I could listen this song endlessly. For now it's played 2873 times, only in Itunes. Thanks from Ekaterinburg in Ural mountains.

one of the absolute best songs ive ever heard 🖤🖤

love from Russia man here we have some good ppl we aint the same

All songs Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
tracks 2, 4 and 12 Co-Produced w/ CH!O
All tracks mixed & mastered w/ CH!O except track 10 which was mixed/mastered w/ @idleglance and track 16 which was mixed w/ @monkid
Art by sepha.
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ALL PLATFORMS <3

Alien and Connected

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

Prod. Discent, reprod. YCK

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Packed my bags
I’m making up a plan to escape
Won’t be back
Wrote a note tried my best to explain

I won’t call I won’t text
No you said I’m like the rest
I’m a no good motherfucker
Feeling so depressed

Case of the blues
Always aim then I shoot
I don’t wanna miss a chance
That I got to advance

Up the ladder making chatter
Nothing I can say’ll matter
In the grand scheme of things
Any song I made or sing

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Minutes of recognition
Start up my car and turn the ignition
No I don’t got a place to go
I don’t hear a thing they’re saying so

Leaving breathing give me a reason
To keep on going I keep repeating
Drained of my life I feel defeated
With every changing season

Stoned I’m alone
Thought I’d quit it but I don’t
When the heater went and broke
Man my fingers fucking froze

Now my joints are always swollen
And my gloves I got are stolen
Getting by I’m steady rolling
I ain’t needing your condolence bitch

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Spirits

Drifter

from my upcoming album 'alien and connected'
-- Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
Co-prod/Mix/Master w/ Juan (JP)
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STREAM / DOWNLOAD

REPULSION.

prod: @hkeybeats
cover: instagram.com/nice__haha
Lyrics

I do not give her the bottle of white so she can just deal with the pain
One step at a time I am saving a life from the curse that has led me astray in the rain
The people will act when they see me in pain so I walk around drunk with a smile all day
And the demons will grow until devils are born and I will become what I hate
Wait

What do you think
Stop asking me
If I am okay when I’m crying to sleep
Bring some me weed
Bring me some wine
Feed my addiction while I numb my mind

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

I’m tryna cage my mind
Screaming so loud that she fogging my eyes
Making me dizzy I need to hold back
Breathing like shit I am under attack

My mind is a trap
I need to fall back
Someone get me the fucking cognac
Mix with Prozaz while my eyes roll back
Not in control now my mind is hijacked

Bet you don’t know me, don’t bother
Judging me like you like some kind of brother
Your girl call me father and daddy and papa
Guess that mean I be fucking on your mother
Yuh

S L O T H B O I
Slothboi will see through your fucking lies
Stay in my lane there is no compromise
Stare at your face and I see the snake eyes

I know what await
Your Lying a trait
I don’t need a girl to add onto my plate

I been on my own
The oxycodone
Been keeping me company red drippin on the lean

Mind is monster
Whenever I ponder
I feel like a goner
I can’t do this longer

I chemically alter
My mind for it wander
Prescribed by a doctor
Say take it with water

I do not give her the bottle of white so she can just deal with the pain
One step at a time I am saving a life from the curse that has led me astray in the rain
The people will act when they see me in pain so I walk around drunk with a smile all day
And the demons will grow until devils are born and I will become what I hate
Wait

What do you think
Stop asking me
If I am okay when I’m crying to sleep
Bring some me weed
Bring me some wine
Feed my addiction while I numb my mind

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

EXODIA (エクゾディア)

candle in the sun w/ sepha. and ProG

Whata World's End (Prod. NXCTURNAL)

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

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Alien & Connected

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
mixed/master w/ ch!o
art by sepha.
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SPOTIFY

U WANT SOMETHING

Mixed by Big Roshi and Rivilin
Written by Big Roshi and Rivilin
Produced by Miler Prodz

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpvUp7pUpSQ

Lyrics:
Okay im depressed
Red my knuckles made a mess
Now my neighbours are too stressed
And the police gone arrest

Plenty math but theres no tests
I live underneath the rest
Hope my music adds to somethin
Cus I gave up on the rest

God I hate it when you speak
Why did you have to remind me
Now im thinkin bout this week
Why i always say Im grimey
Cus I never left this seat
I left all my pain behind me
Why the fuck you try to speak
Im a asshole go n try me

I dont play around with exes
Less is
Benefitting me
I need money more dough
Make me loco
only got a week
Why the fuck are you testing
Not interesting
Learn to move ya feet
Are you trying to fix me
Are you that into risking
Everything you invest in me

Im listening
Trying to find my home
Dont miss me
Cus i dont deserve it
Erase all yo sanctity
You locked inside your churches
Act a fuckin riot
Only safe inside the circus



Cradle
Im lethal
Shut yo mouth dont fuck witcha people
Made my money
Give a fuck if im evil
This aint a movie
There are no sequels

Used to work 50 hours a week
Put the bus inside the cart and wipe the grime out the sink
Only time i heard a voice is when they yellin at me
And thats why i say

God I hate it when you speak
(why did u have to remind me)
God I hate it when you speak
(Im a asshole go n try me)

I’m over being medicated, sick of being sedated
your stupid little voice makes me wish never dated cus you know that
looking back now, filled with regrets
you say you love me, don’t care

going in berzerk like my name is gutts yeah
I don’t know shit, but you know I got luck 
you’re hitting me up, leave me alone
making the cracks in my phone  

I was hooked on an ex for the past six years yeah
how is this life when I’m running through the Blair witch project
nonsense, it ain’t a clear a screen yeah
life ain’t black and white like you always perceived me

breaking my knuckles on the wall, 
frustrated to death when you call
it’s like working a 9-5
barely coming out alive

our relationships and episode for your friends to watch
it’s complicated when my emotions were all dislodged
charging through I don’t mess with exes
the last one almost killed me no joke

I’m an asshole I know, I’m an asshole I know

Asshole feat. Rivilin +Miler

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
mixed/master by sepha.
art by sepha.
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Skyline Ashtray

/Depersonalised/ (interlude)

Music Video https://youtu.be/LSTJHs95AcE

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

I’ve entered this state of mind
Where I do not feel
And I do not kneel

Devils and Angels entwine
They making them deals
They pullout tha steels

I ain't fuckin witchu
Bitch we got an issue
This voice in my head it be telling me to kill u

Take me back to 02
Sober wit tha whole crew
Everyone alive I ain’t finna sip tha whole brew

Lately
I'm feeling like
I’m crazy

I'm off a cup
I'm hazy

I’m fiending for some wine
Devil countin time
I spent it on a dime

Daily
I ain’t feelin no safety
Living like a rat baby

I am not the fucking one
Don’t ask me what is wrong
Of course were fucking done
Bitch

I aint even know
Where the fuck Im headed
But I know I gotta go

40 in tha bag
While she drop and hit it low

Flickin ash off tha blunt
In the alley all alone

Where she go
No

Now I’m creepin in tha back you lack the fact
That I’m always watching with these eyes that stare right back
Lurking in the shadows I got ghost that watch my back
And if we gotta problem I might Aragorn yo ass

I’ve entered this state of mind
Where I do not feel
And I do not kneel

Devils and Angels entwine
They making them deals
They pullout tha steels

I aint fuckin witchu
Bitch we got an issue
This voice in my head it be telling me to kill u

Take me back to 02
Sober wit tha whole crew
Everyone alive I ain’t finna sip tha whole brew

I be numb
All these days are same
I be done
With the games I don’t play

Tie a bun
Now she down, and I’m glazed
Hit it once I’ma bounce, she the same

Hate me
I ain’t really fuck with you baby
You a fake b

Issa the way you look at all these people like they aint shit
Full of fucking pain so your sadness turn to hatred

You dat fake shit
Stupid bitch
I hate this

The Sin of Sloth

State of Mind

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

State Of Mind (CRCL) [Music Video ↓]

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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Alien & Connected

SEPHA.

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