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@1akura: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

@pw4prez
@resolve1k
ty sm for 1 mil streams :3

words -

interlinked.
what's it like to hold the hand of someone you love? interlinked
interlinked.
do they teach you how to feel finger to finger? interlinked
interlinked.
do you long for having your heart interlinked? interlinked
interlinked.
do you dream about being interlinked?
interlinked.
do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? interlinked
interlinked.

im falling apart inside
you act like your sorry you lied
i told you a thousand times
said goodbye and have a good life
but loving eyes are blind
i need to get out of my mind
no i dont like seeing you cry
but im falling apart inside
its getting harder and harder to breathe
girl look what you're doing to me
i didnt do anything
girl i think you just love to deceive
you were the girl of my dreams
it was gon be you and me
why do i fuck everything up(x2)
i swear we were fine
get the fuck out my mind
i hate when you lie
girl i wish you would die
i hope you're happy now
take drugs til im passing out
you said you still wanna be friends
dont expect me to come around
but now im up and its inside out
where was that through our ups and put downs
but where was that when you lied out ur mouth
when you said you would put your life down
because you lied and you know that you did
and i was sad but it was my benfit
and i hope you feel bad like shit
im tryna get into my bag and get rich

falling apart (sochi + inno)

- ♡ -

prod. @luc3nt

she says i talk too much about you
about the fights we never fix
she asked what im holding on to
and why love feels like a risk
she says that loves not supposed to hurt
but im too scared to let it burn
i tell her i cant just walk away
but every time i stay it feels the same
my therapist thinks we should break up
says im holding on too tight calling it love
she says i deserve a little peace
but i dont know how to set us free
shes got the answers but ive got this heart
that doesnt know where to stop or where to start
yeah my therapist thinks we should break up
but i dont wanna face life without us
i tell her how you make me smile
then she asks me how long it lasts
we’re good for a little while
but then we’re stuck in the past
she says that loves not made of fear
but walking away feels so unclear
i tell her im not ready to let go
but deep down i already know
we should break up
im holding on too tight calling it love
i deserve a little peace
but i dont know how to set us free
shes got the answers but ive got this heart
that doesnt know where to stop or where to start
yeah my therapist thinks we should break up
but i dont wanna face a life without us
she says i need to love myself more
but im still standing at your door
my therapist thinks we should break up
but maybe im not strong enough

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

my therapist thinks we should break up [luc3nt]

@lullaby

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3fqrgplHZPeSwVDHZFFVbj?si=0ff107a4b3c844b5

lyrics:

u know it hurts me, i cant breathe
u know it hurts me, i cant breathe
fluorescent lights burn out so you cant find me
fluorescent lights burn out so you cant find me

from the blood in the battle
u stole from the holy garden
is it too much to handle?
all the things that u have started
as the sins flow across u
oh you live like an evergreen
now we build up the lust and break down the trust that lives in the inbetween

u know it hurts me, i cant breathe
cuz everything u do is a fallacy
fluorescent lights burn out so you cant find me
are u really a lover or an enemy?
i cant tell but its worth to imagine a life without tragic, happenings happen
if u want it then have it my bad bad habits, if he can then i can, he can then i can
u know it hurts me, i cant breathe
cuz everything u do is a fallacy
fluorescent lights burn out so you cant find me
are u really a lover or an enemy?

so which one is ur title?
did you take from the holy garden
is it too much to handle?
all the things that u have started
as the sins flow across u
oh you live like an evergreen
now we build up the lust and break down the trust that lives in the inbetween

from the blood in the battle
u stole from the holy garden
is it too much to handle?
all the things that u have started
as the sins flow across u
oh you live like an evergreen
now we build up the lust and break down the trust that lives in the inbetween
x2

fluorescent (lullaby + victxrw)

@domerrz @kyoakyo <3 @remedysnuts

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

@domerrz
You know it really breaks my mind
I was led astray for some time (I can't close my eyes)
You couldn't find a place to reside
I found you in my heart where you lie
It just hasn't felt the same in a while...
I'm reaching for the stars in the sky
I can still see the tears when you smile
I see right through your disguise

Feel my mind dying
You ask why, I'll hide it
I just decided, I don't even mind it
I'll sit in silence
It's so traumatizing
but I'm sure you mean well
I've been under your spell
It's my truth I can't tell

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again
so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

break my mind +dom (akura, kyoa)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
@resolve1k

@victxrw
would you take it back if you had another chance 
"would you be upset if i found another man"
did you do it all to hurt me?
was that the plan?
cuz i feel like you cursed me
and in my head 
staring a the ceiling, something has to change
something has to move, need to rearrange 
dont know what's the difference between love and pain
maybe its no different its just all the same

@arid
i dont wanna change for you 
leave it all behind
over again its corrupting my mind
tell me im insane
then ill lose my brain
do it everytime you would call my name 
i know everytime that i wasnt aware
i know everytime you would look and stare 
in my face, i dont wanna talk like it wasn't erased
i dont want to stop i keep losing my place

@k4rson
i know you hate me, i know its all my fault
i swear im changing, you didnt change at all
when i dont see you, i go through withdrawls
just to get another chance, you know i would risk it all
i would do it all again, howd we let it fall?
girl im a fucking mess, you dont wanna see me at all
just get out of my head, miss those nights when we would call
was it something that i said?
i know its all my fault, i know its all my fault.

another chance - victxrw + arid + karson (inno)

og: silverstein - burning hearts

lyrics:

the blood is rushing 2 my head
this room is spinning round the bed
a flashing image perforates
tarnishes memories of grace
a bursting bond reforms into this shape

nd if my body makes it out
unscathed nd safe from broken vows
a promise spoken leaves me holding on
i just can't get a hold of
why we always hurt the ones we love
can burning hearts still keep us strong?

a crack has formed in the foundation
the floor is falling out from under me
a pleading loser makes his case
a liar shakes his head and breaks
a life of honor turns into his shame

nd if my body makes it out
unscathed nd safe from broken vows
a promise spoken leaves me holding on
i just can't get a hold of
why we always hurt the ones we love
can burning hearts still keep us strong?

it's all my fault (It's all my fault)
this eagle's flying down below where shadows fall
now it's sinking in (now it's sinking in)
tht I'm sinking into this place I never thought I'd fall...

u can't trust me, I'm not worthy
u won't ever feel this way
the storm is moving overhead
the wind is blowing back, we've been misled
we've been misled

nd if my body makes it out
unscathed nd safe from broken vows
a promise spoken leaves me holding on
i just can't get a hold of
why we always hurt the ones we love
can burning hearts still keep us strong?

burning hearts cover

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

closure +jons (kyoa)

i got a spotify now!!

prod. @bothhappyandsad @seoulisms 
ty wallflower for awsom beat :D

send biteki some love for the amv

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you say you dont mind
baby, if i fuck it up
(you) gotta promise you wont hate me 
till tomorrow, tell me love
i dont need anything else
cos you’re already who i love
dont let me stay by myself
cos ive been all outta luck

yeah im whispering my heart out
you dont know all that i go through
to reach you till i black out
and i come back to my senses
see these fucking faces
they welcome back my self doubt again

why wont i make sense
now ur tryna frame me
i wont take the blame baby
you js lit a flame yeah
girl what do you mean yeah 
what are we to be 
if we aint one and the same

love (wallflower, seoul)

@remedysnuts
@afterstoryx
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closure +jons (kyoa)

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