes)
You couldn't find a place to reside
I found you in my heart where you lie
It just hasn't felt the same in a while...
I'm reaching for the stars in the sky
I can still see the tears when you smile
I see right through your disguise

Feel my mind dying
You ask why, I'll hide it
I just decided, I don't even mind it
I'll sit in silence
It's so traumatizing
but I'm sure you mean well
I've been under your spell
It's my truth I can't tell

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again
so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

break my mind +dom (akura, kyoa)

:3 @tamasimplemusic

guitar and original title by tama
vocals and fx by me
-
imperfection
-know that I'm..
not worth your affection

but i cant hold onto this any longer
-to hold onto you any closer

it feels right
when we’re together (wo-ah)
can't describe
with just a letter
i float like a feather
and i wish forever
its hopeless to measure
my feelings together

imperfection (tama)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
@resolve1k

@victxrw
would you take it back if you had another chance 
"would you be upset if i found another man"
did you do it all to hurt me?
was that the plan?
cuz i feel like you cursed me
and in my head 
staring a the ceiling, something has to change
something has to move, need to rearrange 
dont know what's the difference between love and pain
maybe its no different its just all the same

@arid
i dont wanna change for you 
leave it all behind
over again its corrupting my mind
tell me im insane
then ill lose my brain
do it everytime you would call my name 
i know everytime that i wasnt aware
i know everytime you would look and stare 
in my face, i dont wanna talk like it wasn't erased
i dont want to stop i keep losing my place

@k4rson
i know you hate me, i know its all my fault
i swear im changing, you didnt change at all
when i dont see you, i go through withdrawls
just to get another chance, you know i would risk it all
i would do it all again, howd we let it fall?
girl im a fucking mess, you dont wanna see me at all
just get out of my head, miss those nights when we would call
was it something that i said?
i know its all my fault, i know its all my fault.

another chance - victxrw + arid + karson (inno)

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

with my love @thelastmai

lyrics:

(just for tonight, just for tonight)
(we'll be alright, we'll be alright)
(just for tonight)
(we'll be fine)

[chorus] x2
just one more time before u go now
without u i got no one to hold now
dont tell a white lie
ur all mine
even just for tonight
just for tonight

run through my hand through ur hair
its real hard not to care
cause the pain dissapears
every time u come near
now its malibu and driving in the late nights
puppy talk and kissing on the train ride
ill find another way to make u feel alright
does that sound fine?

so please-

[chorus] x2

(hello?)
are you busy?
(what do you want?)
can you just come over?
(im on my way...)
do you promise?
(i promise...)

[chorus]

just for tonight
everything will be fine
if u give me one more night
i know things will be fine
and i know cause ur calling my phone
hear ur voice at the tone
i know where u belong
just follow me home
wanna get u alone
while ur playing this song
got u singing along

so please-

[chorus] x3

prod. under the maple tree

tonight w/ mai

prod @miraie + zan
Track 1 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OS0Krsns8Po8Ot8rLDm5U?si=JLCOd2ZDSlSs3sANVZYs3Q

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 10, 2025
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[verse]
girl you know i didn't wanna break up
its so hard to wake up
its so hard to wake up
and you know i really missed your makeup
its hard to keep my head up
hard to keep my head up

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

[bridge]
心はまだきみのことが残ってるよ
涙は誰もいない時が止まらないよ

[verse 2]
PLEASE JUST GO
GO AWAY
LEAVE ME ALONE
NOW IM SAFE
IM INSANE
FEEL SO COLD
Every thoughts cut my brain
I loved you... so just stay °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

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sorry for breaking up (miraie + zan)

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

closure +jons (kyoa)

i got a spotify now!!

prod. @bothhappyandsad @seoulisms 
ty wallflower for awsom beat :D

send biteki some love for the amv

-

you say you dont mind
baby, if i fuck it up
(you) gotta promise you wont hate me 
till tomorrow, tell me love
i dont need anything else
cos you’re already who i love
dont let me stay by myself
cos ive been all outta luck

yeah im whispering my heart out
you dont know all that i go through
to reach you till i black out
and i come back to my senses
see these fucking faces
they welcome back my self doubt again

why wont i make sense
now ur tryna frame me
i wont take the blame baby
you js lit a flame yeah
girl what do you mean yeah 
what are we to be 
if we aint one and the same

imperfection (tama)

sensuku.

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