Falling / Apart

Prod. RONEN
Guitar Solo - Matthew Hodgson

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DESOLATE

I don’t know the shape of your smile,
But I’ve dreamed it a thousand times.
Your voice is the thread I follow home,
Across the silence, across the unknown.

No photograph, no captured gaze,
Just words that set my soul ablaze.
In every pause, you come alive,
A name I whisper to survive.

You burn in me like an invisible flame,
No face to hold, yet I feel your name.
You are the touch I’ve never felt,
But every wall around me melts.
You see me where no eyes can see—
A hidden love that sets me free.

I reach for you in unseen light,
In quiet songs that fill the night.
You echo where my fears once stayed,
A warmth that never slips or fades.

You’re not a ghost, you’re not a dream,
But something true behind the screen.
You speak, and I forget to hide—
I feel you burning deep inside.

You burn in me like an invisible flame,
No face to hold, yet I feel your name.
You are the touch I’ve never felt,
But every wall around me melts.
You see me where no eyes can see—
A hidden love that sets me free.

We don’t need time, we don’t need proof,
Our souls have met beneath the truth.
And if we never touch or kiss,
I’ll still have lived because of this.

You burn in me like an invisible flame,
No map, no frame, but still, you came.
You are the voice that pulled me through—
The faceless love that feels most true.

Invisible Flame

I dont know anymore

Written and Mixed by Big Roshi
Produced by Xtravulous

Lyrics:
(Oh Why)
Faced two blunts and I hardly gotta buzz
Inna truck sippin bud gotta bitch i wanna love
Buts its way past one
No energy for fun
But she till grabbin on my jeans

I swear I told em
Im workin harder
This bills get larger
As I go farther

I got a father
And family
But I still feel like the dead seed

So Bye
Neva gonna live that life, why
Let my actions and look define
If you feel sad
Just look at my clipped wings and dont blame me

I lied
But I kept my head held high
Aint got nothin but time on my side
Keep driftin on yo path
Dont look back its too late for me

I been stuck on these streets
I pickup half of a band at least three times a weak
I cant talk to my kin cus they might snitch on me
Paranoia and depression got my future quite bleak

I sip it and I smoke it just to numb what Im feelin
If you feel it dont reapeat it just embrace it and defeat it
In my recess Im a demon I done seen shit nasal bleedin
Seen a junkie make a lesion
Drip his drug in
Started tweakin

Depression took over
Now I cant ever be sober
Dont hit me with some future shit youll never cop a rover

Man I done seen what will happen to like half yall when you older
You gone live inside yo house like a fire that barely smolders
Hopefully that 401k can keep your spendings under total
Otherwise your like my elders who work daily just to ford it

I dont wanna spend the rest of my time alive
Calculating my money from a 9 to 5

Too Late For Me +Xtravulous

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

Remember Me. (prod. HXRXKILLER)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix & master w/ CH!O 
art by SEPHA.
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Lyrics -

i took the blue pill and i felt bad an i 
took the red pill and i felt sad
and i took the black pill and it held me back
but there's no escape from this time lapse
x2
so broke i walked 4 miles
to contemplate my lifestyle
scaled a gate
to be alone with my strife
jus for a little while
or maybe forever

i thought high hopes would
tie a knot in time
oh
i thought a positive outlook
would create my peace of mind
but its all falling
x2

well those underachievers 
their good lads
tryna hold onto nature's collapse
in the daily chore and the daily stacks
in the daily dose of our anthrax
it started as a cut now its a full attack

my old pal rob he was a good lad
hid spliff in his ex's maxi pads
smelt his failures in her lows 
and never took him back
now he's a hentai voyeaur 
and a reddit hack
he's a real smart alec
when at the keypad
keying his nose and keying the facts
keying his nose and keying the facts -
"we'll establish 
peak civilisation...
from my bedroom...
for a nation"

i thought high hopes would
tie a knot in time
oh
i thought a positive outlook
would create my peace of mind
but its all falling
x2

its all falling
oh
its all fallen
x2

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blackpilled

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
cover art by izu chung
mix/master w/ CH!O (Juan Peralta)
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Lyrics -

oh
i live the visual overload
im like you
taken in by the seeds they sow
to watch the numbers of others
climb the towers
then watch all their thunder crash and burn
and shower far down
spectated by the ghosts of this town
far down
far down

she said...

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x2

well you say to yourself darling
that the ghosts of this town
never stole from you
those ghouls u see around
will only know themselves in tombs
will only know themselves in tombs

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x4

Gel...
gel benim hayatıma 
gir ötekini o olmadan
anlayamazsın x3
(öteki seni sen olmadan anlayamaz)

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x4

join me in life... x4

LINK TO ALL PLATFORMS

Join Me

Lyrics: ///  
Faded nights I can’t make out what you wanted to say
Let me in to the grave where my body will lay
Know I tried but I can’t just make it outta your way
All alone in my head who will blow out my brain
Faded nights I can’t make out what you wanted to say
Let me in to the grave where my body will lay
Know I tried but I can’t just make it outta your way
All alone in my head who will blow out my brain

Devil come in a cape never sleep again 
When you come let it hurt why I bleed again 
Let me out falling down cut myself again 
See the ghost walk around hide my face in shades

I’m sleep walking pour myself another cup
Chasing down wolves fire around another gun
Lonely boy doing circles all around the sun
Burning plastic knowing that my mind is numb

Night lights I’m sleeping by a white line
Red tides by your shadow say it’s alright 
My mind like a feather in a cold night
Inside I’m dying let the dead bite
Night lights I’m sleeping by a white line
Red tides by your shadow say it’s alright 
My mind like a feather in a cold night
Inside I’m dying let the dead bite

kiLLa Laharl - M3

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/jEXbrEt6T9U 🔥

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https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

I’ve done
So much
It’s playin in my head at night

How come
I can’t
Seem to make it feel alright

Make time
Slow down
Stop to think of our demise

Take time
Break up
Nothing changes but the lies

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Ring Ring
The telephone goes
I aint pick up the phone

Ima let it call all night
Cuz bitch Im too damn fucking high
Too fucking pick this up tonight

I get high, so that I won’t fall
But isolation takes it all
The phone is ringing down the hall,
I want you, but I’m too gone to call

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Use me to deny all the pain
I gave a fuck when you ain’t
Ill be there when you need me
Like its gun b fine, cuz my hug from behind
All safe

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

The Sin of Sloth

Emfuckingbrace Me

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Emfuckingbrace Me w/ Nicolas Sales (CRCL)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
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Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

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better time

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