Legit still the biggest inspiration to my own art <3

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lyrics -
I wonder bout the other side
And I know damn well I’m
Right on my way
Cus I hate my face
And I hate these games we play 
You say its not that bad

In a month or 2 i'll hate this song
Everything will all sound wrong
You’ll probably hate me too
I know I always do
Fuck I hate how I hit that note,
And I hate how I’m such a joke 
to U and your friends.
Go laugh about it

And when I walk alone
All the the things that’s left unknown
They keep me so surrounded
And everyday I sit and wait
For shit to change, I feel the same
I grit my teeth and hope I find myself one day..

i hate this song. (demo)

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

The Pain That Never Ends

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

Let me die, let me die
Cannot take, the pain inside
Demons stuck, they undermine
Without luck, gave it the ride

You’ll hold another man now
And I’ll do what I can now
When the fragments ran down
I fell to the background

Strings of my heart are tearing apart
Darkness in part is wrecking my art
Please let me breathe, you lie and deceive
I hate being me, I wish we were we

Fucked it up, I fucked it up
Never knew that you were enough
Said tough luck, she said tough luck
I missed my shot, she hit rebuff

Let me die, let me die
Cannot take, the pain inside
Demons stuck, they undermine
Without luck, gave it the ride

I went and fucked it up again I swear it’s all I do these days 
I know that I won’t make it through to you until my dues are paid so
I’m on my way out
I wouldn’t wait up 
I’m just gonna stay out, this shit’s so played out 

You said
I was everything you needed in your life
Now you can barely stand to stand by my side now 
Our friends are in the parking lot trying to fucking fight it all out now 

I got 20 bucks on Jason 
Is this love or some hallucination?
I’m so impatient, and these you tell are so blatant 
You fucking keep me waiting 

Keep me waiting, keep me waiting 
On the floor I just can’t take it 
Keep me waiting keep me waiting 
One day I know I’ll learn to fake it

eudaemonia

waiting - ft. lil xtra (prod. canis major)

PainPainGoAway- NYX & SEON

aquarius(Prod. Ocean)

Heart Attack

Vocals: sadgods
Mix/Master: sadgods
Prod: sadgods

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I Don't Mind U

Nobody's Happy.

dying in designer - Pull It

Official Music Video

Unhappily Ever After

@lilheartbreaker

The haunt in your eyes
I’m fighting it all of the time
But through all the guise
Can’t help that I am

Near my end, looking back where it began
My bones frozen, feed me eternal dread
Striving to find
What lies in my mind
Just need a guide
What’s on the other side
But you can’t hide
The things you keep alive

The moments pass
Never know the last
Stuck in a wall of glass

Passing through places that cannot be seen
Everything feel like I’m caught in a dream
Telling me things that I know you don’t mean
Within my head I just silently scream

These days nothings the same
Want it outta my brain
Nothing that could be changed
No way to numb the pain

Don’t know what I’m feeling
Erasing the space just to help find some healing
The things that you’re killing
Swinging my legs from the top of the ceiling

All of the times that you tore us apart
Ever resenting the place of your heart
Deathly grievances wished to impart
Reaping in ways that I never could start

The haunt in your eyes
I’m fighting it all of the time
But through all the guise
I can’t help that I am

Near my end, looking back where it began
My bones frozen, feed me eternal dread
Striving to find
What lies in my mind
Just need a guide
What’s on the other side
But you can’t hide
The things you keep alive

follow lil heartbreak

other side (prod. lil heartbreak)

Prod. Kado

You were 
Only searching for love
Only found it in drugs 
Get no love from the world 
Get no help from above 
I’m awake on my own
Never sleep in the dark
I think I’m losing myself 
I think I’m falling apart 
I think you’re crying for help
What am I gonna do 
I would help if I could 
I think you know that it’s true 
And it wouldn’t be hard
If we’d been friends for a year
But a decade and a half 
I just wish you were here 
Now we’re 13and you’re up around out 
Now we’re 16 and you’re all about it 
Now we’re twenty three and you can’t live without it 
I hope you live to see 30 but I fucking doubt it 
So I lie and say that I don’t give a fuck about it
Grab another bottle and I fucking down it 
Don’t let them see the way I feel on some poker shit 
I’m just tryna heal, quit telling me to get over it 
Ain’t no way of getting over this except for separation, I’ll find a way to handle it 
fighting hesitation cause I know you faced abandonment 
Couldn’t watch you becoming a picture on my mantle, shit
We both know that’s how it’s gonna end 
Stumbling around OD’ing on kolonipin
And that was four years ago it’s only gotten worse since
I told you it would kill you if you ever fucked with heroine
We haven’t talked in year I hope you get better
From I what I hear you’re barely keeping yourself together 
Got a couple homies hooked, Fucking trend setter 
Fuck my ex and expect me to say that it’s whatever? Look
It’s comforting to know you’re still alive
I hope you turn it around, I hope you live your life 
Just know I understand I never wondered why 
I just miss my friend he’s been gone for a long time

Atlas

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