cry in the pillow at 2am type of vibes.. 

darn, this song makes me really emotional like I want to cry.

your songs really helped me get through some tough times... thank you.

a song for my grandma :)

mastered by @gillatrack

did I put you down
it was an accident I swear
이젠 어딨나요
가지마세요 아직은
다가오는 아픔을 참아요
가지말아요 because you're my one and only

girl

더 이상 말 안해줘도 돼
내가 먼저 앞서갈게
please don't say you're letting go

girl

it's hard to understand
the steps I can't fulfill
만약에 가면 어디로
그 손이 무너진다면
가벼워 진다면 이 공간이

who to trust I don't know anymore
that's what she said, oh that's what she said
her body is hurting
but I can't do nothing but watch

I'm so sorry
미안하다고
나같은 나약한 놈을 사랑해줘서
버리지 마
매번 그런 눈빛으로 쳐다본 널

보내야만 했는지
사랑했어야만 하는지
꼭 가고싶어 했는지
보내야만 하는지

as long as you're okay

Spotify

I'd be sad if you were gone (prod. GILLA)

prod @8rokeboy
master @gillatrack

when I hit thirty, would I still be relevant
a table with papers without a pen
gray colored walls with a gloomy tint

baby I just wanna know
if I ever hit that age would I still
be your number one

tell me how much I am worth
would I be your fries on the side
ordered no salt, but I'd still cry
girl I'd see you digging in
but by that time I might be with someone else too

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

can you keep up with me, can you keep up with me

why should I be excited
I still got work to do
what do I gotta do to pull through
I haven't updated my resume
what if I don't succeed
I need a plan just in case nothing works for me
cuz' all I see is grey

tell me how much I am worth 
would I be your fries on the side
ordered no salt, but I'd still cry
girl I'd see you digging in
but by that time I might be with someone else too

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

can you keep up with me, can you keep up with me

sorry I talk too much
I think a lot, and got low self-esteem
oh this a song not a conversation
my bad it's just that I'm complicated

I find it harder to justify
a love song you know when it's clearly not

can you keep up with me, can you keep up with me

a long heartburn (prod. @8rokeboy)

Lyrics:

Warmth in the darkness
 I’m slipping away in the shadows  don’t know what the time is, no oh oh
 The seconds, the minutes, they beckon my way 
Staggering closer but colors, they die into grey
 Silhouettes are whispering, reminding me my injuries 
 I don’t feel the pain, no I don’t feel no pain
 I am my own enemy, lying is my therapy 
Blame it all on me, just blame it all on me 

(Don't blame it on me yeah)
I just need a light for another cigarette
Father forgive me, all my sins I repent
Consumed by the notion that lasting emotion
Can carry me out of the dark
Cuz I got these premonitions, can’t tell time and space apart
Cuz I’m 

Alone in the darkness
구름을휘져어더이상알아볼수없게
Wont you be my peace
대상없는울림의설렘
Don’t know where my mind is 
내가돌아갈때그곳에있어줄래
천천히그려볼게온전히알수있게
따뜻함속에어두움
내어두움속에그온기
I just wanna be

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Dark Warm (feat. Sway Bleu & Jimmy Brown)

1. my stargirl
2. fool
3.
4. hurting
5. 

produced by pacific
mastered by @gillatrack

girl won't you be there for me?
I've been at work I can't see
even if something's up, I won't know
sometimes I contemplate
what if I made a wrong move
it hurts not to be understood
take me as who I am
but I had, I had

I'm drowning in sadness
I'm taking advices
it hurts just to breathe
but I can't go to somewhere else
I smile just to function
but it's not who I am
but I had enough

can I go on to
somebody I can hold on to
these feelings you've left I won't trust you
I won't make choices that'll hurt me again

can I go on to
somebody I can hold on to
these feelings you've left I won't trust you
I won't make choices that'll hurt me again

do you feel me still
back when we danced
on our very own hill

can I go on to
somebody I can hold on to
these feelings you've left I won't trust you
I won't make choices that'll hurt me again

can I go on to
somebody I can hold on to
these feelings you've left I won't trust you
I won't make choices that'll hurt me again

innocence

hurting

Xanned out (feat. slchld)

Lyrics:

Hit me on my line
If you want me to come find you
I think that you want me
To come over tonight to 
Drink a little wine , get tipsy over time, yeah
I’ll play a game or two  
With you until the night time creeps on over closer
I know that we’re not sober
The wrongs won’t make a right  
But you’re biting on my shoulder, ooh
I’ll wait til tomorrow
To drown in my sorrow’
I’ll wait til tomorrow
To drown in my sorrow’

I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own
 I want you
I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own 
I want you

[JWord]
You the only one 
You the only thing, that blows my mind
You the only type
You the only right one in my eyes
I can’t go on without you
Plus, I know you need me here too
You the only sight
Never gonna lie
That’s why my head is basically designed 
To only write
For you and that’s no lie
Tell me can you see what I see in you

Look in my eyes
Can you see my lies 
Can’t take away
What i’ve left behind
I say I’m fine but
She’s on my mind
Chills up my spine while 
I’m fantasizing 
I know I shouldn’t blame you
Cuz I cannot erase you
(But fuck it i’ll go anyway, yeah)
Just need a time and place to
Decide how to replace you
(But fuck it i’ll go anyway, yeah)

I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own 
I want you
I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own
 I want you

I need u i want u (feat. JWord)

produced by pdubcookin
mastered by @gillatrack

who I hang out with lately you don't gotta know
you don't have the right to care anymore

some nights I'm in too deep
I can't pull myself out

she was a friend in need
I was mistaken girl I'm sorry but

now
we're both strangers to each other now
now
I find it awkward just to say hello
I don't want to lose my happiness
girl we're playing a game you're meant to lose

I find that time goes way too fast
I might as well wait for the next one
I need some self-care
don't look for me

I told you girl I'm now
we're both strangers to each other now
now
I find it awkward just to say hello
I don't want to lose my happiness
girl we're playing a game you're meant to lose

wait just a minute
before you go insane
I won't be your ride
don't be afraid to fail

now
we're both strangers to each other now
now
I find it awkward just to say hello
I don't want to lose my happiness
girl we're playing a game you're meant to lose

don't look for me

demo, produced by @vvhoosh

love
love

ey

some people are quick to judge
I might cry sometimes
but these tears are real
girl I'm sad f'real

at times I wanna be somebody else
you wanted me to be stronger
to keep you by my side
but we can't rewind

make love and I go back to work ey
she's dancing with somebody else ey
at the end of the day
I pick myself up
I know this ain't love

love
I want love
love
I want love

I show you the things I've been working on
but I know you love to pretend
how can I love you less?
I'm under a spell can I cleanse

you're out of my reach
I'm a try and go get it
but there are no guarentees

regardless of what I've been up to 
no sign of slowing down
my pride is on the line
I see all these faces, all these faces

love
you got love yeah

let me go 
slow it down
we weren't meant to be yeah

love
I want love
love
I want love

all these faces (with whoosh)

summertimeblissdemo

surrounded by the people crying in these streets
living on my own I'm always incomplete
infactuated by the heart that you own 
with those knowing  eyes you've been watching me close

feeling like I didn't know you best when it mattered
 when the snow falls and we're holed in
stationed like we're never moving on our from past
on from our past 

patience cannot hold you
you wanna love like we're supposed to
without a worry or the tears to
and sing a song while I hold ya

cuz you know lately
the working hours' different baby
swear I'm on my own believe me
you still lead me

cuz you know lately
the working hours' different baby
swear I'm on my own believe me
you still lead me

to tell you the truth
I can't trust myself when I'm with you
where your home is, yeah mine is there too
but my mind is a mess, is yours too?

there's a hole in my heart I can't fill
you stuck with me along
girl I'm thankful for your soul
cuz I'm yours and yours alone
yours and yours alone
yours and yours alone
cuz I'm next to ya

because I'm next to you demo (prod. FNDGuitar)

slchld

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