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I Know You're Broken

Hold My Hand

Behind the Smile

I'm Not Gold (feat. Kiyehm)

I Don't Understand

Used Too

Break Me Down

Slow (feat. Kado)

How come the ones we love the most don’t ever stay
How come the clouds don’t ever pass 
When there’s some rain how come I’m crying 
over shit I cannot change 
Can’t give life to something dead I miss my dad he’s in the grave 

I miss my fam I miss my ex 
I know she’s moving on 
I’m really sorry for the way
that I would treat you wrong 
And I don’t think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I’ve been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart


And that’s just part of life but we don’t know the why 
People taken from my life can’t seem to compromise 
I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right
Lately I’ve been wishing on a star is that I would f***ing die

I cannot take another day of the shit 
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line and say its one more hit 
Cause maybe if I’m feeling numb then I won’t have to go quit

Come out to meet you 
Tell you I’m sorry 
You don’t how lovely you are
I had to find you 
Tell you I need you  
Tell you I’ve set you apart 

I hate the way I treated you and we can’t change the past
But if we could then Id do anything to get you back
I’d see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass

And it’s just sad that we can change what is done
I’ve been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I’m sorry but I’m under the sun 
Contemplating why I’m here and all the ways that i run

I’m doing drugs have sex 
I’m blowing all my money on my own respect
I’m trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I’ll be better off dead 
maybe finally I can get some rest 

I know that’s not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or some thing that can help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don’t know how to deal 
I’m missing everyone I’ve lost and I just wish it weren’t real

tell u i'm sorry

w/ @seon47

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

It's like everyday is a different struggle
Young man, but I found a hustle
E-L-Y, that's a piece of the puzzle
I'm really blessed, but I'm still stressed
How I lost my muscle at a young age
Changed me, I had blind rage
Saw the world as a still beige
Seemed to lose it's color
Self esteem, in an empty gutter
Was praying for flooding that never would cover the losses I took
Rather just die than admit to my family cause they would discover
The path that I took
Used drugs as a cover, to cover the fact
That I fucked up myself to a point where I'd never recover
Got lost in the lust and I fell for a lover, that never would love me
The way that I needed
Broken and pleading for someone to save me but no one would save me
I thought that she would
But I ended up hurting somebody that can't be replaced
Now when I look at life, I'm thinking like what a disgrace I made
Just dig me a grave and bury me deep, at least six feet
Cause I don't wanna breathe, and I don't wanna be
The person I turned out to be in end
Now I'm focused on turning the page and becoming a person that I could be proud of
Got tired of telling myself that I'm not it
So I gotta be it, before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
I'm making my peace
Before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
Before it all tears me to pieces

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Man I been lost for a while
Struggling finding my way in this life
I just forget how to smile
Wonder what happened wish that I wasn't alive
Lately I been in denial
Saying I'm fine, running away from my mind
Shit ain't been right since the trail
It ain't been right since the trial
They locked me for up like a year
I ain't have nobody there
Couldn't run like I did in the past, and I was facing all my fears
Coming to terms with all that I've done
All the feelings starting to flood
I'm drowning alone I ran out luck
I was so close to just giving it up
Now I'm out but I don't feel like I'm free
On a mission tryna find all my dreams
To steady losing never getting no sleep
I'm feeling empty getting closer to e
So what do I do, and who do I be
Life it been weighing me down
I don't what I should think
Cause I get caught in my addiction
Tryna not to make a difference
Wishing I could stop the sinning
Knowing I can't be forgiving
My whole life I'm never winning
My whole I'm never winning, for real
I pray this a dream and that none of this real
I'm waking up where I don't have to feel
Don't have to stress and I don't have to heal
I don't have to stress and I don't have to heal

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Ely Waves & Seon - it's hard to be me

The Light You Hold

Knowing Me (prod. Taylor King)

I'll be fine

see-on
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I Don't Understand

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