but these tears are real, im sad f’real

@aricogle
@gillatrack

dear mama
I’ve had dreams I’d be dead by thirty five
if you’re alive before I die

I’m sorry
mama, I’m sorry
I’m sorry

when I was younger
아주 어릴때

when I was an adolescent
한 지붕 밑에

my one and only family
그땐 몰랐었지 난

the love that I’ve forgotten
돌아갈수있을까

dear mama
I’ve had dreams I’d be dead by thirty five
if you’re alive before I die

취했나봐
못된 소리만 하는 나잖아
미안해
물론 친구들도 다 알겠지만
안 좋은 습관 들었지만

I hate the way that I am right now
I can’t live the way I want to right now

dear mama
I’ve had dreams I’d be dead by thirty five
if you’re alive before I die

I’m sorry
mama, I’m sorry
I’m sorry

emotions

for the broken soul (prod. Aso)

@gillatrack
@r-ipley

she looks out the window
keep it cool, let your feet show
my sanity is going through time

숨쉬기도 바쁜데
인사 할 틈도 없는데
많은걸 바라는 너
가지말라 하면서

I know she said
I already knew

Girl you told me that
I don’t have ‘emotion’
that hurt me real bad
I’m the one that feels sad

Girl you told me that
I don’t have emotions
that hurt me real bad
I’m the one that feels sad

RIPELY (@r-ipley)

babe you look so dumb right now
나에게 비춰진 너의 모습은
그다지 아름답지가 않아

난 많은 걸 바라지 않아
내가 원하는 건 단지 너와
감정을 나누고 싶을 뿐인 데
너는 왜 내 맘을 몰라줘 babe

SLCHLD

Girl you told me that
I don’t have ‘emotion’
that hurt me real bad
I’m the one that feels sad

Girl you told me that
I don’t have emotions
that hurt me real bad
I’m the one that feels sad

EMOTIONS

Spotify

emotions (feat. RIPLEY) [prod. GILLA]

@gillatrack
@oceanfromtheblue
@vvetterthanvvater

life ain’t the same 
without you baby
but that don’t mean I can’t
live without you lately
care to call me by my name
we ain’t nothing but a thing
past the time, past the time

I'm not an item
I'm nothing special
I know you’ll get used to the temporary pain
staying in my lane

OCEAN (@oceanfromtheblue)

해뜨기전에 별들을 세어보기
아무고민 없이 잠자리 들기
세수할때 인상쓰지 말고 웃기
내가없이도 잘 지키고 있는지

궁금해

그게 아니라면 나는 대체 너의 어디에 살았던거야

RNMK (@vvetterthanvvater)

난 여전히 밤을 비워둬 
아니 널 채운 채 안 비워져 
너도 날 그릴 때 
이 새벽을 칠해줘 
네가 내리는 매일에 
흠뻑 젖어있는 채인게
창문을 닫아도 
널 들여다보는 걸 
baby 왜 넌 내게 이런 
비싼걸 쉽게 줘 
어린애들처럼 
모든 게 다 장난인 거처럼 
특별하다는 게 없다면 
똑같은 것도 없지 
늘 똑같은 네 마음 덕에 
이게 특별한 걸 알지 
어떻게 해야 이 맘이 
너에게까지 닿을지 
네 꿈속에라도

OCEAN

해뜨기전에 별들을 세어보기
아무고민 없이 잠자리 들기
세수할때 인상쓰지 말고 웃기
내가없이도 잘 지키고 있는지

궁금해

그게 아니라면 나는 대체 너의 어디에 살았던거야

SLCHLD, OCEAN

when I leave
when I leave
how'd you feel

when I leave
when I leave

OCEAN

해뜨기전에 별들을 세어보기
아무고민 없이 잠자리 들기
세수할때 인상쓰지 말고 웃기
내가없이도 잘 지키고 있는지

궁금해

그게 아니라면 나는 대체 너의 어디에 살았던거야

when I leave (feat. oceanfromtheblue, KU HYUN) [prod. GILLA]

produced by Yapuzi
mastered by @gillatrack

I don't know (how to love)
baby that's a lie come and dance if you want it
everybody sayin' I don't know how to love

baby I don't really wanna front with you
baby I don't really wanna fuck with you

I don't know (how to love)
anymore

I'm looking for the God in me to save you
I'm looking for the love in the basement
we found something special and I know that you're scared
baby don't worry I'm here for you

the dance can wait if I'm with you
the walls are painted white to show that all is bare

my all is here with you

so baby tell me why
I'm waiting for the sun to come down
and you aren't here

I don't know (how to love)
baby that's a lie come and dance if you want it
everybody sayin' I don't know how to love

baby I don't really wanna front with you
baby I don't really wanna fuck with you

I don't know (how to love)
anymore

you're my girl so I can make it work
but if you come with me you might get hurt

but I won't let you down
you don't have to follow around me
I just wanna dance before the sun is out to find me

one last dance before we (feat. shiloh)

a song for my grandma :)

mastered by @gillatrack

did I put you down
it was an accident I swear
이젠 어딨나요
가지마세요 아직은
다가오는 아픔을 참아요
가지말아요 because you're my one and only

girl

더 이상 말 안해줘도 돼
내가 먼저 앞서갈게
please don't say you're letting go

girl

it's hard to understand
the steps I can't fulfill
만약에 가면 어디로
그 손이 무너진다면
가벼워 진다면 이 공간이

who to trust I don't know anymore
that's what she said, oh that's what she said
her body is hurting
but I can't do nothing but watch

I'm so sorry
미안하다고
나같은 나약한 놈을 사랑해줘서
버리지 마
매번 그런 눈빛으로 쳐다본 널

보내야만 했는지
사랑했어야만 하는지
꼭 가고싶어 했는지
보내야만 하는지

as long as you're okay

I'd be sad if you were gone (prod. GILLA)

mastered by @gillatrack
artwork by ykn0t

my insecurities, not yours EP out on March 1st. Stream it on Spotify, Apple Music, Google Play.

1. because I don't wanna know (feat. Rheehab)
2. she likes spring, I prefer winter
3. my insecurities, not yours
4. twenty four hours

Lyrics

how I lose
track of you
my troubles going forth

매번 나를
찾아주는 것만도
고맙게 느껴져

so easy to fall in love
with someone like you

만약에
내 안 좋은 습관들이
너를 멀리가게 한다면

I'd be broken all over again

don't introduce me to your friends
you know I ain't too social
how was I supposed to know
was it rude of me
그렇다면 미안해
더 잘해볼게

someone like you
would you understand me?
I'm used to being alone
I'd be depressed if you were gone

가면을 벗기엔
너무 두려운데

can I be where I'm comfortable
next to you

you might be
the one to break my shell
there must be a reason
잘 모르겠지만, 나는 믿어

someone like you
would you understand me?
I'm used to being alone
I'd be depressed if you were gone

가면을 벗기엔
너무 두려운데

can I be where I'm comfortable
next to you

you might be
the one to break my shell
there must be a reason
잘 모르겠지만, 나는 믿어

how I lose
track of you
my troubles going forth

매번 나를
찾아주는 것만도
고맙게 느껴져

so easy to fall in love
with someone like you

만약에
내 안 좋은 습관들이
너를 멀리가게 한다면

I'd be broken all over again
be broken all over again
I'd be broken all over again

my insecurities, not yours

my insecurities, not yours (prod. voisic)

prod @8rokeboy
master @gillatrack

when I hit thirty, would I still be relevant
a table with papers without a pen
gray colored walls with a gloomy tint

baby I just wanna know
if I ever hit that age would I still
be your number one

tell me how much I am worth
would I be your fries on the side
ordered no salt, but I'd still cry
girl I'd see you digging in
but by that time I might be with someone else too

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

can you keep up with me, can you keep up with me

why should I be excited
I still got work to do
what do I gotta do to pull through
I haven't updated my resume
what if I don't succeed
I need a plan just in case nothing works for me
cuz' all I see is grey

tell me how much I am worth 
would I be your fries on the side
ordered no salt, but I'd still cry
girl I'd see you digging in
but by that time I might be with someone else too

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

let's just have a good time right now
it hurts too much to think bad things out loud

can you keep up with me, can you keep up with me

sorry I talk too much
I think a lot, and got low self-esteem
oh this a song not a conversation
my bad it's just that I'm complicated

I find it harder to justify
a love song you know when it's clearly not

can you keep up with me, can you keep up with me

a long heartburn (prod. @8rokeboy)

Lyrics:

Warmth in the darkness
 I’m slipping away in the shadows  don’t know what the time is, no oh oh
 The seconds, the minutes, they beckon my way 
Staggering closer but colors, they die into grey
 Silhouettes are whispering, reminding me my injuries 
 I don’t feel the pain, no I don’t feel no pain
 I am my own enemy, lying is my therapy 
Blame it all on me, just blame it all on me 

(Don't blame it on me yeah)
I just need a light for another cigarette
Father forgive me, all my sins I repent
Consumed by the notion that lasting emotion
Can carry me out of the dark
Cuz I got these premonitions, can’t tell time and space apart
Cuz I’m 

Alone in the darkness
구름을휘져어더이상알아볼수없게
Wont you be my peace
대상없는울림의설렘
Don’t know where my mind is 
내가돌아갈때그곳에있어줄래
천천히그려볼게온전히알수있게
따뜻함속에어두움
내어두움속에그온기
I just wanna be

Listen on Spotify

Dark Warm (feat. Sway Bleu & Jimmy Brown)

demo, produced by @vvhoosh

love
love

ey

some people are quick to judge
I might cry sometimes
but these tears are real
girl I'm sad f'real

at times I wanna be somebody else
you wanted me to be stronger
to keep you by my side
but we can't rewind

make love and I go back to work ey
she's dancing with somebody else ey
at the end of the day
I pick myself up
I know this ain't love

love
I want love
love
I want love

I show you the things I've been working on
but I know you love to pretend
how can I love you less?
I'm under a spell can I cleanse

you're out of my reach
I'm a try and go get it
but there are no guarentees

regardless of what I've been up to 
no sign of slowing down
my pride is on the line
I see all these faces, all these faces

love
you got love yeah

let me go 
slow it down
we weren't meant to be yeah

love
I want love
love
I want love

all these faces (with whoosh)

surrounded by the people crying in these streets
living on my own I'm always incomplete
infactuated by the heart that you own 
with those knowing  eyes you've been watching me close

feeling like I didn't know you best when it mattered
 when the snow falls and we're holed in
stationed like we're never moving on our from past
on from our past 

patience cannot hold you
you wanna love like we're supposed to
without a worry or the tears to
and sing a song while I hold ya

cuz you know lately
the working hours' different baby
swear I'm on my own believe me
you still lead me

cuz you know lately
the working hours' different baby
swear I'm on my own believe me
you still lead me

to tell you the truth
I can't trust myself when I'm with you
where your home is, yeah mine is there too
but my mind is a mess, is yours too?

there's a hole in my heart I can't fill
you stuck with me along
girl I'm thankful for your soul
cuz I'm yours and yours alone
yours and yours alone
yours and yours alone
cuz I'm next to ya

all these faces (with whoosh)

slchld

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